A/N: Here is chapter two, hope you guys enjoy it.

Chapter 2 Beautiful Nightmare

She turns around to lock the door, giving me her back, and I take full advantage of my demon speed; within a few seconds I'm behind her. I inhale deeply, I love her scent…sometimes it's the only thing that keeps me grounded. I can feel her relax in my embrace, she exposes her neck to me, a sign that she trusts me completely; I waste no time in placing slow, sweet, open mouth kisses on her sensitive skin. It is in this time; in these mere minutes that everything seems right in my life. There are any worries, no cants, no won'ts, and especially no shouldn'ts; all there is, is her heartbeat, her shortened breath, her soft skin, her candied kisses. Only we exist, only we matter.

I whisper into the back of her neck.

"You have no idea how much I've missed you Kagome." And she really doesn't.

I missed everything about her.

When I touch her, my entire body feels like it was set on fire. But it's not the type of fire I want to run away from, no; I want to burn for as long as possible. Hell I want to set her ablaze too. Nothing else matters anymore, my senses are clouded by her; by the time I realize I have already succeeded in unbuttoning her blouse. It's like my hands have a mind of their own when she is in front of me. I need more of her, I have to have her now; I turn her around and push her against the door pressing my body on to her. She captures my mouth her candied lips and it's like liquid fervor. I can never seem to get enough of her kisses. When she tugs on my hair I can feel my demon breaking free, my hands are all over her and I can't stop myself. I pick her up and she wraps her legs around my waist not breaking our kiss for a second; as I take her into my bedroom I push aside any other thoughts from my mind.

I can regret tomorrow, tonight I will just enjoy feeling alive.

I don't know what it is about her, but no one before her or after her has ever made me feel the way she does. When I'm with her, she consumes my thoughts but I can't let her know how much she means to me. Why? Because this isn't real, it's just a fantasy that will dissipate as fast as it materialized.

I wish I could give her what she deserves, she deserves someone that devotes his entire time to her; someone that can make her happy forever. I've never been happier than when she is with me, and I feel incomplete when she's not around. It doesn't make sense, and I don't know if you will understand, hell I don't know if you will even believe me, but it's like it's harder to breathe without her.

Forever that's what I want to promised her.

-Sigh- Won't happen, can't happen.

She walked into my life a couple of years ago, during a very difficult and confusing time in my life, and ever since…it's like she's been there for me my entire life. She saved me. There's nothing she won't do for me…nothing. And I would give my life for her in an instant, no hesitation. I…think I love her. It's so fucking hard to think straight when it comes to her.

You have to understand, well actually I don't care if you understand or not, hell you can judge me if you want but the passion between us is raw. After we gave into the feelings for each other it has been pure desire for her that drives me. At first I thought it was just lust, but I know better now; that kinda scares me you know.

Have you ever been on the top floor of a skyscraper? You know that feeling you get when you look down? You feel like you're going to die and you're scared to fall, but you just can't leave because the view is just too damn beautiful? Yea, it's something like that.

When I look into her eyes my world is at peace, too bad I can't stay in her eyes. She calms my turbulent mind and yet I have never been so out of control. I know this is wrong, I know she's not for me, I know I'm not what she needs, but I just can't seem to fucking let her go. It's selfish, I know; you don't have to tell me.

I wish I could stay with her like this forever, loving her the way she craves, the way she needs. But the morning came too quickly and I'm awakened from my blissful sleep by a very familiar ringtone…

A/N: If you are following the original story don't worry I will update that soon too, just give me a little bit of time since now I'm working on both at the same time. But I think I want to update this story until I this one up with the other one, that way when I update, I'll be updating both at the same time. What do you guys think, would that be a good idea? Let me know. As always Read and Review. =)