A/N: After the Charlie Tango crash in Fifty Shades darker, Christian is not found and officially declared dead three weeks later. Ana, Christian's sole heir, refuse to believe he is dead and after searching for him for eight months and eight days, they find him. More in love than ever, they try to rebuild their lives while Christian discovers what Ana went through while he was gone. Please read. Ana is still sweet and adorable leaving the controlling to Christian.

Snippet: Chapter 15: Ana breaks down and tells Christian what it was like for her.

"I walked in the meadow and started screaming at you…blaming you for my heartache…for your absence…for not being here to tell me to watch my smart mouth…for not protecting us from the fucked up mess…for leaving me with the extra headache of running a company I knew nothing about…for not coming back to me…for just everything. It didn't make me feel better and I wanted to break something…anything…I just wanted to feel better…to not feel so utterly fucking helpless…the loneliness were pure agony and it would not go away…it didn't even fade, not even just a little…for me to breathe... I was tired of crying, tired of waiting, just so fucking tired and I just wanted to rest...I wanted to be comforted, to be loved...to be touched …I just wanted you…I wanted you...and you weren't there." I pull her into my chest, crying silent tears myself now. She hits me a couple of times lightly on my chest before whispering in an absolutely heartbroken tone "You weren't there, I needed you and…You. Weren't. There!"

Important: I do not own Fifty Shades Trilogy or the characters. They belong to the very talented E.L. James.


Ana POV:

Eight months and eight days since my life came to a complete stand still. Eight months and eight days since I have been told that Charlie Tango went down? Ros was found within a day, but Christian was never found and declared officially dead a month later. Grace and Carrick held a beautiful memorial service for Christian on the 19th of July which I intended, but refused to cry. With every bone in my body I just know Christian is alive, I feel it. I had Taylor check every hospital within a 250 mile radius and nothing, so I know he had to have been taken and I know Christian did not go willingly.

It was a complete shock to find out after the memorial service that Christian left me everything he has worked so hard for. Ros stepped in as acting COE and has been absolutely great. She is teaching me about GEH, financial statements, contracts and basically running the company, but I don't intend to, Christian will run it again, I just know it. But I have learned a lot and am actually quite proud of what I have accomplished.

However, I don't have that much time to spend learning about GEH. I have taken a leave of absence from SIP to train, although Taylor refused initially, I insisted that I be trained to go with them to find Christian. Taylor, Welch and a team of 8 ex seals have been searching for Christian non-stop. They believe just as strongly as I do that Christian is still alive and have been monitoring and following every known enemy Christian had. We are down to two; Elena Lincoln and Jack Hyde and now we know they are working together.

While they were looking for Christian, I have been training for 12 hours, 7 days a week in everything from endurance, self defence, tactical offence, extreme self control and have been taught to shoot with 100% accuracy and in record time. It has been brutal, but I want to go with the rescue team when they go to rescue Christian and Taylor won't let me go until he is satisfied with my training.

Every morning I wake up and send Christian an e-mail telling him how much I love him and how much I miss him and the same every night before I go to sleep if I don't collapse thoroughly exhausted. Two days after the crash his inbox for voice messages where full and won't accept any more, although I still phone his number several times a day to hear his beautiful voice. God I miss him so much! I hardly see anyone anymore as they want me to move on and accept that Christian is not coming back, but how can I if I know he is somewhere out there.

My thoughts are interrupted when Taylor comes rushing into the library at Escala with Sawyer directly behind him.

"Ms. Steele, Mrs. Lincoln is on the move. She received an incoming call ten minutes ago from an unknown number and Welch is busy tracking the number to get a location. I think this is it Ms. Steele, I think she is going to lead us directly to Mr. Grey. She is dressed like she is attending a BDSM club and has a huge grin on her face." Taylor looks worried, but also a bit of relieve is visible in his eyes and is staring at me waiting what he just said to sink in. Oh my God, could this finally be it? Could we finally get Christian back? Does she even have him, or know where he is?

"Okay, Taylor, let's go. Is everyone ready to leave immediately and do your team have a visual of Elena?" We simply cannot afford to let her escape us today.

"Yes, Ms. Steele. They have a visual and are following at a safe distance, but we should go immediately"

We leave in three unmarked cars, no Audi SUV's as it is well known that Grey security and myself travel with the fleet of black Audi's and we don't want to be recognised, especially today.

We follow to a warehouse about hundred and thirty miles outside of Seattle to an abandoned cabin. Luckily, we are only 35 miles from Portland should we need to get him to a hospital quickly. We park far enough from the cabin to remain undetected and see that only Elena's car is parked in front of the cabin.

"Taylor, what is the plan? Do we have a layout of the cabin?"

"There is one front entrance and one at the back. According to Welch there will also be an underground basement and I suspect that is where we will find Mr. Grey. The sensors show two people in the cabin, but this excludes the basement. Elena and Jack are currently in the living room arguing about what course of action to take as Jack does not seem to believe Elena that Mr. Grey will crack anytime soon and agree to go back to her." OMG is this woman totally delusional. Does she honestly think that Christian will go back to her after being kept in a basement for eight months?

"She is crazy if she belief that he will ever even forgive her after what she did to him. Taylor, I will take on Elena by myself. She will not suspect me to be armed and she will definitely not expect me to confront her myself. Sawyer, you and your team go around back and take Jack down. Taylor, you get Christian and get him to safety. Everyone ready?" Shit, it is going to take everything I have not to kill this bitch. What the fuck was she thinking? Did she think this was actually going to turn out well for herself. "Wait Taylor, I need to make a call first."

I pull out my cellphone and dial with shaky hands while praying they just do what they are told, because if we are right, they would want to be here for this.

"Ana sweetheart, this is a nice surprise."

"Carrick, I am sorry to bother you at this hour and I apologize in advance for the inconvenience, but I need you to get Grace, Elliot and Mia, no one else, and please urgently meet me at the OHSU hospital in Portland. Please, please don't ask me to explain now, but I need you. Please come immediately." Fuck, please don't argue with me know.

"Ana, just tell me that you're safe and unharmed first."

"Carrick, I am fine. We are running out of time here, please come now!"

"We will be there in under two hours Ana. I will phone you again when we are about ten miles out. Take care of yourself, we love you." And with than he disconnects the call. Oh thank God that was easier than I thought.

"Okay Taylor, now I am ready. Give the signal." Please baby be here, please, please, please, PLEASE!

Christian POV:

Fuck, I think I am finally going to lose my mind. How the fuck am I going to get out of here and back to my beautiful Ana if everyone thinks I am dead. Elena fucking Lincoln was kind enough to show me pictures of my memorial service. Wasn't that nice of her? The bitch! What bothered me endlessly was that Ana looked so…good. Shit, if it were me attending her memorial, I would have been an absolute fucking mess. But she sat there looking breathtakingly as always and not a tear in sight.

I have been thinking of this repeatedly and honestly, I have no idea what the fuck is going on. I mean, come on...I left her fucking everything I have in this world and she does not even cry a single tear for me. I know she loves me so I tell myself that she was in shock. Yes, yes, that's it, she was in shock. But I wonder if she moved on already. What is she doing now? What is happening at GEH? But most importantly, will I ever get the fuck out of here? By my estimation, I have been here, give or take a couple of weeks, almost eight months. Without see the sun, it is hard to tell and with nothing to do, I just exercise as much as I am able and until completely exhausted in order to get some sleep.

I hear huge commotion above me and yelling, screaming and shouting. What the fuck is going on up there? I walk up the stairs, as far as I can reach with these fucking chains attached to me, to try and hear what the hell is happening.

After a couple of minutes that sounded like the end of the world were upon us, I hear the most beautiful voice in the universe. "Well hallo Elena, Jack. From the look on your faces, I take it you weren't expecting us? Our apologies for barging in here uninvited." O God how I missed that voice…wait a fucking minute…what the hell is she doing here? Does she know I am here, if she thinks I'm dead?

"Anastasia, this is a surprise. May we help you with something?" The bitch acts as if nothing is wrong. I have to get out of here! Who is with Ana? Why is she here and fuck my throat is fucking killing me and I can't even scream for help.

"Elena, come on. We don't have time for this shit. You know, places to go, people to see. You have something that belongs to me and I want it back, and these gentlemen, are here to ensure you get what you deserve, so...just give me what I want and I will be out of your hair. It can be like I never existed and you can forget all about me. This does not have to come to violence, but please don't fuck with me because believe me, there is nothing I would like more right now that to splatter your fucking insane brains across that wall over there." My hope is seriously starting to fester deep within me. Could this be a rescue mission? If it is, what the fuck is Ana doing here and where the fuck is Taylor?

"You know Anastasia, I honestly have no clue what you are talking about. It is just me and Jack here and we were actually in the middle of something so if you don't mind…" Don't fall for it Ana please, please don't leave me here!

"Taylor, what do you think? Should we just be on our way and go on believing that Mr. Grey is long gone or should we tear this godforsaken place apart?" Thank God Taylor is here! If Ana can just step aside and let them do their job, I might be able to get out of here today and she will be unharmed.

"Ms. Steele, I would not believe a word that comes out of Mrs. Lincoln's mouth. If she says the sun is shining, I will still walk outside to make sure. Also, with that outfit, I can assure you she is not here for Jacky over there, she dressed like that for Mr. Grey. So, either Mr. Grey is here or she knows where he is." Taylor deserves a raise, honestly, I could not have asked for a better head of security. He is excellent at his job, although, if I do get out of here, he better have a fucking good explanation as to Anastasia's presence here today. What the hell is he thinking putting her in danger like this? And that Bitch, all dressed up for me, like I want to even look at her face!

"Anastasia, have you completely gone insane? You know, Grace and Carrick are starting to worry about you since they never see you anymore and they are under the impression you are not really dealing with your grief that well. Now I can see why, you are clearly delusional. You attended Christian's memorial service. You saw the damage to the Charlie Tango. You heard what Ros said and you read the police report. Fuck, you even went with your own team to personally inspect the crash site and surrounding area for over three weeks. There was no way that Christian could have survived that crash. He is dead. Are you listening to me, DEAD. Like in never coming back. Now get the fuck out of here and go on with your life." Is she actually using her Dom voice on my Ana and holy fuck, Ana actually went to look for me herself?

"Yes, Elena. I am listening and I heard what Ros said. I read the police reports. I saw the damage to Charlie Tango, which Taylor over there determined was caused due to foul play, and I attended the memorial service held for Christian, only out of respect for his family. You know what I did not see however? I did not see his body. I saw no proof that the love of my life is gone forever. Furthermore, I can tell you that I know with everything in me, that Christian Grey is not dead. I would have felt his absence in this world as soon as his last breath left his body. I know he is alive and I know you are aware of his whereabouts. So please, cut the fucking crap. You know what, I am actually done playing with you. Sawyer, take care of Mr. Hyde over there. I will keep an eye on Mrs. Lincoln. Taylor, take apart this cabin. Find Mr. Grey and as soon as he is found, get Welch to contact the authorities to get them here as well as emergency services. Oh, and Elena...I hope your natural hair is a nice colour as I don't think they will be willing to let you dye your hair that extremely fake blond in prison." I actually find myself smiling. Fuck, she loves me, she really does and she is so strong right now. I hear Elena gasp loudly and then she starts crying. Bitch, too late for tears now!

And again, all hell breaks loose upstairs with Taylor who is shouting instructions. Elena is screaming every bad name in existence to Ana. God if only I were just stronger. These last couple of months has been brutal on my health. I am weak, dehydrated and my leg did not heal properly. This will certainly require surgery when I get out of here.

The basement door opens and I see Taylor standing at the door and just start sobbing. I am a mess, but I am so fucking grateful to see him standing in front of me when I thought I will never see him again.

"Taylor." It was all I could say at that moment.

"Welch, get Portland authorities and emergency service to our location NOW." He walks down to where I sat on the stairs. "Mr. Grey? Christian we are here to save you. Let's get you out of here. What the fuck did they do to you? Sawyer, Ana I have Mr. Grey! Mr. Grey needs urgent medical attention!" Ana, where is my Ana. What is she doing up there?

Taylor removes the chains of and picks me up and starts taking the stairs very slowly. I want to sleep. I want this to be over. But above all else, I want to see my Ana, my saviour.

"Ana." My sore throat has reduced the normally well spoken Christian Grey to single worded sentences. Fuck this would be funny if not for the horrific circumstances.

"Ms. Steele is waiting for you Mr. Grey. You will see her soon. Don't worry, she can take care of herself. You will be very pleased with what she has done in the last eight months while we were waiting for Mrs. Lincoln to slip up so we could find you." Taylor states proudly. Eight months…I have been here eight months. What the fuck was the plan? Keep me here until I go insane. FUCK…eight months!

We get through the door at the top of the stairs and there she is. She is holding a gun to Elena's head. A fucking gun! Taylor knows how I feel about guns, why would he give her a gun? No time to dwell on that now. Time for answers is not now.

Ana hands Elena to Sawyer and comes over to us…tears streaming down her gorgeous face. Fuck, I hate seeing her cry and I fucking hate being helpless. I can't even comfort her. I quickly let me eyes run over her and she looks good…fucking awesome actually.

"Baby, baby I missed you so much? Are you badly hurt? Shit, they will pay for this!" Ana shoots the look of death at Elena and starts kissing me softly on my cheek and I feel my eyes starting to close. "Baby, I love you. I love you! Please, don't leave me. Please, stay strong for me. Don't leave me." I try my best to smile at her and then everything went black.

Ana POV:

I am sitting in the speeding ambulance with Christians one hand in both of mine and pray that he will be okay. He is lying so still and I am thankful for the monitors assuring me he is still alive. What will this ordeal do to my already fucked up Fifty Shades? How can we possibly move on from this?

I pick up my phone again to check on the status of the Grey's.

"Ana, we are about thirty minutes away from the hospital…wait, hold on sweetheart...Grace would like to talk to you." Carrick gives the phone to Grace and a brace myself for a very anxious Grace.

"Ana, Ana what is going on? Carrick is driving like a mad man and Elliot and Mia is quiet…quiet Ana. We are worried. Are you hurt, please tell me you are fine."

I exhale and pray for the strength to make it through this night.

"Grace, I am not hurt but I need you all to meet me at the hospital. I am here now and will wait for you in the waiting area. Please tell Carrick to drive safely as I don't think my fragile heart can take anymore strain today. See you soon."

We get to the hospital and Christian is rushed to the emergency room. A couple of minutes later Dr. Crowe comes to tell me that apart from dehydration and fatigue Christian is fine but they are taking him to the operating room for surgery on his right leg that did not heal as it should have.

I go to the waiting room to see the entire security team there with Welch, when did he get here? I quickly brief them and then go to the nurse's station to ask for a private room to brief my family on what happened. She points out a room and I inform her to come call me the minute Christian comes out of surgery. At least I am treated with the upmost importance since Christian was a major benefactor of OHSU and since his supposed death, I am now listed as the benefactor and this suites me just perfectly today.

Taylor and Sawyer sweep the room and tell me to wait here as they will bring the Greys in the minute they arrive. I did not even wait five minutes before the door opens and four very worried Grey members walk into the room as Taylor closes it behind them. Grace immediately takes me in her arms and hugs me. I push her away lightly and ask them to sit. She looks disappointed and I quickly tell her that we have a lot to discuss and I don't want to break down before we even begin.

"I am sorry for the inconvenience and for not being able to explain on the phone, but I felt that this kind of news is better given in person. I am not sure where to begin in order to keep this short for now, so I will begin at the beginning as Dr. Crowe said we will have about an hour."

"Ana, what the hell is going on? Who is in hospital? Why is your entire security team out in the hall and why do you look like Angelina Jolie in Mr. and Mrs. Smith." Oh, only Elliot…

"Whoa Elliot, I will get to all that and as we don't have that much time, please can I finish and then we will get to Q&A?" Everyone nods and I begin. "Now as you all are well aware I love Christian with all my heart. When the news of the crash came you all saw how devastated I was and then after the memorial everything just changed." I pause and Carrick mentions for me to continue. "The reason for the change, as I told Grace and Flynn was that I could not even think about moving on without Christian, especially with no body found. Taylor and Welch inspected Charlie Tango before we started to restore her and started to suspect foul play. We could not told you any of this as we did not want our main suspect to get suspicious and start to cover up." I take a look at each of their confused faces and press on.

"Taylor arranged training for me and we began tracking every know associate, friend or enemy we could think off and after about five months we narrowed it down to two."

"That is when you started to withdraw from our family isn't it?"

"Yes, that is but I promise it was not to hurt you, it was to find out what happened to Christian and we wanted our aim to remain a secret. Anyway, I put two security members on one of the two suspects we could find and the suspect was followed and monitored twenty four hours a day every single day. So, earlier this evening, the suspect broke their normal pattern and this made alarm bells go off. Taylor assembled the security team and we started to follow the trace with Welch guiding us. The suspect led us to an abandoned cabin about thirty five miles out of Portland in the direction of Seattle. We determined what was going on and heard that both suspects were inside the cabin discussing what happened to Christian." Well not really, but I can't get them too worked up to listen to the rest.

"That is when I phoned Carrick as we had a pretty good idea what we would find when we stormed the cabin and…"

"Ana, stop. Please stop I can't fucking take this anymore. Who is the fucking patient?" I look at Elliot but don't answer. All four of them instantly has tears streaming down their faces. Fuck this is heartbreaking. Elliot gets up and comes to kneel in front of me, now crying hysterically, and take my hand in his.

"Ana, please…who is the patient we were obviously brought here for?" I start sobbing and only gets out "Christian" before totally breaking down along with everyone else in the room. Elliot pulls me from the chair and puts me in his lap where he is now sitting on the floor. Mia comes to sit in Carrick's lap as he tries to comfort both his wife and his daughter while he is sobbing himself.

After about twenty minutes the tears dry up, Carrick clears his throat, wipes away his tears and ask me who took Christian. I first look to Grace then Elliot and finally back to Carrick. "Jack Hyde, an Editor Christian fired because he assaulted me and…and…o fuck why is this so hard?"

"Who Ana?" Elliot is clearly out for blood.

"Elena Lincoln, but her motives I won't be able to disclose at this time." Everyone is stunned to silence except for Grace who starts crying again saying over and over that this is all her fault. I stand up to sit next to Grace, trying to comfort her and tell her that none of this is her fault and this is a lot more complex than it sounds.

"What is his condition and why is he in surgery?"

"He is well, dehydrated and suffering from fatigue, but other than that he is fine. The problem is that Jack and Elena could not really afford to seek medical attention for him after the crash…being well known as he is…and he had a broken leg. The leg did not attach correctly and they are busy fixing that. The doctor should be here any minute."

There is a knock on the door and we all jump to our feet staring at it. Taylor comes in and we all sit down disappointed.

"Ms. Steel, Mr. Grey, can I get you anything? Coffee, tea…something stronger perhaps?" Taylor tries to smile to lighten the mood to no avail.

"No thank you Taylor, we are fine. I will just go check on Christian. Please remember to get the emergency staff to sign NDA's as I don't want this leaked to the press before Christian can release a statement. Please also call Ros and ask her to meet me here first thing in the morning and to keep the request to meet me here to herself. I also want the bank manager as well as the legal team here first thing on Monday morning, same goes for them, they are to tell no one. Sorry for putting all this on you, but can you also make sleeping arrangements for all of us for about four days?" I look to Grace for confirmation and she nods her head. "At the Heathman please. The security staff not absolutely needed here can be sent back, but maybe you, Sawyer and Welch should stay."

"No problem Ms. Steele. Please don't worry about anything as I will take care of it."

Just as I make to leave the room, Dr. Crowe comes in and closes the door.

"Ms. Steele, Mr. Grey, Dr. Grey, I have news for you on our John Doe…" Ah the good doctor gets the ramifications of this. "We have repaired the leg and had to put a cast on. The incision is in the inside of his leg and relatively small. He will only need the cast for about two to three weeks as we repaired the leg using steel pins that will was fastened to the bones over the fracture. The cast is mainly to keep him from twisting or moving it until the fracture starts healing, but as I said, he won't have to wear it for more than three weeks…I am fully aware that he will not tolerate it for any longer anyway. If he rests and recover quickly, he should be able to go home on Wednesday as I am sure Dr. Grey will be happy to look at him herself while he is recovering." Grace shakes her head and under the circumstances even manages a ghost of a smile. "He is being moved to a private room now and if you follow me, I…" He does not even get to finish his sentence as Elliot pushes him out the door to take us to see Christian.

We follow Dr. Crowe to the end of the hall with Taylor and Sawyer in tow to set up security. He opens the door and we enter. The head nurse is just finishing up connecting the monitor and Dr. Crowe reminds her that no one is allowed inside this room or even outside the door for that matter as well as she should go see Taylor as he has paperwork for her to sign. With that they both leave the room quietly while the five of us is standing next to Christian's bed sobbing. Elliot is comforting Mia and Carrick is holding Grace in her hands while I sit next to Christian and holds his hand while telling him softly how much I love him.

We all just sit in silence for what felt like forever and Elliot says that we should go get some sleep as Christian won't wake up for at least twelve hours. No way in hell am I leaving his side.

"Elliot, the rooms have been arranged. Please guys, go get some rest, I will call if there is any change. Grace, please can you arrange a bed to be brought in for me as I am not leaving this hospital until he is leaving it with me." Grace nods and Elliot and Mia come to hug me goodbye telling me how grateful they am that Christian has me. They leave the room with Grace who went to arrange a bed for me and Carrick comes to take me into his arms as I just sob into his shoulder.

"Ana, you are the best thing to EVER happen to my family and I thank God every day for bringing you into our and Christian's life. We love you and I am proud to call you my daughter. Thank you for not giving up on Christian and thank you for finding him." Grace must have come back mid speech as she hugs me with Carrick before they say goodbye and leave the room leaving me with my love…alone at last.

Christian POV:

I hear voices and one of the voices is the beautiful voice of my baby. My head is killing me so I just lay there with my eyes closed and listen to the voices talking.

"Ana, sweetheart, you know that when he wakes up he will be fuming that you were there when he was rescued. Although I sort off understand, I am not totally sure Christian will understand what the hell you were thinking. You could have gotten seriously hurt." Yes dad, tell her. We will surely have this conversation soon anyway. What the fuck was she thinking putting herself in danger like that? If anything happened to her, Jack could have just killed me as well, I can't fucking life without her and she knows that perfectly well.

"Carrick, I understand your concern and yes…" She take a deep breath. "…I am sure Christian will have that discussion with me soon enough just to make his thoughts and concerns clear as well, but honestly, do you think that Taylor would have let me gone with if he were not absolutely sure I could handle myself? Look, the day of the memorial I went to Taylor and told him that I am hundred percent sure that Christian is still alive and that I need his help to find him. He arranged for several trainers to train me in various skills for 12 hours a day for the last seven months. My shooting skills are better than some of the team members on our security team and actually, now that Christian is back, Taylor is arranging additional training for all of them. I was perfectly safe, I assure you. But there was no way in hell I was sending a team to rescue Christian without going with. Yes, we did not know for sure what to expect, and yes things could have been worse, but I am safe, we got Christian and I am fine. I am sorry that I did not make contact with you or Grace often due to my hectic schedule with GEH, SIP and the training, but I promise to make that up to you all. You are my family and I love you."

"We love you too Ana and thank you again for getting back my son. There are no words to tell you how grateful the Grey family is for what you have done. Now, how are things at GEH? I am sure happy now that you did not follow my advice to sell it. Can you imagine Christian's response to that news when he came back that he is no longer the owner of GEH?" Shit, is he fucking serious right now? How could he give Ana that advice? What the FUCK was he smoking before giving her such fucked up advice? He is right, I would have been abso-fucking-lutely livid if I came back to find GEH in the hands of someone else. Fuck! But I am myself interested to know how it is going and will be sure to get a meeting with Ros as soon as possible. Not sure if Ana would be able to tell me much.

"GEH is doing well. I looked over the financials for the last six months, as well as the year to date consolidated reports, with Ros last week since it is financial year end for GEH at the end of this month. Although the growth in net operating profit is not what it would have been under Christian's leadership, we still managed to get a decent growth and it looks like we will end on just over five and a half billion net operating profit for the current financial year. We only finished the projects and acquisitions that Christian already approved before the crash and I gave the go ahead for two more after going through the financials and projections at least a dozen times on each one, but I did not want to take any unnecessary risks and loose any money while Christian was gone. The Taiwan project he was working on was put on hold for a year after Ros all but pleaded with them. Ros has been an absolute gods sent. When she was not working and I was not training she was teaching me about GEH and Roach was teaching me about SIP. Neither could understand why I did not appoint a permanent replacement for Christian at GEH, but how could I replace him when I truly believed we would find him. I obviously could not tell them that, they would have had me committed. Bye the way, thank you again for assisting with the name change of SIP. Grey Publishing sounds so much better and I think Christian will be pleased. Roach wanted to retire at the end of last year and I convinced him to stay another three months, so he is finishing at the end of March. Not sure what Christian's plan will be when he leaves tough. I missed him so much and so much has changed. When do you think he will wake up?" She sounds so confident discussing business with my dad.

Oh baby, I am so proud of you. I would never have guessed that a Lit Major would do so well with GEH and the name change to Grey Publishing is awesome. How much you have grown up since the crash and I missed it. I missed you taking control, being in charge, learning about my company and changing into the confident woman you are now. I love the fact that you are talking about all of this as "we". Fuck, they will pay for this. Those two will pray for mercy when I am done with them.

I would like to talk to her, but I am just so tired that I can't seem to open my eyes. Just a few more hours of sleep and then I will be good to go. As I was drifting to sleep, I kept hearing the love of my life talk to my dad.


A/N: Please review and be kind, I will update again this weekend.