What was I going to do? I'm screwed. Well literally, that's how I ended up in this stupid situation. I got screwed and now I'm screwed. Shit! It's not suppose to be like this; I'm not suppose to be just graduating, or barely an adult, or getting abandoned by my boyfriend of four years for my damn cousin. I must have seriously pissed off someone in another life for my life to be as screwed up as it is right now.
I'm 18, a high school senior, soon to be single mother and I can't tell anyone my deepest, darkest secret. Nobody knows, the two people I would usually tell are too busy screwing each other's brains out. I would tell my little brother as annoying as he is, I know he's got my back. But telling him would involve him lying to my parents which I know he hates doing. He's the only one that's got my back actually. He was the only one upset at the homewrecker and the dickhead. My mother was like 'She's your cousin Leah, she's family; you have to forgive her' then my father 'Just let it go Leah, Sam has good reason behind what he is doing.' What the hell? I would've thought they would stand up for me; call Emily out on her sluttyness. Call Sam out how much of an asshole is really is. But no! What the hell? I'm their daughter and their more worried about their feelings than my own. My mom's too busy coddling the homewrecker helping her move into her new home with the dickhead. And father and the other crazy ass elders kiss the ground he walks on; their so far up Sam's ass they don't see him for the dickhead he really is. They treat him like he's the king, Oh hail King Samuel! Please! Give me a damn break. Yup I'm screwed it's official.
I'm pregnant and no one knows. What am I suppose to do now? I have to go to the doctor but I can't go to the one on La Pus unless I want everyone and their momma to know I'm pregnant. The only other doctors are at Fork's hospital but supposedly we aren't allowed to go there either. Why you ask? Because once again the crazy ass elders have christened Forks hospital to be evil. They say there's a doctor there, Dr. Cullen. Anyone they call him a 'Cold One.' Cue the scary music. Dun dun duuunnn. He's a vampire. Yeah right. Stupid old fools.
So those are my options. Option 1 I go to the La Push doctor and just watch the news of my pregnancy spread like wildfire throughout the whole reservation. Or Option 2 I see Dr. Cullen ignoring everything La Push taught me, go behind my parent's back, and everything my parents stood for. It would also piss off Sam to no end.
OPTION 2 IT IS…
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