Title: You're horrible

Fandom: Haikyuu

Pairing: Ukai Keishin x Oikawa Tooru

Raiting: M


You're horrible
Chapter 2

Then there was this one time, when they got into a huge fight. Sure they argued from time to time, because living with someone as stubborn as they both were, was not easy.

Oikawa had had a stressful time at school, with everything that needed to be done, he barely slept, sometimes skipping meals, especially if he was at school. Good thing he had Iwaizumi there to keep an eye on him, and when he was at home, Ukai tried to make sure the boy rested and ate properly.

Still, Ukai had managed to fuck up. While Oikawa was resting on the couch, and Ukai was cleaning the fridge, Ukai had thrown away the cookie dough Oikawa had meant to eat later that day. It had been an accident, as Ukai had just thought it looked suspicious and non edible. So he threw it away. As would anyone.

Oikawa woke up half an hour later, wanting to nibble on something - the cookie dough- and made his way to the kitchen and fridge. He opened it, looking around for his treat, but he wasn't able to find it.

"Hey, have you seen my cookie dough?"

He questioned, with a slight smile. Ukai arched one brow as that smile wasn't far from those I'm annoyed as fuck and will plot to kill you in your sleep - smiles. Let's just say, that you learn the differences pretty quick.

"It was cookie dough?"

"Yes."

"I think I threw it away while cleaning the fridge."

The slight small smile had now evolved. This one Ukai liked to call internally screaming bloody murderer as Oikawa was trying to keep himself calm, while also preparing himself to lash out. His muscles twitched, as well has mouth corners, eyes fixed on the coach and his face. Ukai swore Oikawa sometimes looked like a fucking demon.

"You could have asked me, you know."

Oikawa started speaking, his smile not going anywhere, his head tilting to one side as his a shadow seemed to spread over his face. Ukai just lifted his hands up, about to apologize and even might have left to buy the kid a new one, but Oikawa just had to continue:

"But you never do! You just do what you want!"

"What? You're the one who do whatever you want all the time!"
Ukai could feel the irritation rub off from the kid on him, as he folded the crossword puzzle.

"You're so spoiled!"

"At least I don't throw your fucking stuff away!"
Oikawa snapped right back, while grabbing the nearest thing.

"Maybe I should do that too?"

It was one of Ukai's favorite mugs, and Oikawa threw it in the trash-bin.
The elder male glared at him, taking a deep breath, pinching the bridge of his nose while trying not to lose his mind just yet.

"Just calm the fuck down. It was just cookie dough."

"I bought it! And now I can't eat it, because someone doesn't care to ask, before he does something!"

"You can buy more."
Ukai stated. This was getting ridiculous, fighting over some stupid cookie dough like this.

"As it's apparently okay to waste money like that, why don't you throw everything away? It wouldn't be a problem, huh? As you can buy more?"

"Oh, like how you do with people, is that it?!"
Ukai snapped, not paying attention to the words he had spat out. It was only when there was a heavy silence over them, that he noticed what he had said. Eyes wide he gaped at the teen.

Oikawa stared at him in shock, his big hazel eyes looking straight at him, and Ukai could see he was hurt.

"Oh God, Tooru,I didn't mean to-"
He tried approach the teen, to tell him he was sorry, but he was harshly pushed away.

"Go fuck yourself and your assholic ego! I don't need a fucking piece of shit like you in my life!"
Oikawa yelled, while making his way towards the door. He was done. He was going to Iwaizumi's. He didn't deserve this kind of treatment! Not now, not ever!

"Tooru! Tooru, wait!"
Ukai had went after Oikawa, now grabbing his wrist, trying his hardest to just get a chance to say he was sorry. Oikawa was having none of it as he screamed, jerking his hand away.

"Get your disgusting hands off of me!"

And while struggling to get away, he managed to elbow Ukai in the face. Well that did make Ukai let go, as he was now holding his bleeding nose. It hurt and the coach was pretty sure it was broken because the pain was immense. Oikawa took a step back, now pretty sure he could get away and be left alone, when he felt a hand grab his shirt.

As he whipped around he saw a bloodied face, and a very irritated looking Ukai, who tried brushing the blood off of his upper lip.

"Tooru, for fucks sake, just listen!"

"No! I don't want to! I don't want to have anything to do with you anymore!"
He tried to shake off the hand, managing it, while in midst of screaming how he'd be better off, without Ukai and his shitty comments.

At this point Ukai had had enough. His nerves had been stretched to the limits through the yelling, and childish behaviour of Oikawa. And just as Oikawa finished his sentence, a fist hit the wall just next to his head.

Scared wide hazel eyes stared up into sharp chocolate ones. The college kid was trapped between an enrage coach and the wall the said person had hit.

"If that's how you feel, you know where the door is."
Ukai growled, his voice low and menacing. He was never a patient person, and it was actually a miracle they had managed to stand each other this long.

The situation seemed to calm down after this, both just staring at each other in silence. Ukai slowly relaxing and stepping away from the teen, confused about what he had done, what he had almost done. He wasn't one to hit those he loved. He wasn't one of those wife beaters, and this had been too close.

"I... "

"You… Did you want to hit me?"
Oikawa asked in the smallest, most broken voice Ukai had ever heard the teen use. His heart just shattered. This was really, really bad.

"What?! Of course not! I just-"

"Where's the bags?"

"In the bedroom, you know that- Tooru, wait!"

Ukai lifted his hand in an attempt to once more grab the teen, but decided against it as he saw how fast the boy ran away, to the bedroom, shutting the door behind him with a loud slam. Ukai stood there in the hallway for a while, letting out a frustrated noise, as he then moved to the kitchen. Ukai Keishin kicked the table, cursing like a bloody pirate, before he sat down on a chair, with his back towards the hallway. He didn't even care about the ache from his nose, or the blood dripping down his upper lip onto the kitchen floor. He was too angry at himself to care about such a detail.

Around ten minutes later, the bedroom door opened, and he could hear Oikawa walk out. A soft clack from the lock told him the teen had left the building.

This was going to take time to heal.

— — — —

Healing the damage took months.

It took two weeks for Oikawa to come back, during which he had spent mostly at Iwaizumi's, and at one point two nights at Sawamura's. Ukai recalled the sleep deprived look on the previous Karasuno captain's face, as he had walked in through the doors of his shop, begging Ukai to make up with the nuisance boyfriend of his. Sawamura was said that he'd probably turn into a serial killer if he had to listen to Nicki Minaj for one more day.

Oikawa was scared and Ukai tried to understand that. He apologized again and again, telling him over and over that he would never hurt him. He really could not hurt Tooru.

"I'm really really sorry, Tooru. I could never ever hurt you."

He repeated this apology many times a day. It was almost a desperate attempt to have Oikawa believe him, but every time he touched the kid, he flinched, or curled up if he was being snapped at.

Ukai could only blame himself.

And it hurt.

Ukai's soul and heart was in pieces, as the one he loved the most, even more than his own life, now was afraid of him.

But he was sure it would get better.

It had to.

— — — —

It took two months of constant reminding and dozens of apologies, before Ukai could again cuddle the boy again as they went to bed. He could also start giving the teen kisses, but that too was a slow process, as he could at first just kiss the soft hands. From there he could slowly start moving upwards, as the boy started to get more and more comfortable.

Witty remarks was soon in the air too, resulting in playful change of words.

And once four months had passed, they finally shared a kiss.

It was just like the first time. Exciting and different. It was sweet and innocent, but hid the passion deep underneath.

That night they made love, for the first time in a very long time. Warm bodies pressed against one another, breaths mingling, kisses shared. Ukai traced Oikawa's body with feather light touches, his movements gentle and slow as he thrust into the warmth underneath him. He could hear Oikawa whisper his name again and again, in between shared kisses.

The wound their fight had left, was now but a scar that they both shared.

— — — —

To make up for the fact that he pretty much was the worst person on earth, and probably the biggest douche bag as well, Ukai planned to take Oikawa to the aquarium for a date the next time he would be home from college.

It was a small surprise which resulted in him getting tackled by an excited teenager. Ukai hit his head in the process, and he was pretty sure he saw an angel - no wait it was just Tooru, beaming down on him, while he was suffering from a head splitting headache.

His heart swelled with warmth and his lips turned into a small smile. Yeah, he was having a hard time to breathe again as he had almost forgotten how beautiful Oikawa was.

Sitting up he wrapped his arms around Oikawa, hiding his face against the warm neck of the teen, who was giggling due to the small, soft kisses he was receiving. Oikawa purred, pleased by the attention, moving back enough to have Ukai get off of his neck. The pout on the elder's lips was kind of adorable, as was the soft pink blush.

"Clearly you hit your head way too hard."

Oikawa hummed, his fingers brushing through the blond hair. Ukai moved a bit, his legs now crossed under the teen who slid close, resulting in Oikawa's legs wrapping around Ukai's waist.

"Shut up."

Ukai mumbled as their foreheads were pressed together, their noses touching, lips a mere inch away from brushing against each other. Slender fingers tickled Ukai's neck, having him hiss and shudder, earning a soft laugh from Oikawa. Ukai wrapped his arms around the college kid's waist, holding him tight as they kissed.

— — — —

The trip to the aquarium was nice.

They walked around looking at the different tropical fishes. Their hands between them with fingers entwined, Ukai's thumb gently stroking Oikawa's knuckles again and again. They took their time, walking through the many corridors. And still, even if this was a date, and supposed to be something they were enjoying together, Oikawa got surrounded by people. Some fans, possibly. Ukai reluctantly let go off the soft warm hand, his own now feeling too cold without the familiar contact.

He also felt jealous, but he ignored it, at least tried to. But he still had a slight pout on his face, before he decided to leave the scene, by continuing the tour.

Ukai ended up glaring at some pufferfish.

Oikawa had managed to flee the clutches of the girls, now catching up with Ukai, who was apparently trying to kill a fish with a glare. Oikawa chuckled, he walked up to Ukai, giving him a quick kiss on the neck, just to jump out of reach when the coach turned around. He rubbed almost furiously at the spot that had been kissed, as it tingled and made his cheeks heat up too much.

"Stop that!"

"Mm, I don't think you can kill that fish by glaring at it~"

Oikawa hummed, rocking on his heels a little, arms behind his back and soft smile on his features. His arm stretched out, grabbing Ukai by the wrist pulling the male with him, as he walked backwards.

"Now come on, we have lots more to see!"

Ukai sighed in an annoyed manner, but he couldn't help the small smile on his lips as he saw how eager Oikawa was. He was just too adorable. Ukai was pretty sure he'd kill anyone if Oikawa asked him to.

They were about to enter the so called Ocean world corridor with huge tanks of water arching over the visitor's heads, when Ukai told Oikawa to go ahead, as he'd go buy something to drink from the vending machine close by. The teen agreed, walking into the tunnel, while Ukai went to fetch the drinks, two bottles of sparkling water, one strawberry flavoured and one supposedly blueberry. He wasn't sure which one Oikawa liked better, so he'd let the kid pick. Ukai entered the tunnels too, looking for Oikawa. He rounded a small corner, being just about to call the teen's name only to stop in his tracks.

Ukai didn't breathe, his lungs soon screaming for air, resulting in him sucking in air hard. What had stopped the grown man almost mid step? Oikawa.

The coach had never, ever, seen anything as beautiful as Oikawa was now. He was wearing this small soft smile, hands behind his back with entwined fingers, eyes sparkling and curious. The whole place had a blue hue to it, due to the light pushing through the huge tanks.

Oikawa. Looked. Gorgeous.

Ukai's chest swelled with warmth unlike any other time, eyes softening, now half lidded. His eyes were filled with so much love and affection towards the teen, the feeling so overpowering he shook lightly. Lips tugged up to a soft smile, head now slightly tilted. He wanted to just walk over to Oikawa, and kiss him silly.

That's when he felt a tug on the hem of his shirt.

Surprised Ukai looked down. There was a small girl, dressed up in one of those weird princess dresses Ukai had seen in stores so many times. Bowl cut black hair, big brown eyes. Cute pink shoes covering tiny white socks and small feet. Ukai crouched down, being on eye level with the child.

"Do you love him?"
She asked in a small shy voice, pointing towards Oikawa, who now had bent forward to look at a fish a bit closer.

Ukai was a bit taken aback by the question, blinking a few times before he looked over to the person she was pointing at. Ukai's face was yet again graced with a warm, love filled smile. Chest about to burst, his breath hitching a little. Beauty on that scale, should be illegal. The sparking water bottles now pressed against his thighs and stomach, chin leaned against one hand, as the other now was gripped by the little girl.

"Yeah… Yeah, I do."

He answered, staring at Oikawa for a few more seconds, before he turned his attention back to the little girl. Making sure the bottles didn't fall all over the place he straightened up, the girl still holding his hand -or actually three fingers.

"Did you see the fish already?"

Ukai asked with a friendly smile on his features, the girl shaking her head no, as an answer. She was led closer to the glass wall, being a bit nervous looking, with her lips pressed into a thin line. Yet her eyes sparkled with excitement. Ukai put the bottles down on the floor, next to his feet, while he picked her up, lifting her high enough to sit on his shoulder. She let out a small squeal of excitement. A tiny arm wrapped around his head, and Ukai started telling her about the fish he could recognize. The rest he read off from information boards, translating them into something a young child could understand.

Oikawa had been watching this one colorful fish, when he started to wonder where the coach was, he should have been there already as the vending machine wasn't far away. He turned to go look for the idiot coach, as he probably had got lost or something. Taking a step towards the entrance of the tunnel, he stopped. Surprised by what he was seeing Oikawa just stared for a moment, covering the smile with one hand, even tho he was pretty sure you could see his eyes glimmer. The scene was cute.

There he was, a scary looking coach, with a small girl sitting on his shoulder. Oikawa took in the scene a while, took a deep breath and walked over to the two.

"Hey, who's the little princess?"

"Haru! You're really pretty! Are you a prince?"

The small girl exclaimed, not feeling shy, even if there was a new person talking to her. It must be because she felt secure with this blond man. Ukai and Oikawa both chuckled, Ukai asking her if Oikawa really looked like a prince. She nodded determined that yes, he indeed was one.

"Ah, but princess Haru-chan is prettier than me~"

Oikawa bowed, taking her hand and kissing it, smiling as the girl giggled and pressed her face against the top of Ukai's head. She was cute, and the soft smile Ukai wore when he glanced up made the elder look handsome and fatherly. Too bad he could never have kids if he dated- Oikawa mentally shook his head, keeping up the friendly smile.

The two males were with little Haru until her parents appeared. They seemed relieved and after they explained that she had ran off by herself it was understandable. The excited little girl was soon in her father's arms, waving at Ukai and Oikawa as she was being carried away, while telling her parents about a prince and rainbow fishes.

Somehow Oikawa could not help the small stinging feeling he had at the bottom of his heart from that encounter.


Alright, the third chapter wraps up the thing.

Bye bye.