okay...I know this is going to be a HUGE shock to you but...I don't own Twilight....I know, it makes me want to cry too...

BPV

I walked threw the door and saw Charlie in the kitchen looking very concentrated on something. I rounded the corner slowly to see him glaring at a letter.

"Hey Dad, what are you doing?" I asked, he hadn't known I was there. He jumped and stuffed the letter into his shirt pocket.

"Hey kid, what are you doing here?" His voice was shaky like he was hiding something.

"Um, I live here? And what's with that letter your hiding?" Charlie shifted in his seat. He stood up and took his plate to the sink and dumped it in.

"Just some more junk mail. Nothing you would want to read." He didn't look at me at all when he was saying this. If it were two months ago, I would have pushed him father but I didn't really care. Nothing would matter as much as him anymore, so why even care?

EPV

I waited anxiously waited for a week for a reply to my letter. She probably just needs time I kept telling myself. I had forever to wait. But I didn't want it to take forever was my problem.

Until Monday, I got a letter and I nearly jumped out of granite hard skin. The back of the envelope was facing me so I couldn't see the address, but I had the sense that she had been in its presence. I stroked my fingers across the edge flap of the envelope. I carefully opened it taking a few moments to just appreciate its quality. I couldn't wait any longer so I opened it the rest of the way and unfolded the paper carefully reading the first few sentences...

Dear Bella,

I know I owe you much more than an apology, I also owe you more of an explanation than I left you with.

I need you to be safe, and the farther you are from me, the safer you are. Im not going to end your life because im selfish. ---

I stopped abruptly, quickly but not quickly enough realizing that this was my letter to her. I grabbed the envelope I let drop onto the desk and turned it over. It was the letter I sent, never opened, never looked at, sent right back to me.

It broke my heart, shattered it completely. I would burst into tears if I could. Next, I was angry, so angry I picked up the desk and threw it at the wall causing splinters of wood to fly every where. I NEEDED Bella to read this letter.

I searched until I found another envelope, I refolded the letter stuck it in there, addressed it and sent it again, it was like deja vu. Hopefully she would read it this time.

A/N sorry my chapters are short, they will grow longer, I hope. So review and tell me what you think! And tell anything you think night be good in the next chapter!!!