Holy fudrucker! Sorry this is so frikin late, but I didn't think that this many people would actually read it, soooo that meant I actually had to put some time into this Well, I hope you like it. O.o Oh! And thanks to the people who replied I love you guys so much! passes out cookies.

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Shit. C'mon Zex.

Demyx had been left to pace up and down that pale white hallway with it's pale white waiting chairs, stopping at those pale white doors every time he came up to them. Knowing that his lover's life was being held in the hands of unknown people right beyond them, and there was nothing he could do.

It had been an hour after he was told he could go no further. He was told to stay calm and that everything would be fine. He had been told to wait patiently while he could only watch as an unstable Zexion was carted off into that big, cold, white room. By now, Demyx was biting on his thumbnail, a nervous habit Zexion had always managed to point out. He finally decided to sit down in one of the uncomfortable looking chairs after a pretty nurse with long brown hair pulled up in a pony-tail convinced him it would be bad to be tired out before he got to see Zexion after surgery.

Aerith, I think her name was. Maybe she could find me some coffee.

Just as he was about to get up to ask the nurse about the caffeine, he decided he desperately needed, one of the pale white doors opened and a happy little doctor came strutting out. "I am Dr. Hojo." He stuck out his hand. He had a little longer than shoulder length grey hair pulled back into a loose ponytail. Jeez, these people really like their ponytails. His glasses looked a bit to big for his face and he was at least a foot, if not more, shorter then Demyx. "How's Zexion?" Demyx tried to keep his voice as steady as he could. "He's just fine lad, though he will be here for a few days so we may keep an eye on him." Dr. Hojo smiled up at Demyx trying to be reassuring. Oh My God! His smile is creeping me out! He better not have been allowed to touch Zexy. Demyx slightly shuddered and tried to put the creepiness out of his mind. "Well, when can I see him?" He was getting a little annoyed at how this 'Doctor' was just standing there. "Oh, well we really aren't supposed to let anyone but family members in just yet. He is still asleep." Hojo nodded, still smiling. Unfortunately, Demyx was getting sick of that smile and annoyed at the dear doctor for saying that after he had waited for an hour and a half in that cold depressing hallway, he wasn't even able to see if his boyfriend was alright! He had promised Zexion that if anything ever happened, he would be there for him. Even after being sleep deprived, it was 2 in the morning after all, he decided to try and keep his cool. "Well, since I'm the only one here, can I see him?" He tried to keep the edge to his voice at a minimum. Hojo blinked at him for a minute, almost as if he had not understood the question. "Um, no, like I said, we are only allowing family members. You are welcome to wait in the waiting room until they arrive. We also have a lovely cafeteria." He smiled widely. Ok, Hojo was now officially beginning to piss him off. "He doesn't HAVEfamily! I am the closest he's got! Now can you shut up and take me to him or not?!" Demyx made sure to bite out every word so that the little man had no trouble understanding his question this time. "Oh my, is everything alright?" Aerith was suddenly next to Demyx with a worried expression on her face. Demyx was too tired for this, and was now trying to fight back tears out of exhaustion. "Can I please just see Zexion?" he managed to sigh out without breaking down. "Hmm, Dr. Hojo, I think we could let him in, couldn't we? I tried calling the numbers in the patient's files, but there was no answer." There was a brief silence before she added, "Actually, all the numbers I called were disconnected." She looked at Demyx worriedly. Well that wasn't something he had expected. He had thought there would be at least one number that would reach Zexion's family. Then again, that might be a good thing.

Demyx turned to Hojo, a pleading look in his eye. "Hmm, very well." He said in an annoyed tone. "Aerith, if you wouldn't mind guiding this young man to the room. I have other things that need attending." He seemed to have lost that evil smile when he noticed he didn't get his way.

Demyx sighed as they walked down the long, cold, pale white hallway. "Thankyou." He looked at Aerith, who smiled warmly back to him. "I think he would want to see you, he should be awake by now." She smiled softly, "You two are together, are you not?" Demyx turned to look at her, "How did you?" She just giggled.

"Here we are." She smiled happily. "If you should need anything, just let me know." He thanked her and waited until she turned the corner at the end of the hall. He opened the pale white door slowly, and peeked inside to make sure that if Zexion was still asleep, he wouldn't wake him. The room was no different from anything else in the hospital. Yup, you guessed it, it was a wonderfully cold room of pale white. How the hell does anyone actually get better in a room like this? Isn't it supposed to be painted some stupid baby pink or something? Demyx was pulled from his thoughts by a sniffing sound and looked over to the only bed in the room. He quietly closed the door and turned around to walk towards the bed. As he pulled up a chair next to the bed he noticed Zexion was very much awake and crying softly.

Demyx quickly sat down as close to the bed as possible and reached out to touch the sobbing man's arm. Zexion flinched slightly, but when he saw who it was, he just started crying harder. Demyx was slightly taken aback, but moved from his chair to sit on the edge of the bed. "Hey, what's wrong Zex?" he whispered worriedly. "You shouldn't.. have..stayed." He managed to say through sobs. "What are you talking about Zex? Of course I would stay." He wrapped an arm around the man and rubbed soothingly on his arm. "Zex.." He paused to think of what he could say to calm the man down. "Zex, I'm still a little upset, but right now I'm just glad your ok. So, don't cry, nee?" He hugged him pulling him as close as he could. He rested his head on the soft slate colored hair and continued to rub his hands on said one's arm. At this, Zexion began to calm down and was now leaning into Demyx's embrace. "I'm sorry." He managed to sigh out. "It's fine." Demyx kissed the top of his lover's head to make sure he knew Demyx wasn't still upset. Though Demyx himself knew he was still angry with him, he would hold it off until they were out of that cold building. "Hey, you should sleep so you can get better sooner. I don't really like it here, and I know you must hate it." He leaned back to put his head on the pillow so Zexion could do the same. "It's too quiet here." Zexion said quietly. "Hmm, I thought you liked the quiet Zexy." The dirty blonde lightly chuckled. "Not this kind. It's full of medicine and bleach. And it's cold, it feels empty." Demyx felt Zexion's good hand clutch to his shirt. He sighed and grabbed it, lacing their fingers together. "Then get sleep so we can get out of here faster." He nodded. "Nee, Dem?" he squeaked. "Hmm?" Demyx closed his eyes and buried his nose into his lover's hair. He could smell the rose shampoo and was glad he had gotten Zexion to stop smoking. He hated the smell of smoke. "Can you sing to me?" He turned to look at Demyx, who had re-opened the bright blue eyes that Zexion so loved. Demyx couldn't resist the blue-grey eyed puppy dog look of his lover. He sighed. "Will you sleep?" He looked worried. Yes, he wanted to get out of here, but even more then that, he wanted Zexion to be better. He hated seeing him hurt, he hated it when he knew that he was in pain. Unfortunately that was most of the time, be it physically or mentally. "I will, I promise." He swore, teary eyed. He loved Demyx's voice. He had the best singing voice and it always calmed him, no matter what the situation. "Ok. I'll sing for you love." He placed a soft kiss on Zexion's forehead and watched as he closed his eyes before laying his own head back down and closing his own.

He began to sing the song he always did when Zexion most needed it.

" When I see your smile

Tears run down my face I can't replace

And now that I'm strong I have figured out

How this world turns cold and it breaks through my soul

And I know I'll find deep inside me I can be the one

I will never let you fall

I'll stand up with you forever

I'll be there for you through it all

Even if saving you sends me to heaven

It's okay. It's okay. It's okay.

Seasons are changing

And waves are crashing

And stars are falling all for us

Days grow longer and nights grow shorter

I can show you I'll be the one

I will never let you fall (let you fall)

I'll stand up with you forever

I'll be there for you through it all (through it all)

Even if saving you sends me to heaven

Cuz you're my, you're my, my, my true love, my whole heart

Please don't throw that away

Cuz I'm here for you

Please don't walk away and

Please tell me you'll stay, stay

Use me as you will

Pull my strings just for a thrill

And I know I'll be okay

Though my skies are turning gray

I will never let you fall

I'll stand up with you forever

I'll be there for you through it all

Even if saving you sends me to heaven"

When he finished singing softly, he noticed that his love had fallen asleep as promised. He smiled softly at the now peaceful expression held on Zexion's face. He finally felt calm enough to drift off to his own blackened world and made sure that he had a firm grip on his lover before slipping into a dreamless sleep.

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OMG! That was horrible. I shall have my Gramzee read it over and I will put it up once she has reviewed it. I tried. After Dem actually sat down next to Zex, it got easier to write. But my gawd the beginning was a bitch! I'm thinking I might add like 3 of my OCs, but just kinda like off to the side. Maybe Demyx will get a brother and sister lol. But I'm not sure yet. OK, so nobody sues me, the song is "Your Guardian Angel" by The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus , and no I don't own them TT you think I'd be sitting here if I did? Hah! I also don't own the oh so sexy Zexion or anyone else in this story…. yet. Thanks for the pleasant reminder. Death Glares