Disclaimer: None of the characters or idea (example... Edward is a vampire) belongs to me. The novel, Twilight, that this story is based upon belongs to Stephenine Meyer. (The talented author.)
In the Hospital
"Is she alright?"
I heard Charlie's worried tone. Oh, great. Back to the hospital. Nice, very nice, Bella. I hated being in the white room with needles sticking into my skin. Why was I here again? I thought back as hard as I could. Oh yeah. Nice catch with the knife, Bella. Then I thought back to why I was catching the knife in the first place. A sharp sting came into my eye as I rememberd: Edward wasn't there anymore. Soon, tears were streaming down my face.
"Bella? Does it hurt?"
I wanted to wipe away my face but my left hand was bandaged up and my right was currently being drained out of blood my Charlie's squuezing. Yes, it hurts, dad. My heart hurts.
"You should be careful next time."
I blinked, not sure if I was hallucinating. I paused and squeaked,
"Edward?"
Edward gave a crooked smile that I loved so much. I wanted to throw myself at him but my dad was watching, along with many other people in the hospital room. I smiled widely and said,
"You came back."
Edward chose not to reply at the moment, because of the publicity. I could guess what he was thinking by the black clouds hiding his expression. His topaz eyes turned a little darker, but he managed to smile and turned to Charlie politely.
"Mr. Swan, I hope it will be alright if I drive Bella home today? I am aware that you are busy in your duties."
Charlie looked at Edward then back at me. I gave him a reassuring smile.
"Don't worry Dad. I won't do anything stupid."
Charlie looked a little doubtful at that promise, as I had told him I would be alright just this morning. But he looked at his watch and gave in.
"Thank you, Edward."
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Edward opened the door of his Volvo for me rather too politely. I sighed and got in the car. After Edward got himself situated and was on the road, I said,
"Don't be mad at me."
Edward looked a little annoyed and reproachful as he murmured,
"You thought I left?"
The relpy came out in a hoarse whisper,
"Yes."
Edwards grip on the steering wheel became more tight.
"I thought you trusted me, Bella. I thought I promised never to leave you like that."
"What do you mean 'like that'? You promised to you'd never leave at all!"
Edward sighed and glanced at me. His topaz eyes looked like shimmering gems at the bottom of a deep, clean pool. He sighed again and said,
"Relax, Bella. I may have to leave you for a really good reason if your safety depends on it. But remember, my soul and mind--"
"EDWARD!"
I surprised myself by shrieking the name aloud. Edward seemed shocked but soon calmed down. I began again.
"Sorry, I didn't mean to yell... it was just that I don't want you talking about soul or mind or whatever. I love you, and I trust that you'd never hurt me. I trust that..."
We were at my house now. I didn't feel like continuing anymore. Edward pressed me on to continue further,
"Yes? You trust that..?"
I sighed and looked out the window.
"I trust that you'd love me enough to change me one day, Edward."
Edward covered his beautiful, topaz eyes with his long fingers. He rubbed them on his face for a moment before saying,
"I don't want you to be the monster that I am, Bella. I don't want you to be..."
I didn't let him continue. I leaned over and pressed my warm hand over his cool lips.
"Shhh... just remember, Edward. I love you and I'll do anything for you. You are my life."
I quickly kissed his cheek before hopping out of the car. I asked him anxiously,
"You're coming back after you put your car away, right?"
The mood suddenly shifted. He grinned mischeivously and said,
"Maybe. I might be just a little late. Oh, and don't kill yourself while waiting. Ok?"
I grinned and replied,
"Just don't take too long."