Chapter 2

"I have to act normal, What else could I do now? Now is not the perfect time to confront him about it... But I swear Im gonna kill that bastard!" I thought to my self. I was messed up, I was so pissed and Its killing me!

"Mikan?" I turned my head to the voice, it was Ruka. It took all my strentgh to smile sweetly. "Yes?" I asked. Ruka looked at me with a worried face. "What happend to you on the phone? were you alright?" He asked me. I did anohter fake smile. "Of course, also can you not mention this to Nastume about me calling you and everything?" I lied.

I had a plan and I cant let Ruka even let Nastume know that I called him and found out he wasnt at his house. "Uh, sure... But may I ask why did Nastume lie or something?" He asked. Ruka must have not known what Nastume was doing at that street, "No nothing like that, I.. Um.. I just think its best. Please? And dont tell Hotaru either." I said. It was a short paus then Ruka nodded.

I smiled. "Thankyou, By the way where is Nastume?" I asked. Ruka hesitated to answer but he did. "He didnt tell you? His car got messed up! It was messed up pretty bad too." He said. I snikered "Realy? I wonder who did it?" I said pretending to have a worry look on my face. Ruka nodded. "Well I got to go see Hotaru, see ya." He said. I smiled and waved back.

I was outside infront of the school, class was gonna start soon and I was not cheery at all. Tears started to flood up in my eyes, I just couldnt get it out of my head. "I wont cry! Im stronger than that!" I looked down at the ground. "But it hurts so much." I thought.

I sighed. "It time." I stopped looking at the ground and went into the building to homeroom. I couldnt get it out of my mind!

"Polka?" I jumped. "Pull it together Mikan, you can do this.. Just think.. Play the Player, Play the player.. I can do this." I turned around and smiled.."N-Nastume..H-Hi." I said. Okay it was harder than I thought.."Play the Player."

I looked up at him, and examined him every where. "Nastume! What happend about your car? is it okay, are you alright.!" I asked him pretending to be worried. He raised an eyebrow. "Im fine." He said Plainly. I studied him . "Where could you have gone to get such a terribal accident?" I asked.. I wanted to punch the shit out of Nastume so bad!

It was quiet for a long time. "Nastume?" I asked.."I have to tell you something." He said . I looked at him. "I didnt go to Ruka's house." He said. My eyes widend . "I was visiting my aunt at Terris street, And it was stupid of me for me to lie to you, I left my car at that bad place.. She was realy sick.. Polka Im sorry." He finish. I wanted to cry and scream.

That bastard looked me in the eye and lied to me! And he did it two times.."Play the Player." I smiled and that made Nastume surprised. I leaned closer to Nastume and kissed him "This bastard is gonna get it " I didnt want to do this.. I realy didnt.

I even slipped my tong in there.. It made Nastume's day. I broke the kiss and made the urge to smile. "I-Its Okay Nastume-Kun." I said looking into his eyes. "M-Mikan? What are you doing?" He asked me. I smiled. "What a I cant kiss My B-Boyfriend?" I asked him. I grinned and walked away. "See ya in class." I said.

I frowned when I made sure I was as far away from him as possible.. I didnt smile at all, Because I wasnt happy, I was happy that Im gonna get him back, But Im not happy at all of what I saw... "That Bastard." I mumbled. Tears ran down my cheeks... "What am I to you?" I said aloud. "Your Back up?" I finished. It was no use, Im talking to thin air.

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"Mikan, Where were you yesturday?I came to knock on your door and you werent there" Hotaru asked me. I sighed, gloomy as ever. After that little encounter I saw at Teriss street, I ddint go home right away. I was at the park at a bench crying. "I was at the park." I said. I couldnt lie to Hotaru, she'll see right threw me.. I have decided Im gonna tell Hotaru, so she could help me.

"Why were you at the park?" She asked. I sighed. "Crying." I simply said. She looked at me. "What?"she said. I sighed again, its to painful to tell .

"Hotaru, Im going to say it plain and simple, Nastume cheated on me. I saw everything." I said. "Then when I think he was gonna tell me the truth he lies, And guess who destroyed his car?" I finished. Here eyes Widend. Tears came down my cheeks again. "But, Im not gonna confront about it yet, Im gonna get reveng." I said.

"Mikan, Im sorry." She said. I looked at her. " Dont be, its not your fault." I said. It was quiet for a second then Hotaru sighed. "Im gonna kill that Bastard for you." Hotaru said. I laughed a little. "Dont worry, Im gonna do it my self." I said. I felt a little better, until I saw Nastume and Ruka walk this way.

"Game face time." I smiled and waved. Nastume looked at me different, I couldnt tell what it was but he looked at me different.. I looked at Hotaru, She looked pissed.. I laughed alittle. and whispered. "Hotaru calm down." For once I felt like a person who can take care of anything.

"Mikan? can I talk to you? I wanna show you something." Nastume asked. I couldnt frown and say "go to hell." I had to smile, and show all my white teeth.

"Okay." I said. I turned to Hotaru and she looked at me with concern, I smiled at her. "Dont worry, I'll make sure he pays." I said to myself. I walked over to Nastume and held my hand out. He looked at it. I smiled. "Your suppose to hold it." I said. I took his hand and put it in mine, I saw Nastume shade red alittle.. I snikered. "Bastard."

Nastume took me to the parking lot Where a lot of cars were. "Why am I here." I asked. I dont know how long I can be with him, Just holding his hand is makeing me sick, Who knows where his hand has been.

"To show you my car." He said. I looked at him. "Nastume?" I asked. He looked at me. "The car is not Important, well it is.. But I just wanted to show you since you were so worried." He said. I turned away and frowned. "Yeah, But Im the one that did it." I sighed. "Why did you bring it to school?" I asked him. He smirked, "Im not gonna walk to school...Its still Embarrasing." He said.

"Why just not tell me the truth?"

We were there to where the car was parked. I wanted to laugh so hard..His car was messed up.. I did a good job. "Wow." I said. I let go of his hand, Nastume pulled me back. "What are you doing?" He asked me... I wanted tyo slap him. "To get a better look." I replied. Nastume grabbed my hand. "I want to keep holding your hand, your warm." He said. I rolled my eyes "I bet that girl you were with was warm too." I did a fake smile. "Okay."

The worst part of the car was the window , But it was taped up. "The window looks bad, what happend?" I asked. "I threw a huge rock at it! hehehe!" Nastume sighed. "Some Dumb Bitch threw a huge rock at the window, the back is messed up too." He replied. "Hey1 that Dumb Bitch is me!"

"How do you know its a girl?" I asked him. he looked at me. "Who said it was a girl?" He replied. "Guys cant be Bitches." I said.

"Good point." Nastume said. He held my hand tighter. whats up with him?

"Do you have any Idea who did it?" I asked. Its funny, Because Im the one who did it.

Nastume shook his head. " Nope." He sounded so sad. To bad ! Im not cutting him any slack!

"Play the Player."

I smiled at him. "Nastume dont worry about it, Im sure you'll find her/him." I said. He looked at me and made a smile that you can barely see. He leaned closer to me and whispered.

"Thanks, I love you."

My eyes widend, "No..No you dont love me! if you loved me..." I thought. I was blushing red.. "I wont let him."

I leaned closer to Nastume and kissed him, His eyes were closed.. Mine your open.. "I'll get you back for all of this!"

"Do you realy love me?" Nastume hugged me, I didnt react to anything, Did i like the kiss? Do I still like him?

"No."

He's a bastard, I wont let him get to me, I-I wont! I wasnt watching myself, Nastume took over the kiss, my eyes were wide open...

"I dont love you anymore, its your fault, Its your fault I cant finish my book, Its your fault I hate you, Its your your fault for makeing me trash your car! Its your fault Im like this."

He broke the kiss and whispered "Mikan." That gave me shivers.. "Do you love me?" He asked.

"No I dont love you, Not anymore..." Its time to stop playing around..

"No I dont love you."

I kissed Nastume again. I did a fake smile. "Yes." I said. I put a hand behind my back and crossed my fingers. "Yes, I love you."

Nastume kissed me again.

"So much pain you gave me, What I saw yesturday can never change."

Tears came down my cheeks as he kissed me, They werent tears of joy, they were tears of sadness. Nastume your playing me right now.. "You dont love me." Nastume kept kissing me.

"And I dont love you."

It hurts what you are doing, kissing me.. Being truthless to me. But It will all end soon.

"Why Nastume? Why did you do it?"

When it all ends I only have one thing to say to you.

"I wont be Sorry at all."