A/n. You must understand in this fic that because I have not put it in the summary, in truth kagome gets kidnapped and sold to Sesshomaru which is when he starts to help her with her heart the meeting will be after a few chaps mainly 3 so im sorry for those who love the long introduction of kagome and Sesshomaru, but that is what is going to happen. Ok good so you all know good night .

Ps I own nothing apart from my imagination my transformation images and my oc's got it get it good

Disclaimer : I own nothing if she is still alive by the time I am successful in business I do plan to buy a share of the anime. Until then I own nothing

Chapter one: the rising of the sun

He had done it again, every time I thought he wanted me he would say something that would shatter me he would touch me. Then make me feel disgusted with myself the next. Mixed emotions and feelings all rammed in one ningin was not good. It didn't matter that I was a miko. All that I ever wanted was for him to feel the same for me as I did for him. Was that too much to ask of someone was it really?

Kagome sat in the tree that she had climbed in to herself. She was alone her and she was torn between the two of loving the feeling and hating it at the same time. Sango and Miroku had gone with kilala to the slayers village to burry kohaku. Inuyasha had gone off somewhere. (Shippo is not in this he's a lil complication) the cool night air allowed her to think and she did need to think but she didn't want to face what the thoughts led too. Lifting her sapphire eyes to the beautifully painted sky which was dotted with sparkling stars, Why couldn't she be like that why couldn't she be a sparkling star.

Looking over to her right she saw something snake like stream its way through the night skies. "Kikiyo" she said so softly that even Inuyasha's ears wouldn't have been able to hear it her tears glazed her eyes and trailed down her cheeks she was in the hot springs no sooner did she realize that Inuyasha was gone. She didn't know how she could do it. Sense certain things like a youkai, aura's power, and occasionally if they were hurt tremendously. She sighed out load she then remembered all the times when...when he touched her ...kissed her and once even asked her to be his. What crushed her was on the same night he asked the walking corps.

She had grown over the few years, both in strength and her miko powers, however to fill the void of no love where she gave it to him she replaced with a vow of power to be strong in her miko powers even succeeding in surpassing the great one, the one who created the jewel that was her heart but all of this lay in dark dormant. Deep inside her she buried it by chanting "your weak" "you're worthless"when in truth they were the words of her first love

She pulled at her hair and her heart why she was so helpless and confused, she couldn't understand.

Kagome pulled herself out of the thoughts she had the jewel was complete and in the hands of kikiyo and Inuyasha. She didn't know which was worse it being with them or Naraku. She let the moonlight bather her smooth skin and after 10 minutes climbed out of the spring. Pulling the cloths onto her wet and semi warm body she made her way back to camp only to discover that Inuyasha was there however he wasn't alone. Kagome calmly sat herself down by her things and looked at the sky before she turned to the intense stairs of the two. "H-hello kikiyo" she said wanting to break the intense silence. "Kagome" said the undead miko in a semi warm tone.

"Inuyasha, what's going on? Is kikiyo going to stay with us?" she asked she faked the cheerfulness of her tone she forced the smile onto her pretty lips. She didn't dare move for fear she didn't know of. "Kagome, we have come up with a wish but to do it, something big will happen"

Said Inuyasha seriously, He couldn't believe he was so willing to do this to her. But he no longer cared to an extent. He loved her...Kikiyo with all his heart and more. So much more that he was willing to do this to her the one who said she would always stay there by his side.

"What's the wish Inuyasha?" she asked slightly scared Inuyasha held his ears flat against his skull his hand tightened around Kikiyo's hand for support. "The wish that Inuyasha is going to make, is that I have my own soul, my wish however will be later reviled if all goes well"

"Well ok, I- Im happy that you two will finally find happiness" she said her throat burning with each word. It was true she was very happy for them if she couldn't make the person she loved happy then she would let the person who could take her place.

"We will be returning to kaede's village in the morning, Kagome I think you should visit your mom" said Inuyasha. Kagome had lived in the feudal era for 2 years now she had fell in the well on her 14 birthday she looked at Inuyasha whom she had loved all this time and slowly nodded it would be her birthday the next new moon which was only 7 days away. Kagome reluctantly fell asleep the only ones protecting her would be the one who made her feel numb and the one who had tried to kill her. Kikiyo was upset that what she had to do to be with Inuyasha. Kagome was a really selfless soul she had been like that once but things had made her bitter and brittle. If things could only be different she thought. Yes if things could ever truly be different then maybe kikiyo would have been a better miko if things had been different then maybe just maybe she and kagome could be friends.

The fire flickered every so often giving off sparks which seemed to dance in the air before disappearing.

XOXOFLASH BACKXOXO

Light rain fell from the sky. But the two still met under the grey clouds, the only thing they had for shelter was the tall trees. Inuyasha's hair clung to his face somewhat while kikiyo's haori had a white hood which she used to keep the rain from touching her. "Inuyasha, dose that woman really mean more to you than I do?" she asked in a sadden voice "No kikiyo she means nothing to me"

"even when- you k-kiss her and touch her?" she said "I only do that when I miss you, she is even able to tell when I kiss her when I touch her, im not actually seeing KAGOME but YOU kikiyo I love you"

"I know how we can be together, how we can live together have a life have friends and even ...have children" she said loving and longingly. "Nothing would make me happier tell me how I can make it be!" he cried "The jewel Inuyasha it can grant anything wish for me to have a soul of my own" she had a pained expression on her face which caused him to ask

"What kikiyo?" 'I have done her so many wrongs my biggest one was taking the one she loved, so my wish will be for her to find the one that can show her love' she thought sadly "Inuyasha you must sell her it's the only one in our way she has to be made to leave, but she cannot return home "

"I don't like the sound of that kikiyo I don't want to lose her friendship like I nearly lost your love" "it's the only way Inuyasha, we have to be strong, let her see her home one last time give her reason to come back" "I hope so I love you but I also care about her" he said whilst embracing her "I know Inuyasha may Mirokuda watch over her "kikiyo whispered a tear finally escaping her eyes

XOXO End of flash back XOXO

The sky was littered with the stars from above. Silently twinkling in their wake for one and only one they knew of the secret. The secret which they could never tell to the beautiful young woman, the dawn would soon break, and with that Inuyasha would send the one who had loved him for him and him alone to the well and to possibly her destruction. He could do very little kikiyo wrote the contract and Inuyasha signed it. It was out of his hands.

The sky was soon painted by the maidens of kami (not implying anything, just in this fick the lord kami has a mate and a wife two different things I mean no offence there will be a chap on them so you understand) stroking the colours of the sky with beauty structured by emotions of compassion, love, understanding and kindness such things they were allowed to put in the creation of man when they were permitted by their lover and their mate. Then came their mate and husband who joined in the dance called

The rising of the sun

A/N I can tell you all now I will be concentraieing more on this fic in the holidays kay well ja ne