"Wolfram?" Conrad peeked his head around the corner of the door.

"What is it?" I asked irritated, it was almost bedtime and I was sitting in my, well Yuuri's and my room.

"Do you know what happened?" he came in and walked over to me.

"What happened when?"

"What happened to Yuuri, that day he was found unconscious.

"…" I knew it, but what if they accused me? He called out my name again. "Yes…"

"Well, are you going to tell me?"

"… He was acting weird whole day… at midnight he woke up screaming and then said it was nothing… in the morning he was … well, I mean he said I was beautiful and he even tried to touch me… when I went to him later that day, he… I found him in his office, sitting on the ground, very confused, but we had a fight earlier and I was angry so I didn't think to much of it… I thought he was just trying to get attention… so I walked away. The rest I don't know…"

"Strange… anyway, thank you, Wolfram… You know, we tried to tell your name again and he doesn't react bad at it anymore. So maybe in a few days you will be able to visit him." He smiled, my hope came back again. I missed Yuuri so much since it has been a week…

So another few days past and I tried it again. I stepped over the threshold and walked in. Yuuri saw me and gasped once. Then he took only a few deep breaths, before smiling weakly. He looked much better, his colour returning on his skin and the bags were less. I walked over to the bed, I saw Günter pulling a face, he definitely didn't want me in the room, but Conrad shot him a look and Günter left the room.

"Will you be okay, Yuuri?" Conrad asked.

"Yeah… Thank you, Conrad." He nodded and Conrad left the room too.

"…I'm sorry." Yuuri muttered after a short silence.

"Sorry for what?" I asked softly, smiling, I was really happy to see him.

"I heard what happened from Conrad, well parts of it… But I'm sorry."

"Doesn't matter, the only thing that counts is that you are alright." I said and he smiled.

My hand was resting on the edge of the bed and he covered it with him, squeezing softly.

"So… I called you beautiful, didn't I?" I nodded. "Remember the first time I saw you?" I nodded again. "the first thing I thought was 'a bishounen!'… I'm sorry for giving you false hope too…" He beckoned me closer with his hand, like he wanted to whisper something in my ear, so I leaned forwards. Then he brought his hand to back of my neck and he pulled me closer, locking our lips. It was a soft kiss and then he broke it.

I was surprised, very surprised, but he explained it.

"I know you have feelings for me, and I know that to me you are more than just a good friend, but I need some time to figure it all out… Can you wait for me to accept it?" he asked. Well, after all these months I could wait a bit longer. So I nodded.

"Do you know what happened to you?" I asked hesitating, perhaps it would bring up bad memories or something, but he nodded and opened his mouth.

"I was possessed by… him." He said, breathing in deeply before saying the last word.

"But how!? I mean, you could push him out of your body back then, and he was much stronger at that time." I KNEW it was HIM, Shinou. Those words didn't jump in my mind in vain. How stupid was I to not notice it!?

"I was tired, all these things with the country and the paperwork and back home I have issues too and I just couldn't." He said sadly, looking away.

"But why? You could do it back then…" I was really confused. My wimp couldn't be so weak… even with all troubles. "What about the demon king spirit?"

"Wolfram… He and I are one and the same person… And the moment he took me over I was having a nightmare… I wasn't ready, I think that after he took me over I just kind of gave up… All the troubles and all." He sighed.

"He's right, Wolfram von Bielefeld. But this also happened, because you didn't accepted what came your way." I looked up to where the voice came from, then I gasped. Shinou was standing on the other side of the bed! Yuuri turned his head to and when he noticed the blond man with blue eyes he started to hyperventilate. He crawled back towards the wall and I jumped up.

"YUURI!" I tried to stay calm, to think for something. Meanwhile I threw a glare at Shinou who disappeared when Conrad and Günter came in.

"Wolfram! What have you done?!" Günter yelled. I noticed Conrad saw Yuuri pointing at the place Shinou just stood.

"Günter it isn't him… Wolfram, what happened?" he asked.

"Shinou appeared, Yuuri freaked out." I said, already trying to calm Yuuri.

"So that's why he would freak out when we asked about him or you…" Günter stated, Conrad rushed over to the bed and kind of panicked, I've never seen him like that, really…It was so weird.

'Kiss him' said a voice in my head, I didn't know…if it would calm him down…

"Yuuri." I said stern, he looked at me and I took my chance. Pushing my lips on his for a moment until I felt his breath calm down.

"WOLFRAM!" Günter and Conrad yelled, I didn't care, it worked so they had to be glad. I felt a hand push me away from Yuuri, so I broke the kiss and watched. Yuuri was gasping for air, but not hyperventilating anymore. After a few deep breaths he looked at me, reaching out with a hand. I stepped closer and he clung to my jacket, with one hand he pointed to the place again.

"Sh-…Shi-" He uttered, but I pressed a finger to his lips and hushed him.

"It's alright, he's gone…Yuuri, you are save, I'm here." He nodded, tears in his eyes as he hugged me tightly while I rocked him back and forwards.

"Maybe it's better if you leave, Wolfram… Give him some rest." Conrad spoke up, Günter and I nodded. I gently removed Yuuri's arms from around my chest and placed him back, his head and back on the heap of pillows. Conrad and Günter saw I was really intending to go, so they walked over to the door. But when I tried to step away from the bed, my hand lingering on the bed, Yuuri grabbed my hand tightly and I couldn't move.

"Wolfram, come on…leave Yuuri alone." Conrad said, walking over again. He tried to remove Yuuri's hand from mine, but once Yuuri noticed Conrad wanted to separate us, he pulled me closer and clung to my jacket again. He shivered and glared at Conrad with tears in his eyes.

"Heika, It's better if you get some rest." Conrad said, stepping closer, but Yuuri hugged me tighter, I wrapped my hands around him protectively. My brother sighed deep and looked up to me.

"He needs to rest and since he feels save with you, maybe you should take him to your room."

I nodded and led Yuuri out of the room. We walked of the long corridors until we were about a few meters away from our room. When we set another step towards it, Yuuri started to gasp again and pull me away, tears sprung to his eyes again and before he started crying we walked against the wall past the room.

"We'll go to my room, okay?" I asked and he nodded, his breath calming again. A few doors further was my room and we got in. I placed him down on the bed and he finally released me. I circled the bed and changed into my pink nightdress, then got into bed as well. I sat with my back against the headboard. Yuuri looked up and when he saw me smile he lifted his upper body and placed it on my lap and nuzzled till he was comfortable, then he closed his eyes. I smiled, Yuuri was really cute this way… I lifted my hand and softly brushed his hair with my fingers.

"p-…please…tell me what happened…" Yuuri whispered, the first words he tested his voice.

"Are you sure?" I asked, maybe it would bring back his reactions and they really frightened me. He nodded and I took a deep breath.

"You woke up screaming in the night, but we just went back to sleep… then when you woke up you had an arm around my waist and when I warned you and called you a wimp, you acted different from normal, after that you whispered in my ear I was beautiful and stroke my hair… I went to the bathroom and when I walked out of it, you walked up to me and wanted to kiss me, I think… But Günter called you and you stopped and got to your work…"

He was drawing patterns with his finger on my thigh and looked up with an expecting look when I stopped.

"I went into disguise, pretending to be Hugo Valkenberg… and said I had a audience with… well myself, so after that I got into the castle, I went to your room and when you opened the door… You kissed me, but I was in disguise so it was cheating… I yelled at you and pushed you, I saw you collapsed with your head against the table, but you spoke so I thought it was nothing to worry about and turned away… I heard you hyperventilate, but I thought you were just trying to get attention and I was angry and-" Tears had start to fall from my eyes and Yuuri laid a finger on my mouth to hush me.

"The rest I now from Conrad." He said, removing his finger and looking up. I nodded, mouthing a 'I'am sorry'. Yuuri shook his head, while smiling and yawned. "Can we go to bed?"

I nodded, got under the covers and Yuuri wrapped his arms around me, snuggling into my chest.

Then he fell asleep, but I had trouble with it. What if it happened again? What if I would act like I did again? I couldn't let it happen, right? It would be too cruel, but life is cruel… I looked at Yuuri, his breath spooking against my chest and sometimes he would mumble a few words in his sleep. Feeling his rhythmical breathing and his regular heartbeat I calmed down. And when I looked out of the window, I thought I saw shinou, just a silhouette, but the wind that blew into the room from the open window whispered the words I almost forgot, "Accept whatever come on your way." Finally I new what they really meant and I fell into a deep slumber, just like me lovely, innocent and black-haired fiancé.