Discalimer: I don't own Naruto or the Characters
Warnings: Boy x Boy action
*This story is based on a real life experience
Chapter 2: Realization
When morning came the world was different. I felt Sasuke's heat leaving the bed. But I didn't protest.
When I heard noise in the kitchen I finally decided that it was time to get up.
Sasuke had a glass of juice in one hand. Sipping the liquid with peace. I took mine from the counter and drank the whole glass without a second thought.
-morning! - I said leaving the glass on the table.
-morning - he said. His steps coming closer, so close that I could feel his bare feet touching my fingers.
We kiss again. A little peck.
Just a reminder I thought. A reminder that all of this was really happening. It wasn't something random. Maybe he wanted to keep this going.
And I didn't oppose.
We don't spoke about it, we just keep going with the plans of the day.
We had this huge project we had to finish, that was the main reason I have spend the night at Sasuke's.
It took us the whole day to put the work together, in the end we both were laying on his couch, listening the last song of the CD that was playing in the background.
I saw his body move. He approached to me slowly stradling me, his legs surrounding my hips. Our chests connected and our breath mixing in the same space, our eyes still searching each other emotions.
I couldn't see anything strange on the black pools of his eyes. There was peace, confidence, but no fear, just the opposite of my feelings.
I didn't have the nerve to move closer, to kiss him again, but I didn't reject him.
Everything that involved Sasuke made my mind feel blank. All his advances, the kisses he gave me, when he hold my hand with no reason while we were discussing the protect. The way he whisper my name in my ear. I couldn't reject him because I wanted this too. But I didn't want to accept that truth. Not yet, he haven't even talk about it, what if this feeling is not mutual.
We kissed for a long time, in that same position, his lips hungry, his tongue moving against my lips and clashing with my tongue. The bulge in my pants was starting to grow hard. I could feel Sasuke's heat, he was as excited as I was.
The noise of the front door take us out of our trance and Sasuke flew from the couch to the flor in an instant.
Itachi's head rise from a corner of the wall
-Sasuke ? . I'm home - he announce.
-h...hey ! Itachi, yes , great!
-are you ok ? Why are you on the floor ?
-ummm we were finishing our project- I offer, watching Sasuke flushed face and troubling gaze.
-Naruto, I couldn't say Hi yesterday. It's nice to see you. Are you staying for diner?
-well…- I started
-actually he's staying the night again. Tomorrow he would make me company at the singing lessons . Right ? - both brothers looked at me
I nodded.
—
We were in that situation again. Sasuke's lips pressed against my neck, following the pulse. Reaching down my earlobe and returning to my lips. My hands roaming his back, his hands traveling further down my abs, slipping just a little bit down my boxers, and returning to my chest.
I was fully hard now, and his hands roaming over my clothed erection were too much to bare.
I could feel Sasuke's erection pressed against my leg, grinding up and down in a delicious compass.
Up. Down. Up. Down.
His cold fingers surrounding my length, pressing the top and applying sweet friction.
I suppressed a moan, my hands were shaking and the heat was absolute heaven.
I shut my eyes, feeling the impending orgasm approaching with ferocity. My hands clenched to his sides, unable to move.
One of Sasuke's hands travel up and guided my hand to his own dick, feeling the hot flesh pulsing in my hand, a slick wet liquid dripping from the top and covering my fingers. My rhythm was steady, twisting at the top and trying to apply a little pressure at the base, holding my breath every time I felt Sasuke's cursed kisses in my neck.
He came with a harsh and restrained moan. Holding my lip between his teeth. Pressing my dick between his fingers and breathing harshly.
My erection red and dripping , coated with Sasuke's essence was pulsing. All the blood drained from my head and directed to my lower part that was begging for release.
With a fast movement Sasuke ran his hand up and down making my head go numb and feeling waves of pleasure taking my body over the edge.
I moaned, my face in Sasuke's neck, his skin covering the sound.
We stayed there for about 20 minutes until he rolled out the bed, taking a towel from a drawer near the door.
Wiping his hands and tights he smile, looking me.
Walking across the room he knelt down, taking the covers from my body. I took the towel from Sasuke's hands, but he move it out of my reach.
-let me - he said in a whisper.
-you...you don't have too
-I want to do it.
My face flushed when Sasuke's hands started to remove the boxer from my body and wiped the mess that was between my legs.
-you will have to lend me some underwear- I said with an apologetic smile.
-it's ok , you just use my clothes this entire weekend. Underwear is not different
—
Sasuke has recently joined a singing class, which have practice every Sunday morning. I know Sasuke and singing didn't get along in the same sentence. But my opinion change when I came to see one of his practices.
After a few more weeks he almost convinced me to take a lesson.
This Sunday morning I would follow him to hell itself.
We walked in a slow rhythm, watching the leaves of the trees falling gently on the floor.
The lessons took place in an old building, next to a church. It was free for anyone who wanted to join and the atmosphere was light.
—-
We were sitting side by side, i never hide my love for singing, but never considered joining a chorus.
In the room , with Sasuke beside me I felt at ease, this was the third Sunday I came to the lesson, 3 weeks had already finished since that first day we kissed. Our hands were tightly clenched hidden from everyone's view thanks to the chairs in front of us.
We have kept this night overs at Sasuke's house for three weeks. It was convenient, because on Sunday we will go together to sing. So that make my saturdays nights at Sasuke's house almost a routine.
School was a weird mixture of feelings. Sasuke and I behave like always. We never talk about the kisses we share when no one else was watching, or when the lights in the auditorium went off and our friends were late for class.
Not even the kiss he stole me when I was eating a popsicle and he spun me and ripped the candy out of my mouth. Replacing it with his tongue. Just a moment later Shikamaru exited from one of the restrooms. He watched me resting against the sinks and Sasuke smiling with my popsicle in hand. "Fixing" his blazer with the other hand.
Neither we talked about that heated nights when i placed my hands over my mouth to prevent my moans to rise, feeling his tongue moving up and down my dick. Neither we talk about the blowjobs I gave him during our movie nights.
Or the hungry kisses in the elevator rides.
There was no conversations about us. We talk about everything else. But not about us.
—
-December festival is this weekend- Neji told me with excited voice.
-really? I can't wait to try the mechanical games!- I laugh.
-Maybe is the right time to make your move- he insisted. Looking at me with expectant eyes.
-move? What do you mean ?
-you know . Asking Sakura out . You could use the mistletoe as an excuse to kiss her -
-Right! I forgot about that , may be I will.
I had forgotten that my great plan involving Sakura and the December festival was still on the move in Neiji's head.
I never talk to anyone about Sasuke and me. It was not necessary because I didn't have any idea of what to think about our situation.
We were friends , yes. And he was special to me. But ,I also was being stubborn about Sakura, is not that I love her or anything , but these few months the girl had gave me some positive signals about something that could happen between us. And I was impatient to figure it out.
My "status" situation with Sasuke was a world apart from my school life. I felt different, even I feel that I spoke and acted different.
So when the December festival came, Sakura and my whole plan were spinning in my head all day.
—
-thanks Naruto- said Sakura with a smile on her face.
Y place the hot coffee in one of the tables and sat beside her.
We spent a great part of the festival together, my heart was speeding every time she took my hand to guide me to one of the mechanical attractions that the school headmaster had brought for the festival.
She hugged me when a cold winter breeze blew.
-I could get used to this- she said sipping the coffee.
Her reddened checks and pink hair glowing with grace under her white winter hat.
-really ? -i said with disbelief
She nodded.
-well I mean, I really like you and… maybe , we could go on a date . If you want to- I offered. I was sure that my cheeks were red. But I thanked the poor light that surrounded the place.
- well Naruto ,I want to take things slowly. I will tell you when I'm ready. Is that ok?
- yeah, sure- I smiled. At least I could see some hope.
I watch Sakura's figure go away to the cotton candy place with another girl by her side, her name was Tenten. And it was Neiji's girlfriend.
-hey! - a voice came behind me. Followed by a hand in my shoulder.
-Sasuke! What's up?
-where have you been ? I haven't see you all night.
-I was with Sakura - I said guiding my eyes to her laughing figure.
Sasuke smiled - what did she said ? -
-she will think about it. But i have a good feeling
There I was, in the edge of falling for her, but I felt confused for Sasuke. Was he happy? What about us? I mean. I never saw a future relationship with him . I didn't even knew if I was gay or may be bisexual ? And if I started dating Sakura, our friendship would end?.
I was fucked up.
-what about you? - my voice came out without a thought.
-I was with the crazy girl. Karin- he answered simply
Karin? Why! , she was crazy for sure. And Sasuke was too handsome for her, did they have a date or something? Did Sasuke asked her out? Damn it!
-o..oh - I manage to respond
-well I'll leave you with her- he said turning around when Sakura returned.
—
At one point of the night I was walking alone. Searching for Sakura that had disappeared. Looking between the crowd and inside the classrooms expecting to see her figure.
I heard her voice behind a curtain that was making a division between the candy stand and the coffee place.
-...I just wanted to be with you- her voice was clear and sweet
-i don't believe you , I saw you with the blonde guy. It seems you two have something going on- that was Lee! The extreme sport guy.
-Naruto… pfff NO, you know me. I just like to be flattered. I don't want anything with him. You know how I feel about you. I just like to have him on the hook- she giggled
That felt like a cold shower, I ran , as fast as I could. Searching for a place far away from everyone. I reach the second floor balcony. Tears menacing to roll down my eyes. I felt the cold air blowing.
It hurt, Sakura's rejection, the lie. I was angry with myself. As I always do, I made a whole scenario that in the end was not real.
My breath calmed down, the itching in my eyes disappeared and my sight start to roam around the festival. From the second floor I was able to see almost everything. My friends laughing, some teachers managing the coffee machine or talking to some students. Neiji walking hand by hand with Tenten. And then Sasuke, resting on the auditorium stairs, frowning a little to a bunch of first year students who were beside him, being too noisy.
"Look up" I texted
Sasuke read the message and shot his head up. Analyzing the second and third floor. He saw me and started walking towards the stairs.
—-
-hey… - he saw my face - something is wrong… what happened?
I hate how easily he was able to read me.
I told him the whole story of the night including the conversation between Sakura and Lee.
My eyes were red again and my voice was trembling. Sasuke's face was serious the entire time. After I finish talking he was silent for a long time.
-...I thought, she was not important to you- he was staring at me.
-what?
-you told me… that you were near her just for fun.
-well right now I'm not amused… this hurts- my voice keep trembling
I took a step, I needed a hug. And I wanted to feel at ease, near Sasuke's warm body.
-I need you- I whisper extending my arms
-No- he turn around - I am not anyone backup!-
-Sasuke… I never meant...
-forget it Naruto
He turn around and left, leaving me behind. This time the tears were rolling down my cheeks hopelessly.
A/N: English is not my native language so if there is some misspelled word or a mistake in the conjugation please let me know. ;)
I'll appreciate any reviews or comments on the story so far.