I was released again a day later. I couldn't help but laugh to myself as I walked home, it seemed something happened to me every two months. I had asked the doctors not to tell my mother what happened since I knew she'd fly right here and I didn't want to trouble her. A few weeks ago my mum left to England for two years on a business trip. It was organised last year since I didn't look like I would be waking up soon. She didn't want to go but I forced her too. I still remember our conversation. " mum, go, leave, now" "but kuroko you just woke up, how am I supposed to let you go" mum said about to cry. " IF YOU DON'T LEAVE RIGHT NOW IM GOING TO ASK THE DOCTORS TO TAKE ME BACK" I screamed loudly. Well it was probably a normals person yell but for me it was a level 12 scream. "Fine, fine, I'll see you soon, if anything happens call me or father. Bye" mum said laughing and crying at the same time. Two hours later she was past checkout and boarding the plane to England. I was sad that she was going but I knew it was for her own good.

HONNNNKKKKKKKKKKK. I felt myself being pushed backwards. A car driver was looking at me furiously. "Are you ok" a boy said. It was all hazy. " I was crying. "Shhhhh it's ok, you're not alone" I screamed of pain. Those words set of my hidden memories. Everything that I had forgotten came back. Everything that I had tried to forget came back. I dropped to the floor screaming and crying. "Why, why?" I whispered before feeling my body being lifted back up by the big who saved me. " are you ok?" "Should I call an ambulance?" What's wrong with her?" A passer by asked. " I don't know, I don't know, call someone, please" the boy yelled frustrated. I was driven back to the hospital 5 minutes later. I was still screaming, the tears wouldn't leave me. I was losing consciousness quickly.

Flashback ( day after winter cup)

At Seirin practice

"Good job guys, I can't believe we actually won, you guys played your best and all our effort payed off" Riko said proudly

I gave off a weak smile. "Hmphhhh" Kagami snorted. I was still tired from yesterday and from crying. I was released in the morning so to avoid suspicion I came to training. " looks like we're better than your friends" Kagami said bluntly. I wanted to run or at least punch him. "I've got to go" I said hurriedly using my misdirection to get out of the claustrophobic room. I breathed outwards when I got outside. " still the same kuroko" Akashi said coldly. I looked up to a glare coming from the GoM. "Akashikun?" I whispered. " you should've known that they wouldn't need you, no one needs you. You might as well leave.." They all taunted. I let out a muffled cry and ran. I heard them laughing without me.

"You're not good enough" " you don't deserve friends" "no wonder your friends left you" the voiced rang through my ear. I hurriedly opened my door and locked myself in my bathroom sobbing. It was as if a spell took over me as I walked to my kitchen and picked up a knife. I traced a love heart on my wrist and slashed a line through it. The pain helped me. " you deserve this" a voice said to me. I slumped to the floor. The next day I woke up. I was weak due to the blood loss. I stayed at home and cried. The tears came so easily. I should go to the shops I thought absentmindedly. I put ons jacket to cover my wrist and walked out. The sky was so blue, I felt so weak. I entered maji burger and saw Ryoma. I was about to call his name but then a girl was hugging him, kissing him. " is your girlfriend here?" She sneered. " you know I'd never date the likes of her" he laughed. I ran out again. I had been running so much lately. " who just left" Ryoma thought.

The Next Day

Everything that I had worked so hard to get had broken in a flash. However out of everything I regretted over the past few days was hurting myself. There was no use anymore. I had to be strong. Stronger than I ever was before. I'd do it again and again till they realise. I spent of the days working out schools that needed me and also writing my resignation letter. It was easy, too easy in my opinion. Kagami and Ryoma had hurt me, so had Seirin but was it really enough to leave them. One flashback of them celebrating made me know it was worth it.

Seirin piled in the doors of the gym. "Where's kuroko?" Hyugga asked worriedly. " who cares" Kagami said. " I hope she's ok" Ryoma thought worriedly. Riko was running towards them. " what happened?" Hyugga asked. " letter pant pant from kuroko pant pant don't know why pant pant". Kagami took letter and practically tore it open. All of Seirin looked at the note.

To Seirin High Basket Ball Club I would like to formally lodge my resignation from the basketball club due to various reasons.

From Kuroko Tetsuya

Even though it was all formal, Seirin had tears in their eyes. "Wait there's another letter" Kagami shouted secretly hoping it was all a prank.

If you're still reading this I'm sure you all really want to know if I quit basketball. I didn't, I'm transferring schools and I'm going to build a basketball foundation there. Rest assured in the new future you'll all face me and my new team. Thank you Kagami, Ryoma, Kise, Aomine, Akashi, Midorima, Miso-San and all of Seirin. Hurting me only makes me stronger. No matter what you think, the time we spent together will be some of the best memories in my life. From Kuroko Tetusya Ps. Please show this to GoM if they ever come back.

Everyone was crying. Kagami was shaking. " why did I hurt her" Kagami thought. Just then the entire GoM came bustling through the doors. " KUROKOCHIII" Kise yelled. Riko shaking with anger threw the letters to them. They all paled reading the notes. "Not again, we promised this would never happen again" Aomine whispered. " we broke her, she's hurting inside. Why did we taunt her" Midorima said remaining calm but the dread in his eyes were evident. For the first time in their lives the GoM saw Akashi with tears in his eyes. " this is just a joke" Kise said laughing nervously.

" Damn it" Kagami said.

Why was all they could think. Why had they gone and repeated history. Why had they thought they didn't need her. Without kuroko they were nothing. "Kagami, me you, one on one now" Aomine said through gritted teeth. Like that kuroko disappeared from their lives. For a grand total of one week.

Meanwhile

"Good morning class, Today I will be introducing our now transfer student, kuroko Tetsuya." " hi" I said smiling. Girls paled at the pretty girl, guys blushed.

End Of Flashaback