JBPOV

We were fighting again, Bella and I. It had started earlier when she got home from shopping with Alice and Rose.

'Hey, Jake.' She, Alice and Rose had said as they walked through the French doors that led to the music room.

'Hey girls. Hey Bella.' I said from my window seat where I was writing a song on my guitar.

'Oooooo! Are you working on a new song Jake??' Rosalie ran over to me. I laughed and Alice and Bella followed my lead, Rose was such a musician.

'Yeah, but I don't know, the words just won't come.' I replied after I finished laughing.

'Don't worry they will, they always do.' Bella smiled gently.

'Bells, I'm gonna go set up in your room okay??' Alice suddenly said out of the blue.

'What are you guys setting up?' I asked curiously.

'Well it's more Alice and Rose actually. They've convinced me into going to the grand opening of some new club.' Bella explained.

' Clubbing again??'I stated shocked. This was the fourth time this week.

'Well yeah. I suppose it'll be good for me and we have to get our faces out there anyways.'

'Can't you stay home? Movie night maybe. Your famous enough already.'

'Jake, you can never be too famous. You should know that.'

With that Bella had disappeared into our room to begin her night. I sat quietly holding my guitar listening to the sound of their voices carry through the hall.

'Jake doesn't like the idea of me going clubbing so often. Maybe I should just stay behind and watch a movie with him. I mean it wouldn't hurt right?' I heard Bella ponder.

'Jake, Jake, Jake. Bella is that all you think about? You should consider your career for once. You never do, I mean look at your wardrobe!' Alice replied back.

'What do you think Rose?' Bella asked, her voice softer and more curious this time.

'Clubbing will be fun Iz, it will take your mind off things.' Rosalie answered while trying to change the subject by using Bella's childhood nickname.

It worked.

' Ughhhh, please don't call me that. You know how I hate it.' Bella managed to groan and laugh at the same time.

'You know Rose last time she loathed being called Iz. It seems every time we her by that name she seems to like it more and more.' Alice joked.

'Well I guess its growing on her.' Rose replied smugly.

'Yeah like a fungus.' Bella said sounding sarcastic as I heard her get up to leave the room.

'Okay I'm going now Jacob, love ya.' Bella said to me as if we hadn't even had a disagreement.

'Ta ta!" Alice waved goodbye.

'Goodluck with your song Jake.' Rosalie said.

'Yeah,thanks.' I muttered

'We'll hang out later tonight okay.' Bella told me as she was leaving.

'When your drunk? Am I really that boring? That hard to stand?' I knew my words were harsh but at that moment I felt she deserved them.

Bella looked torn now and I was beginning to regret what I just said but I kept my glare, hard and steady.

Finally she said, 'Jake I said I love you, isn't that enough?' And with that she, Alice and Rosalie left for a night on the town.

And I went to sit again and start playing because suddenly the words to my song had come. Just like Bella said they would. How ironic.

Those are all very beautiful words
But actions speak louder
In case you haven't heard, I'm all alone
While you're out on the town drinkin' with your friends

You can say all these beautiful things
But they don't mean nothing
No, they don't mean a thing
Gotta back it up
But you keep backing down
Tell me how this ends

If you think it's possible then anything is possible
But I think you're impossible
I hope you prove me wrong

You only call me after you've had a few
You only want to hang out when you've got nothing to do
Don't tell me you love me and act like you don't
Oh, if you really want me you just gotta let me know

Same old thing happens every night
You get me going, and then you say goodbye
I'm heated up
And you just leave me there to take care of myself

Don't get mad, don't get all wound up
Just get your act together, or baby give it up
Just let me know if I should hit the road or if you want my help

If you think it's possible then anything is possible
But I think you're impossible
I hope you prove me wrong

You only call me after you've had a few
You only want to hang out when you've got nothing to do
Don't tell me you love me and act like you don't
Oh, if you really want me you just gotta let me know

You only call me when there's no one around
You only wanna come up when you know I'm going down
Don't tell me you love me and act like you don't
Oh, if you really want me you just gotta let me know

You gotta show me you mean it, if you really mean it
You're talking to me like you mean it, and I don't believe it

You only call me after you've had a few
You only want to hang out when you've got nothing to do
Don't tell me you love me and act like you don't
Oh, if you really want me you just gotta let me know
You only call me when there's no one around
You only wanna come up when you know I'm going down
Don't tell me you love me and act like you don't
Oh, if you really want me you just gotta let me know

You only call me after you've had a few (oh oh oh)
You only want to hang out when you've got nothing to do (oh oh oh)
Don't tell me you love me and act like you don't
Oh, if you really want me you just gotta let me know

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