Neliel was back in her room at Las Noches she lay on her side hands under her head thinking of what she had done not long ago.

Neliel had finally done something she had wanted to do for such a long time, kiss the man that held her in such contempt he hated her so much but she didn't feel that way towards him. She didn't know how and what to feel towards her.

"Why does it have to be like this?" Neliel said as she slammed her fist on the pillow that caressed her head. There was a loud slam. Neliel looked up her door was on the ground in two pieces unhinged from the frame where it once was. "Who the fuck gave you the right to kiss me, you stupid bitch." Nnoitra words sounded different as they came out of his mouth, as if they were trying to sound angry but instead they sounded unsure, confused, maybe even worried. "Get out, now! I don't want to see or hear you right now. LEAVE!" Neliel said in a raised voice trying to sound as threatening as possible. "You dumb Bitch do you really think I'm going to listen to you." "I was hoping you would listen but seeing it's a beast like you I thought as much." Neliel got off her bed as she uttered these words.

"Explain to me." "Explain to you what?" "Don't act stupid Neliel you know what the fuck I'm talking about!" Nnoitra was losing what little patience he had with the woman that stood only a mere few inches away from him. "What is there to explain, you don't understand and you will never understand you are a beast no not an animal, animals can rationally think but a beast like you is a brute that only lust for blood and others pain and doesn't listen to others they only listen to the sound of their own voice." "Really I'm the one who only listens to the sound of my own voice look at you; you're such a hypocrite Neliel it makes me sick." Nnoitra chuckled out.

"The reason I came in here why haven't you answered my question Neliel, explain it to me before I slit open your throat with your own sword." Nnoitra frustration was growing as he yelled at Neliel to her face almost to the point of touching it." "I'm not going to explain the kiss to you." Neliel said as she was making her way out the hole where the door once was. Before Neliel could react Nnoitra got her by the arm and slammed her against the wall putting both hand to the sides of her head.