EPOV

EPOV

Amber was just so beautiful it hurt to look at her. In some way she seemed like another Bella. Thinking about her hurts so much that I can't stand it. I don't what I am going to do. What if she doesn't like me I mean will she like try and slap me and hurt herself instead. If she keeps sitting with us at lunch she is going to start asking why we do not eat and why our eyes are darker than their usual topaz color. We can't just tell she might tell everyone and then we will have to move. I don't think I can just up and move when I just found someone that can help me get over Bella, but I don't think I will ever get over Bella. I wonder how Jacob, La Push, Renee, and Charlie are doing. I mean after losing your best friend and your daughter must be really hard. But none of them would ever understand what I felt for her. She was my soul mate not just my girlfriend but my souls mate! I took a deep breath and I smelt elk not to far from here. I started to run faster and faster when I could finally see the elk I spotted out the biggest one and pounced. I sunk my teeth in and sucked the blood up. Not one of my favorites but it will have to do till I have the courage to leave state and go get some bear or something. I sucked the elk dry and stood up. I heard a snarl behind me. I whipped around and crouched ready to attack. Emmett walked into view laughing his head off.

"Scared you!" He doubled over laughing.

I growled at him and walked off. He was just so immature sometimes I can't believe he is that old. I walked into the house and to the piano. I had nothing better to do because I did my homework. I started playing the lullaby that I had written for Bella. It bothered me because Bella was mine and she will always be mine. That is most likely not the right thing to but I will never be able to get over Bella no matter who I meet, no matter what happens.

APOV

Edward was the only thing I could think about the whole car ride home. When we finally got home I ran up the stairs and into my room. I got out my diary and started writing.

Diary Entry:

Dear diary,

I met this guy named Edward Cullen today. He is the cutest, smartest guy I have ever seen or met for that matter. His brothers and sisters seem like great people and they are almost as beautiful as him. I wonder where they got their insane beauty. I wish I were like that. I just have aqua eyes long wavy amber colored hair and I was kind of tall. But my feet were as big as skies. Well not really they were only size 9 in women's but still my mom's feet are only a size 6. Well I better get going so I can do my homework. They gave me at least an hour of homework. Bye

I put away my diary and got out my homework. Algebra and science were my least favorite subjects. When I was done with my homework I got on the computer and checked my e-mails. I had one from my best friend back in California. I read the e-mail replied and unpacked some more of my boxes.

"YO! Sis, get down here if you want food!" My annoying younger brother called from down stairs.

I left my room went down the stairs and sat down at the table. We were having spaghetti tonight. Spaghetti had been my favorite food since I have 5. I don't know why the noodles and the sauce mixed together just make an amazing taste. I worship the people who made it the first time. I got myself a big helping and finished in record time.

"Thanks mom that was amazing. I am going back upstairs to finish unpacking," I kissed her on the cheek and ran up the stairs. I finished unpacking everything and grabbed my pajamas. I opened the door to my bathroom and walked inside. It was a big bathroom and I didn't have to share with anyone. I took a hot shower, washed my face, brushed my teeth, got dressed and went to bed.

The Next Morning

I got up put my clothes down and ran down the stairs with backpack in hand. I had a bowl of cereal and grabbed my coat. My mom and brother came down the stairs. We got in the car and drove to school.

"Bye mom! Bye Luke!" I called as I closed the door.

I waved at Edward. He looked up nodded and looked away. He looked troubled.