God Only Knows Chapter 2: Second Condition Hell, a twilight fanfic

A/N Hey guys! Sorry it took so long to update! I DIDN"T HAVE MANY REVIEWS SO NO INSPIRATION!! So get reviewing! Otherwise no more chapters!

Lol I think I'm getting sick! I hope I don't...although if I do I get to write like nonstop!

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Before:

"Oh no," was all I could get out before Jacob flared his nostrils. No doubt inhaling the scent of the blood sucker that was about to cross the threshold into my hospital room.

I did NOT want to see the man—no leech—that just walked in this hospital room. I was going to let him know that.

"Get. The. HELL. Out. Of. My. Room! NOW!" In my frustration I began singing. But before I bitterly dedicated it to Him

I am the walking dead heart breaker... my apologies...
I'm happy you'll never understand...
what it's like to be... trapped under six feet of...
solid glass... I can see out, but no one gets in...

Screaming at the prison...
I've locked myself into..
I'm sorry that I'm still breathing...
and that I'll Kill again...

but the loneliness is too much... for me to handle.
the taste of fresh blood... pushes me on.

I.. told myself.. the constant pain..
could ease..the tension... burning inside..
But the nights... were cold... and the days... dragged to weeks...
I will die... here alone... I will die..

The fear of romance.
The pain of living.
The joy of sorrow.
The strength of not forgiving.

God help me... I'm so tired...
but in my dreams... the wolves ate out my soul...
God help me... I'm so frightened...
but in my dreams... the wolves tear out my heart...

I used to be golden... a saint in a time of sorrow...
but then the turning came... and I kissed the sun goodbye...
don't you get it... it's always darker in my eyes,
the screams of my brothers.. egging me on.

"Hon, don't be angry with me, it was all my crack-head brothers fault," his words sounded hurt and he growled the last part. Now I caught a terrifying sight out of the corner of my eye. Jacob was shaking and by the look of it, he was about to lose his control.

"What. The. F--"

"JACOB BLACK!" I scared him successfully and I scared the leech in my my room too.

"Watch your mouth and you TEMPER! Or else I will completely lose mine!" My temper had gotten really bad since he left me to die. I refocused my attention on the huge leech in my room.

"Bella?"

"Emmett?"

"I am so sorry, Bella. I can't believe I let him do this to you. I am going to kill him." I swear if he could cry he would have been. He seemed so much like a kicked puppy.

"Emmett, it's not your fault. I know that. I could never blame you fully," I put as much sympathy in my eyes possible for him. I felt bad for him. Then more growling echoed through room.

"Who the f--"

"Jacob! Language!"

"Well, you are so going to be swearing when you see who else is here," my face dropped.

"Emmett? Who else of your family is here?" My voice broke at the end. We all knew, however, which one I meant. I couldn't stand to see Him. Not right now. He may not have been here but, he is the reason I am stuck here.

"Bella, the nurses and I have discussed your condition. You may return home, but, under two conditions," the doctor sighed. Clearly he didn't agree with the decision.

"What would those be?"

"One, to have someone with you at all times. Two, to see the family outside--"

"NO! I will agree to one but hell no to the second one! I don't EVER want to see them again!" I broke down into sobs. I hoped they all heard my screaming protest. I would NOT see them again. Then I felt warm arms wrap around my shaking figure. And then I heard that cursed lullaby. Emmett.

"Emmett...shut...up...please," I sobbed harder. I hate my life. I will kill myself this time. I don't care who I'll hurt, I can't do this anymore.

"Bella!" Oh God no. "Why the hell did I just see you killing yourself?!"

"Why do you think you little backstabber?! You were my BEST FRIEND! MY SISTER!" I broke down again and just shrugged off Jacob's shaking arm. I can't do this again. I began to sing again.

I am the walking dead heart breaker... my apologies...
I'm happy you'll never understand...
what it's like to be... trapped under six feet of...
solid glass... I can see out, but no one gets in...

Screaming at the prison...
I've locked myself into..
I'm sorry that I'm still breathing...
and that I'll Kill again...

but the loneliness is too much... for me to handle.
the taste of fresh blood... pushes me on.

I.. told myself.. the constant pain..
could ease..the tension... burning inside..
But the nights... were cold... and the days... dragged to weeks...
I will die... here alone... I will die..

The fear of romance.
The pain of living.
The joy of sorrow.
The strength of not forgiving.

God help me... I'm so tired...
but in my dreams... the wolves ate out my soul...
God help me... I'm so frightened...
but in my dreams... the wolves tear out my heart...

I simply passed out again, only this time to the sound of my own screaming and growling.

OOHH!! Another cliffie!! What's going to happen? Any guesses?! Any ideas?! Hmmm...

Hint:Someone may die the next chapter! (Don't get mad, it wont be a vampire or werewolf!)

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