I collapsed on my bed and dug my head in a pillow. I tried not to cry, I really did. But it was too much. I broke down and started to cry. I couldn't help it. I knew that I was being crazy, but it hurts. A lot.
*
I layed there on my bed, tears running down my face. It is ridiculous, really. I know that it is but I just love Adam so much and when I see him with Drake it gets to my head and I breakdown.
I heard a knock on the door and I knew that it was Adam checking up on me. I looked over and it was him standing there.
"Can I come in?" he asked me.
"It's your house," I replied, putting my face back in my pillow. He sighed and walked over to me. He sat on my bed and I shifted over so I could see him. Hopefully my face wasn't red from crying.
I looked in those blue eyes of his and I knew that I wasn't mad at him anymore. I couldn't be. I love him to much to be mad at him.
"I'm sorry," he said.
"For what?" I replied. Drake is his boyfriend. He should be able to spend time with him. As much as it hurts me, he should be able to.
"Allie… this is our time together… that's why you're here." He told me. "I'm gonna spend time with you. I promise."
"That's what you said last week," I knew that I was being crabby but he deserves it. He has been ignoring me all week long.
"I promise Allie. We'll have movie night tonight. Just you and me. No Drake,"
"No Drake?" I asked.
"No Drake," he responded.
"Okay," I answered. "You and me. Tonight,"
"Great," he hugged me tightly and I hugged him back, wishing that we would never have to let go. Sadly, that wasn't the case. "It's a date," He walked away.
Great. Now I'm nervous. Thanks a lot, Adam.