A/N: Now this is exactly a week before what happened in chapter 1, will be a little confusing but you will understand the story.

Chapter 2

A week before

Sam was sitting at a table alone with a cup of coffee in front of her, as her fingers ran alternately on top of the mug. janet approaches Sam, sits in front of her but Sam did not notice because her thoughts were far.

"Sam? Hey anyone?" janet play trying to ease the tension between them, Sam shakes her head and sighs

"Janet? Sorry, you want something?" janet looks at her with a look of someone who does not know how to approach a subject

"Yes, yes I was wondering how are you sam? Need anything?" Sam lets out a sound of disbelief and look at her angry

"I do not need anything Janet! How many times must I repeat that I'm fine! Damn! Leave me alone" Sam yells at her, and tries to get up but Janet grabs Sam's hand and looks into her eyes

"Sam did not do that. Please accept my help, even if only to hear what you have in there "and she points to her heart, now Sam was about to cry.

"Janet you do not know for what I'm going through, nor can you even imagine"

"so help me understand sam, but please I cannot get to see you falling apart" sam had tears in her eyes, but she did not care because no one else was in the room besides the two of them

"Janet is so hard ... I ... I feel that life is over for me. I feel they took me part of being a woman, I cannot more ..." this time the tears fell on her face, she tried to wipe them with the front of her hand, but there was only more to clean

Janet also now crying with her, because being friends is to share the pain of others, not only for a brief moment.

"Honey I know it hurts, it hurts a lot but you have to move on, try to straighten life "sam shot frustrated

"What life? ... What life Janet? Took me all.. Everything
that I could dream, my baby, jack, my happiness, even my ... Janet… God is so ..." the little doctor felt helpless

"Sam had nothing to do, it was you or him. I had to choose, sorry …" Sam looked down, she did not want to blame anyone

"sorry janet ... I ... if I had struggled a little more maybe ..." janet quickly positioned in front of her, grabbed her face and spoke in her eyes, saying what she did not want to hear but needed

"or was or was not, and it was not. Not your fault, not my fault. Nothing I could do would save the baby sorry but there was nothing to do sam! Nothing ... although we tried everything but between him and you ..."

Sam looked around hurt; she wanted to blame someone because she did not accept that this was just that simple

"I just want my baby back is just what I want Janet! "She cried even harder "I want to jack back to me, I want my life back, too much to ask?"

Janet hugs sam strong somehow she wanted to comfort her friend, because losing what she lost is never easy to accept, sam cried on her shoulder and hugged janet hard because she also needed comfort and help, even as it denies.

"sam never hurts to ask a family, a life but ... you have to live with what you have for the future ,not to get stuck in the past"

"Janet hurts so much ... " she says through her sobs, janet moves away and looks in her face

"I know ... I know but we'll get help for you ok ... to help you overcome this "sam did not like to be helped, but she did not care to say that because right now what she wanted was someone to vent

"Ok…" she said softly

Past few hours, jack daniel and teal `c came in the corridors of the SGC, General Hammond is with them on the way

"People going to do a new mission to the planet, P3R-233 ( )."

Daniel was just curious and tried to learn more

"General! when? is a habitable planet, has people?" General smiled his curiosity

"Quiet dr Jackson; let's make a first meeting I will explain everything" teal `c found a good time to talk and said

"General Hammond when will be our reunion? "

"At 11 am. I want you there all included captain carter "Jack was very quiet and peaceful decided to speak

"Sir I believe that the Sam ... Carter I say, I think she is not ready to return to active" General Hammond sighed and said firmly

"We need her Jack, I know she went through a lot, but…"Jack slapped his hand on the wall and he also firmly

"And she needs time, sir, only been two weeks since it happened" Hammond understands his pain, but he needed to know who was boss in the building

"Colonel O `Neill was given a license to use Captain Carter, she would not, so far she has been working in the lab, but I need her in the field" Jack shrugged his jaw and turned back

"I talk to him" Daniel offered and followed him.

"I believe that the pain of Colonel O `Neill will take the time needed to heal, General Hammond" teal`c said

"These wounds never close teal `c. .. Never close" General Hammond walked away leaving teal `c in the corridor

Jack into the locker room and slams the door, Daniel then goes and tries to talk to jack.

"Jack?" he asked trying to start the conversation

"Do not come to defend it daniel, he does not know what is ..." it does not end the sentence because he cannot even say

"I will not! Just think you need help just that" Jack looks at him angry

"I do not need help .. I just need to be near the Sam, Daniel ... only that" the tone in which his friend said he tore the heart of Daniel

"So why do not you come over and try to put everything right, will do the right thing jack please? because I cannot stand to see you more so broken, hurt, sad" jack that time left shot and left Daniel with his mouth open not knowing what to do

Sam was in her lab, to review some work she left behind after the tragedy that came over her, when jack went mad at her place of employment

"Jack?" she was surprised but later corrected" sir?"

"Is jack sam… not sir!" she tries to avoid his eyes and says

"With all due respect is Sir… sir" he closes his eyes and breathes

"Why are you doing this sam?" he asks informal

"Do what? "She tries to avoid the subject

"This "He points to the space between them" not pretend you do not know Sam, you are to get away from you, do not let me enter that your world. Why?" she does not like being down and starts to get tense, she was from the moment he entered that damn door, but now

"I need my space sir" she says coldly

"Drop the sir sam…I know that you need space, but do not need to move away from me for that. You need?" She starts to lose control over the tears she decides to end it once

"go away. Now ... out now ... I do not want to have to face up every day" this made it even got angry and said something he did not mean

"It is typical of you right? escape problems carter, ah ... here's some information for you ... I am suffering too, I also lost that child…but you know what I have come to love you even more sam nothing has changed" last part of his voice was soft and painful

"How can you say that? Everything changed jack ... I have, you have changed everything ... I cannot have what I wanted it is killing me"

Jack tried to grab her but she refused and took a step back

"Sam?" he said hurt because she had rejected him

"Over jack, there is nothing for you here ... go away and do me a favor do not come back to talk to me about that I want to close this chapter in my life"

she was crying and did not notice, Jack nodded and turned back, so he left, Sam cried and convinced that it was the best decision to take him out of her life .

A/N: Liked? I know a little confusing but this is not happening in an alternate reality, this happens a week before the first chapter .Review and I need a beta reader who is willing to help me?