"Please don't do this!" I heard my mom say, she was sobbing and holding my father, I stood and I realized I have tears in my eyes.

"I will not have a… a thing like him in my house" my father said in disgust.

"He is your son!" my mother cried.

"I don't have a son, I only have two daughters" my father said coldly.

"But where am I supposed to go?" I asked.

"I don't know, maybe go stay at your girlfriend's house!" he shut the door and stood there for a while, waiting for someone to open the door, even though I knew better than this, my sisters were at Crawford academy, and my mother will not disobey my father.

After about half an hour I started walking towards my car, I knew I have the rest of the year at Dalton, because my father always paid in advance, but it was already May and I had nowhere else to stay.

So I just drove, not even noticing I was going to Quinn's house until I parked in the parking lot, it was night, and it was raining so I decided to do the worst thing I could ever do morally, because I had no other choice.

I walked up to the door and knocked on it, I saw Quinn opening the door for me, she looked at me and she saw the tears I didn't even knew I had running down my face.

"Blaine" she didn't hug me or kiss me like she used to once, i don't know why, but at the moment I was thankful.

"My father kicked me out" I said lamely, but she immediately let me in, i was soaked wet, but I didn't even notice, I saw fear in her eyes.

"Why?" she asked, we were still standing in the entrance, even though at least now I was inside.

"I don't know" I lied.

"Today is your sixteenth birthday" she said, and I scanned her house trying to avoid her piercing eyes, her house was beautiful as always, I knew just behind that shut door is probably her mother, cooking with earphones and behind this door is her father, watching football, and up those white stairs there is her room, where we shared so many kisses that went to waste, because now I didn't believe in this soul mate thing before, but drawing opened my eyes, now I know Quinn is not right for me.

"It is" I say quietly, trying to avoid her piercing eyes.

"We aren't soul mates are we?" she says quietly, I shut my eyes and curse myself for what I'm about to say, I pull my best fake smile and look her straight in the eyes.

"What are you talking about? Of course we are!" I lie and I look at her as her face twist in a smile but her eyes says fear.

"Oh! Well, that's wonderful! You are welcome to stay here as long as you want" she says and kisses me, I can still feel the passion in the kiss, but I don't mistake it for love this time.

"Oh, Blaine! I wasn't expecting you here! You are soaking wet!" her mother says and we are quickly parting, Quinn looks at her mother.

"Mother, today was Blaine's sixteenth birthday" Quinn smiles at her.

"Oh! Do you need some soul paints? We have Quinn's…" she starts saying.

"He already drew mom" Quinn says and smiles at her, all hint to the fear was gone, but I felt sick as I was trying my hardest to smile.

"Ohh! You are going to be my son in law! Ohh, we always knew it will be you Blaine, I'm so happy…" she started chirping about our wedding and how easy it will be to find me a tux, because of my hazel eyes.

"Mom, Blaine's dad kicked him out, he doesn't know why" Quinn says and I hold her close.

"Well, you can stay with us for as long as you want" she said and then remembered I was wet, she started treating me and I felt terrible.

This people were so kind, so believing, and I lied to them.

I knew this isn't a solution for long terms, because Quinn's birthday will be in the first day of the summer vacation, and then she will find out that I'm not her soul mate and she will freak.

I just have to find Kurt Hummel first.

I excused myself from dinner, I said I was tired, I blessed everyone good night, but I didn't wait to hear them saying it back, I just left for my room.

I turned my iPod on, it played 'such a lonely day' by 'system of the down'.

What an appropriate song for this day.

Such a lonely day
and it's mine
the most loneliest day in my life

Such a lonely day
should be banned
It's a day that I can't stand

I started singing with it, softly, so no one will hear.

The most loneliest day of my life
The most loneliest day of my life

I felt the tears coming up my throat, and I gave up on choking them down, I let them stream on my face.

Such a lonely day
shouldn't exist
It's a day that I'll never miss

Such a lonely day
And it's mine
The most loneliest day of my life

I was singing louder, but not loud enough for the people downstairs to hear me, I poured my entire heart to this song, how my father kicked me out, how I lied to Quinn, which is probably the sweetest girl I've ever met except my little sister Melody, how my mother didn't stop my dad.

And if you go,
I wanna go with you
And if you die,
I wanna die with you
Take your hand and walk away

But most of all, I was crying about how I understand now, how empty I was all this time, I know now that a part of me is missing, I can feel its absence now, and I know the only one that can fill it is Kurt Hummel.

The most loneliest day of my life
The most loneliest day of my life
The most loneliest day of my life

It's ironic really, that the one day I was supposed to find my other half, was the day I lost everything I have.

My family, my girlfriend, my home… I lost everything in me to the haunting darkness.

Such a lonely day
And it's mine
It's a day that I am glad I survived.

I whispered the last verse, wiped my tears and decided this day was to long already, I went to sleep with a sigh, never noticing Quinn who watched me the whole time from the hallway.

A/N: hey there again!

I saw all your favorites and story alerts and it made me squeal- I posted this, went to sleep and when I woke up, boom, 21 mails about the story 'the choice I don't have' so thanks guys, its really motivating, but I'm not going to be able to update this soon all the time, today is Saturday but tomorrow school returns…

O.k. so anyways- I know why Quinn is sad and angry and surprised that Blaine is her soul mate, my best friend knows why, but you? You don't!

So if you do want to know, review and tell me that and then I will write the next chapter her pov so you will know.

So review!