SPOV.

When I opened my eyes and saw the alarmclock I got almost a heart attack. 15:00 pm?! With a loud sight I got out of bed, quickly showered and brushed my teeth and hairs. I needed to patrol in 10 minutes, and Sam wasn't in that patrol, crap, crap, crap. When I came down my mom was already gone, but Leah was sitting at the kitchentable.

"I heard from mom that you imprinted" She said without looking at me, she was still concentrating on her cornflakes.

"Yeah on Sam's niece.. "

"Well I hope for you that she won't run off with your cousin" She said bitter, her voice filled with hatred.

"Leah you know AJ won't do that" I said, because I needed to defent her, even though I didn't really knew her in person.. I just knew she wouldn't do that. She was my imprint right?.

"Yeah, Yeah" Leah replied bitter and walked out. Poor Leah, she was still upset about what happened with Sam. And she was really scared she would never imprint, or if she even could. She was also really scared that if she found someone, he would be scared of her when she told him she was a werewolf, because it's a bit weird if your girlfriend was much stronger than you are. I wished I could help her, because I missed the Leah from the old times, the leah who played games with me and laughed because of my silly jokes. I even missed how she gave me those lectures that I needed to do my best on school, or whatever. But I couldn't and now I needed to concentrate about AJ, so I took out my cellphone and dialed Jake's number.

"huh what's going on Seth?" He answered sleepy. He stopped calling me kid when I got even tall as he was, well he really stopped calling me kid after he caught me with a girl. Yeah I think that one came as a real surprise. I still needed to smile when I thought back to that moment, his face on that moment was the funniest thing I ever saw. Even thought the situation i was in was more embarrassing then his, I was the one who started to laugh. Never saw Lisa after that again..

"Jake I need a favour"

"Ohh sure, go ahead what do you need?"

"Can you take over my patrol for now?" I begged, hoping he wouldn't have any plans with Renesmee.

'give me the phone' I heard my best friend mumble on the background, and after a little fight she took the phone from jacob.

"Hi Seth, Sure jake will take over your patrol" She said while she let out a small grin. I heard jake protest on the background, I couldn't help myself and I started to laugh.

"Thanks Ness" I said still grinning and hung up the phone. Now I just needed to find Sam, and I just hoped he could help me. If he didn't had any contact with her I was screwed. I didn't knew where to look for her, she could be anywhere right now. I just needed a clue.. Because I needed to find her somehow. She was my reason for living..

It took me 15 minutes to get to Sam's house, even though I didn't came there often Emily still gave me a warm welcome every time I did come. She was feeling still guilty about the incident with leah and sam so many years ago, so she tried to make up for it everytime she saw her, or me. She made tea for me and brought hundred of cupcakes for me. I had to admit that I ate them all, but that was just because I didn't had any breakfast.

"Seth, Emily told me you wanted to talk to me?" I raised my head, When his eyes met mine he saw that spark . That spark you got after imprinting, after you find your purpose for living. Your eyes turn much brighter after that. I smiled my crooky smile and he sat down.

"On who?" He asked with a grin. He was happy for me, really happy, not that kind of happy you fake because you needed to be happy for someone. No Sam was truly happy for me.

"on your niece"

"My niece?"

"You mean AJ?"

I nodded, and I saw the frown between his eyes. It wasn't because sam didn't wanted AJ to end up with me, because he knew that I would never hurt her, or cheat on her. Imprinted people were the savest people where you could have a relationship with, because they never wanted to hurt the other person. So that frown meant he probably didn't know where she was.. I felt all my hope sink to my shoes.

"Do you know where she is?" I asked really soft, not wanting to face the answer to be honest.

"To be honest i don't know exactly, but I know they moved to port townsend," Port townsend wasn't really far from here.. I ran to the computer and searched for tonner's in port townsend. I found three, and Sam recognized the address, So we jumed in the car and drove towards Port townsend. when we were finally there I suddenly felt really nervous. I mean it's really weird when someone you never saw suddenly came to your house and tells you he's in love with you right?, Suddenly I didn't knew what to do. My heart was pounding so hard in my chest that I thought he was going to burst a hole in it and fall out. I immagined it and a light smile played on my lips, but it wasn't enough to take away this feeling..

" I don't know what to say!" I hissed towards Sam when he stopped the car, even though we drove for hours I was just daydreaming about kissing her and holding her. I hadn't planned anything!. Stupid Stupid Stupid. Sam made a face and stared to me, His eyes widened and I think he finally thought about how we needed to handle this.

"We can say that we just come to visit?" I raised. Sam just shrugged his shoulders and got out of the car.

"Sam what are you doing ?" I hissed, but he didn't responded even though I could swear he heard me. Asshole. i stepped out and sprinted after him, he already rang the doorbell when i was able to caught up. Sam glanced down on me with a light smile, i just growled in response. Great i was going to make a idiotic first impression. Guess we weren't going to tell our kids about how we first met. Jeez I was even blushing!, I never blushed. Not even when mom showed everyone baby nude pictures of me. I just laughed, but now.. Every cell in my body was tensed, I didn't knew what to do, how to stand, how to look like, not how to breathe..

"Jeez Seth calm down, just calm down" Sam mumbled, just right in time, because a second later the door opened. A tall blond man was standing in front off us.

"What do you want?" He spoke slowly, with a dubble tongue and he smelled like scotch. It didn't took a genious to see what was going on.. this man drunk way too much.

"Richard.." Sam spoke, taking the lead now.

"Can we come in, ?, I need to talk to you about something. " The man turned around and somehow reached the living room, which was quite impressing if you saw how he was walking. I exchanged a a glance with sam and walked in. I suddenly had a really bad feeling about this place. We followed him to the livingroom and a bit shyly we sat down on the couch.

"So what do you want?" He said while pouring more scotch in his mouth.

"Can we talk to your daughter for a second Richard?"

"I DON'T HAVE A DAUGHTER" he hissed back, which surprised me. He couldn't just forgot about AJ could he?, that was quite impossible.

"Richard don't play games with us, where is she?"

"I don't have a daughter, I already told you!"

"Sam.." I mumbled, when he caught my glance I pointed out to the ripped pictures on the wall. There were pictures of the whole family, but AJ was scratched out, or ripped off, guessing seeing the empty spaces. Richard stood up and walked towards the wall, he laid one hand on the nearest picture.

"She was soo beautiful, my Amy, my beautiful Amy" I Stood up and walked towards him.

"and what about this girl?" I softly touched the glass, reaching out to my dearest imprint.

"IT'S A MONSTER A CRUEL MONSTER, SHE IS A MONSTER, SHE ISN'T MY DAUGHTER" Richard eyes almost fell out of his head, and drewl landed on his dirty beard that was already filled with crumbs, it made me sick and i turned my eyes to his eyes again.

"Do you know where she is, I really need to find her"

"Why would you like to find her?, she should get killed, not found, she should be killed.. yeah maybe I should try to kill her.." He was mumbling against himself now, but it made me so mad. How could he ever say that?, why would he wanted to have her dead, she couldn't be a cruel person.. Could she?, I just couldn't believe that she would even hurt someone. I glanced over to sam, but I couldn't read his face, his face was totally emotionless..

"Richard tell us where she is" His cold voice cut through his mumbling.

"I don't know, maybe she is in hell, where she belongs" He replied even coldly as Sam.

"Seth we need to go" Sam's voice cut through the silence. I noticed he was shaking, and knowing sam I knew that he wasn't the best in controlling his anger. So I nodded and pulled him to the hallway. We walked outside and he inhaled deeply, it was only now that i noticed how disappointed I felt, how empty I still was. But I got no clues, no chance to find her.. I felt my own hands shaking now too. We walked to the car in silence, we got in and drove away way too hard.

"she is just a kid, how can he not take of her?" he spitted out. I was just thinking the same, he didn't even know where she was. It was the question who was the cruel monster there.. Sam almost crushed the steering wheel, and I wondered if it was better if I would drive, but I wasn't in a better condition so I decided I would just let sam drive. We drove in silence for a while, before sam finally spoke again.

"We need to find her Seth, we need to find her, I just can't let her leave her to faith."

"We are going to find her Sam" i tried to convince sam, but I couldn't even convince myself. I was really scared that we would never find her. Maybe she was lying somewhere on the streets, crying, freezing to death.. Or maybe she was hanging out with the wrong kind of people who were abusing her. Horrible thoughts shot trough my mind. It only made me shake harder. Sam dropped me off on my own place, and I walked in completely burned out. I fell down on the couch and decided that I would never stand up again. My mom walked in and sat down beside me, I laid my head on her shoulder and we sat there for a while without even talking, but there was nothing to say. But I think she understand.. and I was grateful for that. So after a while i gave her a kiss and stood up.

"I'm going to drop by at the cullen's place, I want to talk to Renesmee and Jake" I explained, and she nodded. So I got outside and stripped off my clothes, I propped them im my backpack and transformed. I picked up the backpack with my mouth and started to run. It took me longer then normal, but that was because I took a little detour, just to clear my mind. It didn't worked though.. AJ, she was the only thing I could think about, and the only thing that I couldn't find. on this moment i just wanted to bury my face in her hairs.. I transformed and got dressed, A bit depressed I walked into the cullen's house.

"Hello Seth" I heard Esmee's sweet voice behind me, I turned around and tried to smile. But apparently she noticed that I was faking because she frowned lightly.

"Are you okay?"

"I guess so, thank you for asking,"

"You look like you need a hug, she is upstairs hunny" I nodded and walked towards Nessie's room. This one was totally black and white, the other one in the cottage was green, but I liked this one better. Not that I didn't liked green, I loved green because AJ's eyes were green, but I just liked this one more. I knocked and walked in, even though Renesmee and I were best friends, i didn't wanted to caught my best friends messing with mister black. So when the coast was clear I walked in, and Nessie gave me a hug. When she saw my eyes she ticked on the seat next to her and just stared at me. I took a deep sight, swallowing away the pain, and started to tell her the story. After I was done, she frowned deep and she bit her nails, she always did that when she was deeply in thought.

"Maybe.."

"Maybe what Ness?, there's no maybe, I'm just doomed"

"I've got an idea come on" She took my big hand with her small one and pulled me from the bed, it still surprised me how strong she was. She pulled me to Carlilse office, and right in front of the door she told me to wait. After 7 seconds she came back with her grandpa and father. She just winked and pulled me in, Carlisle turned on the computer, and Edward took place after it, he lost my intrest after he started to mess with all kind of programs, which I didn't understanded anyway, I just stared out of the window. Carlilse switched seats with Edward.

"Seth what's her real name?"

"AJ"

"Her whole name you idiot" Renesmee muttered. Now they caught my intrest, what were they going to do?

"Her whole name is Aliceïnda Jessica Tonner, why do you need to know?"

"if we track her medical dossier, we maybe can find out where she is" Renesmee explained, her eyes focused on the screen. Carlisle slowly ticked in her name, her date of birth and pressed enter. and in that one second more adrenaline rushed through my body then I ever had in my whole life.I blinked, took a deep breath and tried not to have too much hope. I turned my eyes to the screen.

'one match found'

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