Heylow readers of randomness! I'm extremely ecstatic to tell you that I received my first two reviews ever from cacat6565 and moniqc, so a shout out to you wonderful people =) So, the last chapter was just kind of catching you guys up on what's going on at the mo. So, I've decided what I'm going to do with regards to the BxE physical relationship, and yes, it contains citrus goodness! So the lemonade will be possibly in the next chapter, so prepare your selves! Anyways, enough of my insane blabbering, I have some writing and you guys have some reading to do! xXx OoO
PS, I've made Bella athletic. Sorry! But I'm a gymnast, it's just not in my nature to actually MAKE someone a klutz, even if I am when I'm without equipment!
Disclaimer!!!!! I forgot this in the last chapter, but encase you haven't noticed, the wonderful Twilight saga doesn't belong to me; proof of this is in my bank account, unfortunately. Although, I do enjoy stealing the characters for a little fun every once in a while =) Hehe, I only own Rebecca, eh, Chewy ;) And, um…any teachers you may recognise if you go to my school are COMPLETELY fictional and any resemblance to actual teachers is absolute coincidence ;) Don't worry if you don't understand the underlined bit =)
Sorry about the long A/N!!!!!!!
Enjoy!
Chapter two: Crossing the line
I awoke the next morning in quite an inappropriate position. My arms were around Edwards's neck so tight that if he was human, he'd be struggling for breath, but that wasn't the worst-or BEST-part. My right leg was thrown over his hip, and I could feel every part of his body through our clothes-not that I was complaining or anything, but there are strict ground rules that Edward has laid down regarding our physical relationship-I could even feel a little bit of his…erm…package. I remembered the dream I'd had last nigh, about my idea… My imagination started to run wild and my heart picked up to the pace of a humming birds wings, of course, Edward heard this and whispered, "Good morning, angel." I looked up into his topaz eyes. They were filled with love, but were diluted by something that I struggled to identify. Anger? No. Indecision? No. I think…I think he's exited but worried. I don't know.
"Well, it is now, but what's wrong, babe?" I asked.
"Is there something you want to tell me, love?" Okay, now I'm confused. Wait! Oh shit. What had I said during my dream? Fuck, fuck, fuck!
"Um, no…" I supposed it was better to go with denial, even though I couldn't lie to save my life. He looked slightly relieved, but I could tell he still didn't believe me completely.
"Oh. Okay. Ready to get up for school?" Grrr. School.
"No! Can't we just stay like this?" I squeezed myself to his body and tightened my grasp on his body to show him what I meant. He stood from the bed and pulled the warm blankets from my body.
"Edward!" I squeaked.
"Rise and shine, sweetheart, we're already running a bit late." Stupid vampire using damn logic to get me out of bed.
"Fine. But you're paying for that later." I said, rising to my feet, and kissing him swiftly on the cheek. I headed to the bathroom, washed my face, brushed my teeth and decided that my hair was unmanageable, so I threw it up into a high pony tail.
All too soon, the school day was over. Tuesdays always pass quickly for me, because I have double physics, double art, and stuff, then I had PE at the end. At the end of the school day, we headed over to Edwards home.
"Beeelllllllaaaaaa!" Squealed Alice as she ran up to me and lifted me in a tight embrace.
"Please, Ali, don't do this to me again!" I pleaded, knowing full well what she wanted me to do, and knowing that she knew that I knew she knew that she was going to win. As usual.
"But Bella! Please, I don't remember my human life; I may as well have not had one at all. Please." She whipped out the puppy dog eyes, and jutted out her lower lip. It wasn't fair of her to do that to me, she knows I'm a push over!
"Fine, Al. But make it quick." I reluctantly gave in.
"Yay!" She squeaked and rushed me to the hell that she called a closet. I closed my eyes and went to my happy place. Then. Bella Barbie began. I tried not to register what happened in there. Even thinking about where I was made me shiver.
Even though I didn't enjoy the whole getting glammed up, I did usually like the end result. Today, Alice decided I could dress casual, so I came out of Alice and Jaspers room wearing a pair of dark, figure hugging bootleg jeans, some silver flats with navy blue rhinestones and a longish navy blue vest top with a pattern of small silver roses on the hemline and quite a low cut neckline. My hair was straightened perfectly with a few loose curls which were clipped together at the back with a silver clip. As for my make up, it was a smoky eye with some added eyeliner, mascara which made my eyes really stand out and a soft pink lip gloss. Of course, being me I had no need for blusher, and my skin is smooth and, I'll admit, rather perfect, so there's no need for foundation either. I actually looked kind of cute.
I walked into Edwards's room. I missed him and hungered for his embrace. He was sitting on his black sofa, reading Wuthering Heights. Wearing no shirt. I think I drooled a little bit
He spoke without looking up from the book. "I honestly don't know what you find so intriguing about this book. The characters are so-" He then looked up from the book and his jaw dropped. He quickly closed his mouth and set the book down. I could've sworn I caught him staring at my chest. I kind of liked that. Although, Edward being a gentleman and all, looked up into my eyes and sped over to me at vampire speed and snatched me into his arms.
"You look nice," he smiled and I think I caught him looking down my shirt. "Too nice." He winked at me. "You're all mine, though, and if Mike seen you like this, I think he'd collapse." He smirked.
"Yes, Edward I'm all yours. Every last bit of me. From my head." I grabbed his hand and led it from my hair- "All the way down" -I pulled his hand down along my neck and collarbone, and down the side of my body, stopping for a moment on the side of my breasts, then down further and let his hand rest on my ass. "To my toes." He looked to where his hand rested and back into my eyes. He tugged me closer with the hand on my ass and pressed his lips to mine. His lips were urgent. He'd never kissed me like this before. Ever. I wondered what brought this on. Then I realised. I don't really care. I kissed my man back. Hard. And tangled my left hand in his hair. I used my right hand to explore his perfect torso. And he groaned. Wait a sec. He groaned. Edward? My Edward? Groaned? I felt the familiar wetness between my legs. He obviously smelt it. All of a sudden, there was no Edward in my arms. I opened my eyes and searched the room with my eyes. He was at the other side of the room, his jaw tight, and his eyes hungry.
"I'm sorry, Edward." I said my voice small.
"No, Bella. It wasn't your fault. I shouldn't have kissed you like that. I apologize, love."
"Really Edward, shirtless? How can you expect me not to pounce on you?"
"Sorry" He looked remorseful.
"Sorry? Silly vampire! I loved it." I winked.
"I can smell that." He smiled my crooked grin.
Well, then. Today, I was going to be bold. He crosses his lines? Then I'm going to go a bit wild today too. I walked up to him slowly. I wrapped my arms around his neck and whispered in his ear, "Only you, Edward. Only you make me do that." His hand roamed down my back and he growled. It was the single sexiest thing I'd ever heard. I nibbled on his earlobe and kissed his neck.
"Mmm. Bella." He whispered huskily. He cleared his throat and blinked a couple of times. "Bella." His voice had changed this time. He was more in control now. "Stop, love." He pulled away from me. And it hurt. Rejection washed through me, clear and strong. Looked up at him.
"Oh, no, love. Don't cry baby. Please. You know why we can't. Shh. Don't cry." He rocked me back and forth, rubbing soothing circles into my lower back and wiped away a tear from my eye which I hadn't realised was there. We sat like that a while and he randomly placed kisses on my cheeks and forehead.
"I love you, you know." I said breaking the silence.
"I love you too, babe." He smiled.
That night I had a very wonderful dream. Edward and I…On a beach…Naked…Nuff said. I awoke hot and bothered and inappropriately draped over Edward again. I blushed all the way to my hairline, imagining the things that I must have said in my sleep. He was smirking at me and I blushed even further, if that was possible. I was honestly very wet. Oh dear. I shifted myself into a more innocent position on the bed and as I removed my leg from its grip around his waist, it came across something hard. Oh. My God. Edward is hard. Oh fuck. I turned away from Edward-my heart racing-to hide the huge grin on my face. I can make Edward hard in my sleep! I thought. Exhausted from my dreaming, I fell asleep without any dreams the rest of the night.
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Three and a half weeks passed since that night. I thought about it every few minutes, smirking to myself. Neither of us mentioned it once.
But now, it was time. And I was going to put my plan into action.
CLIFFY!!!!!
Don't you just want to know what her plan is! Well, then tune in next time to find out!!
A lemon is in the next chapter, so be ready!!!!
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