Hey hey hey guys how did you like the first chapter or scene well I no longer know what to call it so I'm going to call it an episode. Did you guys love it? Hate it? Don't want me to ever write something like this again? or what? I have no idea what you guys are thinking I'm not a mind reader so spare me the-
Hishiro: FallennChained-san?
Yes, Chizu?
Hishiro: What are you doing with that camera?
Nothing special really? Just making a documentary for the fans you know.
Hishiro: shakes head I don't know what you mean by that.
Well it's kind of like the life outside the set you know and by the way, you don't have to call me by my full name since I don't call you by yours, Chizu
Hishiro: Are you sure about that because I need some time to think of a name for you.
Haha, Chizu you crack me up you know that. Just call me Fallen
Hishiro: I see then Fallen what are we going to do now
Well seeing as the rest of the members haven't arrived yet let's just shoot one of the later scenes today with you in it
Hishiro: I don't think I can do it alone
Don't worry I'm here to help you besides it's not like you have to take the scene in one take though it may be recommended but take all the time you need. to the side seeing how the rest of the members didn't bother to show up.
Hishiro: Did you say something?
Uuuuuuuhhhh... I said action!
Hishiro: Huh...erm... Uhm... thank you for... this?
laughs sorry I was kidding I almost forgot to do something. Ahem, without any other delays I own none of relife nor the characters. Their personalities maybe messed up but please bare with me and now we have word from Chizu.
Hishiro: The following episode will take place at my apartment and this is still in a different world. I would be thinking about Kaizaki and what I should be doing after these feelings have been figured out... um, Fallen...
hmm?
Hishiro: I'm just reading the script and it doesn't sound like me a bit at all
well, of course, I'm not the one who wrote about you. I'm merely just doing this out of pure luck nothing more and nothing less.
Hishiro: I thought you made this in order to get your name out there.
nah I wrote this for fun besides don't you want to have fun with this piece tell you what you can ad-lib in this episode okay.
Hishiro: nods okay
Okay, now we start with the episode so hand me that script and just toss it here turns on shredder and shreds the script for the following episode. Good luck Chizu you are ad-libbing the whole thing and I mean the whole thing.
Hishiro: I'll... I'll do my best
In Hishiro's apartment... right after the following chapter of relife chapter 180 with somewhat of some minor changes Onoya just left Hishiro's apartment with Hishiro confirming her feelings for Kaizaki.
Slams door. Hishiro stops waving and walks back to the table to clean up the empty cans of beer. Once she finished she looked at the night scenery from behind the glass where the balcony was on the other side.
"Kaizaki-san is someone who is of importance to me and this is a first I have felt these feelings." Hishiro brought her hand up to her chest and the other to the cold glass window as she sees herself in the reflecting of the glass.
"What am I to Kaizaki-san and why is he occupying my mind so often?" Her hand tightens around her clothing and she notices that something was in pain. Like someone was hollowing her out every time she thought of a certain grayish-blue haired boy. No boy wasn't a term Hishiro would put it but more of a man.
"What does he think of me?" Looking back at the tailing of her best friend well more like her very first friend that Kaizaki-san helped her get and his smile made her all warm and fuzzy not to mention her heart went thump over it. The moment she told Onoya that when she hung out with Kaizaki to look after her friend and her boyfriend to see if they could get through yet another rough patch she wanted to call it a date. Something didn't make sense why would she want to call it a date is it because she wanted to be something closer to Kaizaki that no one could fill up that space other than Kaizaki himself. She didn't understand why it was only Kaizaki that was making her feel this way. There was Yoake at the time when they were alone in the classroom and that he was really close to her though she didn't understand why he gave her a hurt smile when she told him that it was after school and her urgency to get home to go grocery shopping. There was also the time when she was listening to the confession that her best friend Kairu was doing to Ohga even though he was the one who blurted it out.
"Why does Kaizaki-san occupy my mind so much that it hurts? Why does me not being beside Kaizaki-san feels so lonely?" Hishiro remembered that all throughout her 17 years of life without Kaizaki-san she was all alone and she didn't mind not even for a bit but ever since she met him she found herself looking for Kaizaki-san at every corner she turned in school in every classroom she passed during the breaks. Once she found him outside playing with Ohga and the others she just stood there to see his smile that brought a thumping to her chest. After that when he noticed her staring he smiled at her and called her out to come play. She refused since it wasn't like her and not she regretted it but what was regret.
Hishiro turned to the computer and typed in what regret is. Google-sensei answered back.
a feeling of sadness, repentance, or disappointment over something that has happened or been done.
Was this how I felt when Kaizaki-san said that what we did wasn't a date It was then a message was sent to Hishiro's phone and she looked at it.
Thanks Hishiro-san for accompanying me to see if things were good with Kaori and Ohga you're a great friend.
Oh by the way I thought you might like a full moon since it's out today just don't catch a cold out there. -Kaizaki
Hishiro just replied with an Okay cat emoji. She stood up and walked over to the balcony to look at the full moon that was covered a little bit by the clouds but it still stood out brightly not caring about its obstacles it was currently facing. A cold breeze hit her making her shiver at its touch and it reminded her that this was the way things should be even if Kaizaki-san turned out to be someone of importance to her. This feeling she has would only burden him seeing as the way they were was fine with her. She turned around to enter her apartment and saw her reflection. There stood her with tears streaming down her face. She didn't notice that this had occurred and wondered why it was giving her a pained reflection as well the pain in her heart that never seemed to stop. Her legs gave out as she held her hand over her mouth to muffle the sounds of her cry as she finally realized that her feelings for Kaizaki-san was exactly like Kairu's love for Ohga. A romantic feeling and that it won't be fulfilled because someone like her would never suit a person like Kaizaki-san. That night Hishiro cried herself to sleep knowing that these feelings cannot be revealed to anyone. It would be her very first secret to herself and the others.
And that's a wrap tears up Chizu~ your acting is really awesome. You got me on the verge of tears at the moment.
Hishiro: I'm sorry I just did what I thought felt right.
It's alright. If you ever need anything I'm always here for you to confide in. wipes tears away from corner of the eyes.
Hishiro: So what do we do now?
Well we mostly me I say review this episode. Did you hate it?
Hishiro: Wait people are going to hate it?
No no no Chizu some people do not hate you at all-
Kaizaki: Hey sorry I'm late hope you didn't start without me
rolls up paper and whacks it across Kaizaki's head causing him to have a big bump to grow on his head We already finished the episode.
Kaizaki: W-what?
Anyways as I was saying love it? Hate it? Comment and review it tell us what you want next.
Kaizaki: wait wait wait I came here for nothing!?
No you are doing the Omake why cause you made poor Chizu go through all this alone now action!
Kaizaki: I'm sorry!!
Omake:
Emoji of cat was sent that said okay. Kaizaki was on the balcony with a cigarette in his mouth looking up at the full moon in the sky. He remembered how soft Hishiro's hand felt against his and his worry that Hishiro would notice how sweaty he became and let go of his hand. He shoves it into his pocket and didn't look back at Hishiro. Little did he know that Hishiro wore a pained expression thinking g that Kaizaki didn't like holding her hand and wanted to avoid it at all costs.