A/N: I'm glad you guys liked my new fan fic. Hope you like this chapter. I wrote the first two pages in five minutes. I'm so weird. Oh, and the little poem is what the chapter is about. I'm going to start doing those as well now. Oh and I can't believe I used 2 Lily Allen songs in the one chapter.
Disclaimer- I do not own Camp rock or any songs used in this fan fiction.
Mitchie's POV
Play list - Everything's Just Wonderful – Lily Allen
Secrets are a girls worst nightmare
When the nightmare is realized
It's best alone
Not near three famous boys
"Don't Worry" He told me.
How can I trust someone? Okay, Shane Gray isn't just someone. He's one of the hottest twine heart throb but I don't like him in that sense. I know what your thinking, 'this girl DOESN"T like Shane Gray?' I looked over to Caitlyn. If she told.....
No, I'm not a violent person. But there are secrets you wish never existed. Like when you get your period in elementary school, you wet your pants grade 3, vomit on your first crush. I'm thankful that none of them have happened to me. My chest ached. My throat parched. It wasn't like I had been unconscious forever. It was what? Ten? Twenty minutes? Not long.
I reluctantly smiled. It wasn't my usual lips to the end of my face smile. It was a bleak 'I'm fine. Not really' sort of smile. "Can we just go?" I asked Caitlyn. The less time spent in the company of famous people the better. Sure they were supposedly 'nice'. But how can you tell? On T.V they look unnatural. When you stand next to them it's so much different. You can see emotions on their face. See that there actually real. Not some hologram of perfection.
Shane's hand was on my back as though he was ready for me to faint again. Its not like I'm going to faint at the sight of you, I thought. Nate Black and Jason Jones sat comfortable in arm chairs. I sighed. If only Shane would relax, Why would he care? All this I thought.
Caitlyn stood furthest from me. Tear marks on her face. It was unfortunate; she was wearing really good eye shadow. Caitlyn shook her head. "With any luck the fan girls will be back and screaming." Caitlyn said. She looked me in the eyes with 'and do you really need to be near more camera flashes today?' look. I sighed. Jason rose from his seat to look out the window.
"Jas, Do you really need to look at birds right now? With fan girls staking out the house and all." Nate said calmly. His voice was normal. Nothing special. I held back a laugh. Why on earth would the connect 3 boys even care about little miss nobody? Your nothing important Mitchie, remember your not famous, have no famous family or even friends, just Caitlyn and Sierra. Oh wait.. Sierra moved schools, Just Caitlyn then. You are sad Mitchie Torres.
"Nate, There's nothing out there. I think the girls can go." Jason said. From interviews on T.V Jason had never spoken. Its kind of funny. After all Jason's voice is just like the other two. "I wasn't looking at birds!" Jason blurted. Shane hit his head with his hand that wasn't keeping me elevated. I have to admit that it was good that his hand was there. It was sort of a comfort blanket in a way. Like it had been there many a time before. Snap out of it Mitchie, I thought.
I reluctantly stood up. Shane stood at the same time as me. Careful in case I fell. I glared at him. Does he honestly think I'm a five year old? I'm fifteen for crying out loud. And he's fifteen and a half. Not much different. Just the four months. Hang on, How do I know that? "Let's go." I said to Caitlyn stiffly.
Nate looked over at Caitlyn waiting an answer. Jason kept his eye on the window sill. Shane right behind me. I could feel his warm breath on my back. I shivered slightly stumbling backwards. Not completely falling though. The funny thing is Shane caught me before anything serous could happen. I smiled weakly before muttering a "Thanks" Shane smiled. "Don't worry." He said. Hang on, What happened to Jerk boy Gray? He's gone? Oh my gosh?
I quickly stood. It was a hard struggle after all his arms were so warm and comforting. His black t-shirt read 'Connect 3'. Not the most original but simple. I noticed the other boys wearing similar t-shirts. "You sure your going to be right?" Shane asked. I nodded but not before Caitlyn shook her head. Great, now I've got to spend longer with three hormonal boys that want to know why I collapsed before and one overly concerned friend that wants to know why I didn't tell her about my problem.
"I'm fine." I said. Caitlyn sighed. She must have whispered something to Shane because the next thing I saw I was sitting in a little room with Caitlyn. "What?" I asked. Caitlyn looked up at me. "What you've got is serious. Take it seriously." Caitlyn said. I sighed. "Can we just go?" I asked "Of all places to talk about this we want to talk a few rooms away from three famous and rich boys." Caitlyn shook her head at my comments. "If you had told me before." She said. And you know what I stood and walked out of the room. Okay, walked is pushing it. I stumbled out of the room.
I stumbled though the front door. Shane seemed to be following me. Caitlyn not far behind me by my best bets. Why on earth was Shane Gray following? Caitlyn was understandable. But Shane doesn't even know me. After all, I'm a nobody. I walked out of the house. I was thankful that I had recovered… slightly. I didn't want to spend any more time in there. It was like I couldn't breathe. But the cologne of the boys was so inviting. Suffocating in pleasure? Yea right, it was a nightmare in there.
As I walked I hear not two pairs of foot steps. Four sets of feet one pair reluctant. I got all the way to the gate. Boy the driveway seemed to have gone on forever. Sure enough Shane walked in front of me to open the gate. I walked though the gate. I heard the reluctant pair of feet stop to close the gate after everyone. Shane, Can't you hear that one of your band mates doesn't want to be following a nobody. You should follow that band members foot steps. Then we wouldn't be in this mess.
Nate's POV
Play list – The Fear - Lily Allen
Shane seems to have an obsession with lame girls. Why? You ask. Ever since 'Mitchie' fell to the ground it's like he saw Jesus. It's not like 'Mitchie' is a saint fallen from heaven and if she falls to the ground it counts as a sin to others.
Shane stood quickly following Mitchie out the front door. Jason followed Caitlyn I reluctantly followed. My feet trudging though the soft green grass. I hated being told what to do. Nate Black is a free man. One of fame and of dignity. Shane and Jason didn't seem to think so. We had reached the black metal gate. What you don't realize is that it looks as though were playing 'follow the leader'. Well for once I want to be the leader!
I quickly shut the gate after everyone had gone though it. Who does Shane think he is? Oh right, I'm Shane Gray the 'Rocks star.' He is so annoying. So you know what? I just might show him how annoying he truly is. We all walked along the side walk. Shane wasn't even wearing shoes. I made the second line so that I stood next to Shane. "Hey bro." I said in a weird voice. My annoying voice was much like my pre-puberty voice. High pitched and baby like.
Shane simply stared at the back of 'Mitchie's' hair. Caitlyn looked at me her head turned in confusion. "Bro?" She asked. I smiled. My smile was simple it wasn't head turning. My lips slide up my teeth barely showing kind of evil but not quite. Caitlyn seemed to laugh though. Shane gritted his teeth. Jason was looking at birds not paying attention to any of us. "Where are we going?" I asked Caitlyn. She shrugged her shoulders. I walked ahead of everyone including 'Mitchie'. Then I turned and walked backwards so that I was facing the tear filled face of 'Mitchie'. "Where are we going?" I asked her sticking my face close to hers in a rude way.
'Mitchie' didn't like that. She bared her teeth aggressively. Her lips didn't curl upwards like most people did. Her lips went straight along as though they were trying to over lap the side of her face. I smiled my evil smile. "COOL!" Jason yelled. 'Mitchie' suddenly dropped her evil glare. Shane hit his head on his hand. "Calm Jas. Calm." Shane repeated.
How come every time someone like myself trys to be mean they always end up the good guy? The guy that goes and calms the immature? If you've ever been that guy help me. Hang on…. Who am I talking To?
Caitlyn's POV
Play List – Disturbia – Rhianna
How can someone hide everything from you? Two words and everything changes? Two frigging words. Everything was great before hand.
'A clock has to hit twelve some time.' And when it does everything bad will be gone. I hope that clock doesn't brake then. I can only hope.
I can't believe it. I'm hanging with Shane Gray, Jason Jones and Nate Black. How cool? But my main focus at the moment was Mitchie. Mitchie and her condition she didn't take seriously. I can't even bring myself to say the words.
I walked in between Jason and Shane. Nate talking to Mitchie. "COOL!" Jason exclaimed. I sighed. Shane told him to calm down. What he was going on about I don't really know. I took the place of standing next to Mitchie. Nate was keeping Jason under control and Shane walking behind us. "Mitch, Let's get you home." I said quietly to her. She nodded. Her eyes tear filled.
It was sad. Who knew two words brought so much pain to someone. Two words that could do so much damage. Two words kept hiding for 15 years. Two words of heart ach and sadness. Two words that can bring death to someone. Two words that can kill you. Two words that is serious.
We kept walking in our 'formation'. Next thing I knew we were outside Mitchie's house. "We'll be right." I said to Shane. He shook his head. I sighed. Who knew that Shane was a thick head?
That's when I truly realized that Shane was right. We wouldn't be right. What happens if Mitchie has an episode and I'm the only one there to help her? I can't keep Mitchie up right by myself. Mitchie rolled her eyes. Not even bothering to conceal it from Shane. That's when I knew she didn't conceal it from Shane because she didn't want to. It was because she couldn't.
I dialed 000. "Ambulance please" I said. Shane was supporting Mitchie. "Keep her up right!" I yelled at Shane.
A/N: I'm keeping you hanging on Mitchie's problem till the next Chapter. Sorry that nothing happened till the end but I felt that you all needed to feel for the characters before anything new could happen.
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