I swallowed sharply, getting a little nervous to what I would say to the Cullen's, but once they were about ten feet away I saw another figure approaching from the corner of my eye. I turned slowly ripping my eyes from the vampires to see Carry making her way over. She was still beautiful, as beautiful as Rosalie if not more. Her frame was still delicate, just a little bit taller then Alice, but as slender. She smiled and waved at me glancing at the Cullen's real fast and then shot me a confused look.
I laughed quietly to myself and turned to see all of Cullen's staring at her, jaws hanging way open at how a human could possibly compare to their supernatural beauty. I concentrated mostly on Rosalie's reaction, she let out a low snort of discuss but still not as fazed by it as she was in my dream.
Then I looked behind Carry to see a gigantic figure making his way over to us also, "What? Are you guys cutting?" I asked Carry and Jacob humored.
"That's the idea," Carry said with a witty tone.
"I am so glad I am friends with such slackers," I laughed.
I then turned to the Cullen's, who were still staring at the tiny figure who was now seated next to me, "These are my best friends Carry and Jacob," I said smiling.
They stared at them for a moment more and then averted they're attention back to me. I sighed as I asked the next question, "How's Edward?"
Alice laughed bitterly, "As stubborn as ever, but your prediction was just a bit wrong," she smiled at me.
"And how would that be?" I asked skeptically raising an eyebrow.
"He's going to be back a lot sooner then you predicted," at that moment Edward walked into the lunchroom looking curiously around for his siblings. Once he spotted them he gave Alice a death glare for sitting with me, I'm guessing. He strode towards their usual lunch table and sat down with a "plop."
"Why is he here?" I asked anxiously.
"I convinced him not to go. I told him he is a lot stronger then he is giving himself credit for, and let me tell you, it was no picnic in the park convincing him to stay. There was a lot of things being thrown," she whispered to me while making a face of discuss as I assume she was remembering the moment.
I couldn't take my eyes off of the glorious form sitting across the cafeteria from me. He shot me several glares in the process, but I just smiled. Whenever I let a smile over come my face he would quickly turn his head and I could see the corner of his mouth twitching, threatening to give out at anytime and expose his softer side.
I was pulled out of my trance as Carry shook me, "C'mon we are going to be late for class."
"Oh," I grunted while scooping up my books. I said my good-byes to the Cullen's as they walked the other way. Carry's next class was right next to my next class, so we walked together.
"So who were those kids?" she asked curiously.
"Old friends," I whispered.
"But-" I cut her off before she could say anymore.
"Just drop it, please." I was feeling a little tense because I couldn't stop thinking of how my next class is going to go. She gave me a hurt glare and stormed off. I sighed, mentally asking for her forgiveness.
I tiptoed into the class scared of Edward's reaction, but when I saw his face it was as hard as stone. I gave a slight smile and then sat down in my rightful seat next to him. The extended weekend was coming up soon for our school's annual fair so our drama teacher just told us to turn and talk to our partner.
"So…umm…" I didn't know what to say. But suddenly he whipped his head around to me and said harshly but still looked as if he was in pain, "Why don't you just give up. I'm never going to except you, neither is my family. Please make it easy for you and me, and leave me be," I felt the hot tears threatening to spill from the brims of my eyes.
I let out a loud gasp, and then I quickly covered my mouth with my hand as the tears made their way down my face. I stood quickly and ran for the door, of course I tripped more then once but I mad it to the door successfully without hurting myself.
As I made it to the door I looked back to see Edward looking away pained. I let out another gasp of pain as I ran out to the pouring rain. I made it about twenty feet before I collapsed on the grown while my body shook violently with wet, tearful sobs.
I covered my face with my hands crying to no end. At that moment I felt as if my life was crashing down. The boy, the vampire that I fell deeply in love with just because of a dream was causing me to feel like my heart was just ripped out from its rightful place.
At that moment, at the moment I was about to fall completely to the grown, I felt a cold hand being placed on my shoulder. I looked up through my red, puffy, wet eyes to see an angel standing above me, beaconing me to join him. He then lifted me off the wet grown pulling me into a strong hug as he brushed my wet hair with his hand.
"Isabella Swan, you have an incredible gift. I've only known you personally for two days and you have led me to believe I should be in love with you, no not just that, you have led me to fall madly in love with you in this short time. What is so different about you? I have tried desperately to push you away, but you are just to powerful," Edward said with pain ringing though out his voice.
I then let out another loud gasp, "Oh God! I love you more then the sun, only because you are the sun in my world. My subconscious has led me to love you without actually fully knowing you."
Now I was gripping onto his shirt letting out heavy wet sobs. "No," I whispered. "I can't do this," I said.
"What are you talking about?" Edward asked me.
"You deserve better. You deserve someone stronger, not as weak you deserve someone from a runway, Edward! Can't you see! You deserve someone better! That's why fate has made it this way! So I would only get my pleasure in a dream! But you! You are destine for much more!"
He just laughed at my attempt to push him away after trying for the past two days, to get him to love me as I loved him, "I cant do any better. But you, you can do a hell of a lot better. I am a demon, you are an angel, but I still cannot see how you can love someone as me. You can also have an angel by your side, but you chose me. Why? Why do you choose me?"
"You are nor a demon nor an angel, your much more. You're my Angel, you're my Demon, and you're my Guardian. You're my guardian angel that has descended from a place you would much rather not have came from. You're everything I could want, but I'm not everything you deserve," I whispered with tears flowing freely.
I tried to turn around by he grabbed my arm and spun me around to look at him, he pulled me close and I looked up into his golden eyes as he looked down upon me brushing my wet, stringy hair, "Oh, how right, and wrong you are," he said as he leaned down and gave me the softest of kisses.
"I love you Isabella Swan, I don't know how, and I don't exactly know why, but oh how I do," He said with his face bent over mine, just an inch away as he breathed that intoxicating sent into my nostrils.
"And I you Edward Cullen."
