a/n - hey, yeah sorry, i WAS going to put this up yesterday, but i didnt get around to it, and those of you who read the other one, jealousy tears and laughter? I havent finished the chapter but ill get it up tomorrow xx enjoy!

-memory-

Kendall laced his fingers in with Logan's as they walked down the street, smiling and laughing. They we're going on their first date and had just been to see a movie, a chick flick, which raised a few eyebrows but neither of the two cared. They loved each other too much to even realise they were getting stares from members of the public as they walked along.

Kendall pulled Logan down an alleyway and on the other end was a gorgeous little restaurant. Logan's face lit up as he realised that was where they were going. It was the place they had first met when they were 4 and they used to come here all the time but stopped when Kendall's dad left. Neither of the two boys knew why he left, he just had, they were too young to understand.

The restaurant was a small, family owned place that had vines running around it and other plants hanging from baskets on the outside. Logan smiled at Kendall squeezed his hand and walked towards the entrance

-End memory-

Logan looked at the worn down old restaurant. The past three years had been cruel to it, the wood was covered in moss and the hanging baskets looked dreary but somehow it added to the beauty of the place. He clutched the sonogram DVD to his chest as Kendall pulled him towards the restaurant, not wanting to let it go in fear that this was all just a dream. He had found out he was pregnant with Kendall's child, and now they we're going to a restaurant they hadn't been to in three years that he was surprised was still open and running smoothly.

The two were seated and had ordered their food when Kendall looked at the DVD sitting next to Logan, who kept looking at it.

"Logie baby, it's not going to go away, this is all real" Logan blushed and smiled innocently.

"What isn't?" Kendall gave him an 'oh c'mon' look and shook his head.

"You know what I'm talking about, the baby? This is all real, and I'm so happy it is" Logan shook his head and let out a false laugh.

"I know Kendall, I'm not an idiot" Kendall raised one eyebrow.

"So you wouldn't mind if I just take this..." Kendall reached for the DVD that was next to Logan but was stopped when Logan grabbed it and held it to him.

"Okay fine, maybe I'm a little anxious. I'm hormonal, it happens" Kendall chuckled and shook his head.

"You are so strange..." Logan pouted playfully but soon stopped as Kendall leant over and kissed him "But I wouldn't have you any other way" Logan felt his face flush red as he put the DVD into his bag and looked back at Kendall who was smiling goofily.

"Whhaatt?" Logan whined as Kendall didn't look away "Have I got something on my face?"

Kendall shook his head and laughed "No, you're just so gorgeous..." Logan flushed a darker shade of pink as he noticed Kendall had too. The two smiled and went into a comfortable silence

"What are we going to tell James and Carlos?" Kendall asked, taking a sip of his drink. Logan's eyes widened as the thought of James and Carlos' reaction crossed his mind.

They could either love the idea or hate it to the extent the band would split, which they could end up having to do anyway in about 6 months. They had worked out Logan was around 2 months pregnant and was only just starting to show. By the time the baby was born Logan would have been out of action for a while and then looking after the baby could mean they wouldn't get in any practice or concerts for at least a year, and Kendall would want to join in with looking after it too so they had no hope. They couldn't just take a year and a half from the band.

Logan let out a sigh and looked back up at an expectant Kendall.

"Do we have to tell them? I mean I know we do I just... I want it to be our secret for a while..." Kendall furrowed his eyebrows and pursed his lips slightly.

"What, you don't want them to know?"

"No, that's not it at all, I mean I would love for them to know I just... Oh I don't know, cant we just wait a while?" Kendall took a deep breath and nodded. Logan smiled slightly and soon found he was being pulled onto Kendall's lap.

"Are you scared?" Logan turned his head to look at Kendall.

"What do you mean?" Kendall moved over a seat, allowing Logan to sit down on the chair properly.

"I meant... Are you scared of what's going to happen?" Logan leant his head on Kendall's shoulder.

"I really don't know... I mean don't get me wrong, this is the happiest I've been in so long, I'm pregnant with the child of the live of my life and he doesn't hate me, why wouldn't I be happy? I'm just scared of what everyone will think" Kendall nodded in agreement, staring at the table deep in thought when the waitress walked over with the food. Logan smiled as she placed it down on the table and moved back to his original seat, leaving Kendall room to sit in his.

The conversation died to their usual small talk about hockey and what James and Carlos were probably doing at that moment as they ate, they both still couldn't believe what had happened and they had a feeling it would take a while for them to do so, and hiding this from James and Carlos wasn't going to be easy but they could try for a while, until Logan was ready to tell them. He was the one carrying the child after all.

They were enjoying the last chance they would get to spend any time like this alone. The next few months could be difficult for them both. Logan, because being pregnant is never easy for anyone, and he was a boy too, he was going to get so much grief and Kendall because he would be making sure Logan was okay as well as keeping everyone off of his own back, and he had never been much good at keeping secrets. They both knew it was going to be hard but they knew they had each other, and nothing was going to change that.

Nothing at all.