Chapter 2

Sirius had half a mind to kill himself but the other half just want to lay there holding his godson close. He still couldn't believe what had just happen except seeing how Harry and himself was laying in bed naked, sweaty and covered in their cum he was forced to believe he and his godson sleep together.

What was he going to tell Remus? 'Umm…Sorry Harry's just better in bed' NO! Sirius loves Remus with all his heart….Or at least he thought he did and this thing with Harry would pass. Harry will be going back to school soon and would fell in love with some chick.

Foot steps could be heard on the stairs and as most as Sirius liked lying next to Harry he couldn't let someone find them like this. What would Remus say if someone else told him about the affair?

Never mind Remus was always the closet case. He never let Sirius do anything for him in public. Even if it was anything another friend would do.

"Sirius?" Harry's voice hinted at the fact he was still very much tried. That was probably the first time he slept with someone and Sirius wished he was not the one to take the boys virginity. "Stay with me?"

"I can't Harry. I liked to but I can't" Sirius said pulling on his shirt. He can't remember the last time he felt so horridly and by the sound of Harry's pleading voice Sirius know he had indeed took his best mate's son's virginity.

"Guess you have to get back to Remus." Harry said and Sirius could hear the bitterness in the boy's voice even if Harry didn't want it there.

"No Harry and don't think like that." Sirius felt really horrid now. He know, somewhere in the back of his mind Harry had never had sex but he went ahead and slept with him anyways and now he was left to chose between his lover of eleven years or his one time fling. Who is also his godson. God what would James say!

And that was just it! Harry wasn't a one time thing. Sirius could feel it way deep down but the longer he stayed around the teen the faster he would go crazy. He needs Remus. After all there was never a problem Remus couldn't fix.

Remus was setting in the corner crying his eyes out when he heard foot steps outside the room and then the door open showing Molly Weasley with a basket filled with clean clothes.

"Remus dear what are you doing in Sirius's room?" She asked after spotting him on the floor. And even though the werewolf was only a few years younger then her, she acted as if he was one of her red headed children.

"I was thinking about a few things." Remus replied which wasn't a lair really. He was in fact thinking about what he would say when Sirius walked in but after a while it just gets to painful so he quitted thinking all together.

"Oh! Ok dear. Don't forget dinner will be ready soon." Molly said walking out as Sirius walked in.

At first Sirius couldn't see Remus and thought that Molly just might be talking to herself. This wouldn't be the first either. Then out of the corner of his blue eyes he saw something move.

"Remus?" He said softly hoping that it would be some Death Eater who found out how to break into HQ and came to kill him and not his werewolf lover…. Or ex-lover.

"….. Yes?" Remus asked back. And just by his voiced Sirius could tell Remus was upset. Which doesn't happen offend. So when it does it takes everything to clam him down.

"Can I sit with you?" Sirius asked walking to where Remus was sitting on the floor. He'll tell Remus about Harry and himself another day. When he know Remus could handle it. But not now when he already wasn't too happy.

"NO." Remus said causing Sirius to back up. He was never mean to Sirius or even used that icily voice against him.

"Are you ok Moony?" Sirius asked going back to the nickname he gave Remus back in their school days.

"No Sirius I am not ok!" Remus said getting to his feet and faced Sirius dead on.

"What happen?" Sirius asks really wanting to know if his lover was ok.

"You!" Remus said bitterly.

"What did I do?" He asked even though he had a good idea. Maybe he should have stayed in bed with Remus. He always did like the whole lovey-dovey thing. Unlike Sirius who had sex then takes a shower. Nothing against anybody he just hates sleeping in cum.

"Like you don't know." Did Remus really just growl at him?

"Moony?" Sirius said taking a step closer to Remus who looked about ready to cry. "Remus what's wrong?"

"You! This! Us!"

"Remus you're not making any sense."

"I saw you! And Harry! How could you? Why would you? Am I not good enough for you anymore? What? Why? With Harry! Your godson!" Tries won what ever fight they had to put up with to run freely down Remus pale chests.

Sirius was shocked how could he be so stupid not to think Remus wouldn't find out. Hell-o! He and Harry where only three doors down.

"Remus-" Sirius tried to say but was cut off by Remus's anger.

"NO! Sirius! This was not even the first time you cheated on me!"

"Hey! We were not even together then. So don't you dare go there?" Sirius half yelled forgetting who he was talking to.

"The hell I won't!" Remus yelled back and for the first time even Sirius raised a hand at a friend. Only to have it cough right before it hit Remus's left cheek.

Sirius turned his head to see Harry was the one to grab his hand before he make the vastest mistake of his live. To bad it didn't look that way to Remus. And after seeing his face Sirius realized what he was about to do.

Sirius swore He would never hit someone he loved. Yet here he was about to. Sirius tried to smile at the irony in this scene. After all how many time did his brother stopped his Mother from hitting him. How many times did Sirius have that 'how could you' looks on his face. Like Remus. The man he swore he loves. Then what was Harry? A boy toy? Because that was just it. He is a boy. Barely 15. His godson for crying out loud."I hate you Sirius.""Not as much as I hate the fact I thought you were worth my time."

After he found out Sirius dropped his friends to have sex with Snape. Or the fact, that he wasn't Sirius's first like he was to Remus.

And now Harry's first as well.

All of this could have been rewritten if only Snape had taken him back after that little prank in their 6th year. But he didn't. So he became Remus mate. Dragging their relationship and friendship down.

Remus was in more tries then Sirius had even seen before and Harry was by his side in a flash. As to just realize what he said Sirius slowly backs a way to the door. Finally letting his arm fell to his side. His feet felt more like weights than anything.

Once outside he closed the bedroom door sliding to sit on the floor. Just listening to Remus sobs and he shouting at Harry to leave him alone. Well, Sirius guessed after the 40th time Harry listened and left.

In the hall Harry leaned up against the doorframe looking down at his bare feet. Guess it would have helped if Harry was in more then just his pants.

"Sirius….. I'm….. I'm really-" Harry try to make a complete thought, yet it didn't work because Sirius cut him off.

"It's….. Not you're fought. I was the one who cheated. I was the one who tried to lie about it. I was the one stupid enough not to take the potion so Remus could find someone way better." Once again Sirius tried to smile but couldn't.

"Dinner." They heard Molly yell up the stairs.

"Go eat something." Sirius told Harry who was still looking at his feet. "Here you most be cold and beside I don't think you would find your shirt if youSirius said half out of anger. Half out of unsure-ness. Or maybe because he wants Remus to feel what he felt like after Remus…. After what? Remus's words ran cold and icy. Unfamiliar. lost it." Sirius said standing up and taking his own shirt off. "It may be big but at least it's warm, right?"

"Thank you Sirius." Harry said pulling the used T over his head. Than out of no where got on his tip-toes to give Sirius a quick but to the point kiss. One that said Harry wasn't going anywhere. Even if Sirius wanted him to.

Although when the older man returned it, now that shocked both males. After all Sirius did just kind of just broke up with his lover.