Me: Wrote a dark poem. Naruto is hurt, and he thinks about suicide, but instead he locks away his heart. This is a two-part poem thing if everything works out.
Naruto: Why do you always write dark poems, nii-san?
Me: When I'm happy, I don't feel the need to write poems, but when I'm sad and depressed, I feel the need to write poems.
Naruto: …I think Sasuke's rubbing off on her…
Me: (sigh) don't read if you don't like poems or angst.
Depression eats away at my soul
Realization hits me hard as my eyes get dull
Nobody I could trust, as secrets pile high
This burden is too much, should I say goodbye?
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My wrist turns red; my cheeks… wet with tears
For when I die, everyone shall let out cheers
All I caused was trouble and pain for everyone
Happiness shall be when I'll be gone
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Whenever I try to get help in the past
They betray me, and my pain comes back fast
The pain fills and eats away at me
Eventually I shall die, as I'll bleed
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All the people I thought I could trust
Were all but lies, such a pathetic bust?
However, I find myself crying for all the times
I got hurt, got up, only to fall again one more time
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I'm so weak, to let myself get hurt over and over
It's gonna take more than a four leaf clover
To help me, 'cuz I'm way too deep in trouble
This situation I'm stuck in is to bull
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Crap and lies spread so fast
The little liars are having a blast
People believe all the crap they're told
About me, others watching how things unfold
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The people I once trust so much
Break me from the inside, this hurts a bunch
Not knowing if I can last one more day
'Cuz there's no response to my "mayday"
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Is there anyone who gives a fuck 'bout if I die?
Who would shed a tear and say a goodbye?
Who wouldn't forget or be glad that I'm gone?
Who would be laugh at my expense from dusk 'til dawn?
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I wanna believe that there's such a person
Who loves the true me within
That they love me, and won't make me hurt
Or won't treat me like dirt
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But now I find that everyone is traitors
Everyone I see is frauds and haters
So now I sealed my broken heart away
So it won't hurt anymore, night or day