Hi there, this is the sequel…! Ok, I'm still sad… freaking song… the same thing as the last chap applies for this chap.

"" talk, '' thoughts, italics the songs, by the way, because the plot is somehow involved with the songs in the last chap… they'll be in here as well. Bold for English, Flash Back. Enjoy!


No Matter What

One year has passed since that gloomy night. And he still couldn't forget them, 'Well, it's not like I can…' the car stopped, and the driver turned around.

"We have arrived, master Ryoma" the boy climbed out of the car just to meet a hyper freaking blonde. 'Great, and now I have to deal with a--'

"Ryoma! Come! I have a surprise for you!" the blonde started running.

"Shouldn't we be practicing?" he asked, he wasn't about to skip practice just to be with Kevin in a hyper mode.

"Oh right!" Kevin came back still running. "Before I forget, Andrew wanted to see you in his office"

"Andrew?" 'What does he wants?' he made his way to his manager's office. "Did you call me?"

"Yes," Andrew said, "It is just to inform you about a conference with the media we are having at noon tomorrow"

"Okay, I'll be going now" he went to the courts where Kevin was supposed to be. "Kevin?"

"Ryoma!" he turned to face a Kevin bouncing his way to him. "I have a surprise at your house!" he just nodded.

They got a quick ride to Ryoma's apartment, Kevin made Ryoma close his eyes, and they entered. It was with the lights turned off. Kevin made his way to the bedroom, with Ryoma in tow, his eyes still closed.

"You can open them!" Ryoma opened his eyes, he gasped. There stood his lovers 'No, EX- lovers' but he couldn't believe it.

"Ryoma…"

He didn't say anything. Before they knew, he was running out the door. He ran until he arrived to a park. He sat in one of the benches under an oak. He was there for a while long, it was even dark… it started to rain. 'Just as the last time…' some footsteps were heard, but he didn't move, he knew it was hopeless, 'We have to talk some day…' he looked at the sky again, it was still raining, and big dark clouds made the full moon to hide behind them.

"Ryoma…"

"…" he still didn't say anything.

"Come, we can't talk in here"

"No"

"…"

"Just talk" he could hear them sigh.

"We need to tell you the whole story…"

"We cheated on you because…"

"As we already said… we needed to relieve ourselves, to say you that we had to break up… but… we didn't do it just because of that… we…" Syu stopped; this would be harder than he thought it would…

"We cheated on you twice…" said Tezuka.

"…" Ryoma's eyes widened… 'Twice…?' his eyes were about to be even deader… the sorrow of the last time still lived in his eyes, now, the sorrow isn't in his eyes is in his heart hunting him once again.

"The first time was on your birthday… you weren't there…" said Atobe.

"… With who?" came the unsteady voice.

"With Yukimura…" answered Gen.

"I see…" 'My best friend…?' Ryoma and Yukimura had been close for a while, when he was with his ex-lovers that is, he didn't want to have contact with anyone when he broke with them. "Why?"

"Because…" the answer never came, Gen was so…

"Why?" asked Ryoma, a bit louder, with a shaky voice.

"Because, we were in need of sex…"

"…" 'Couldn't they fuck each other?'

"The last time was a year ago… in New year--"

"I know that"

"You don't know that it was… with your brother…"

A sharp knife just went through Ryoma's heart, 'Not just my best friend… but my own brother…? They both knew that I was with them…' the sorrow is eating him, if they hurt him one more time as the last time… a body with no soul he would be "Why?"

"Because you had been away for the past three months! And he was just like you!" cried Syu.

"…"

"But we are indeed sorry…"

"We are not doing it again…"

"So… please"

"Come back to us…"

"…" Ryoma walked off, to his apartment, soaking himself, as if time wanted to kill him, the events were repeating themselves…. When he arrived, he went straight to his bed, and fell asleep remembering the last day he was in Japan.

Flash Back

He was happily walking to his room, where the others would be. He didn't say anything to them, he wanted to surprise them. When he reached the door he didn't hear the noises, or maybe he did, and just thought they were fucking themselves. When he stepped in the room, time stopped. He saw someone under the four of them, but couldn't see who it was. The other boys stopped as well, they stared at him in horror. They were fucking the guy… with everything they would use with him… even that pink handcuffs Syu had, and that only used on him.

He smiled at them. "Well, if you are doing something important, as I can see you are doing, I'll leave" he closed the door slowly, before running to the nearest bar. It was 5 in the afternoon, and it only took them until 10:06 to find him.

Time Skip

When he was inside the airplane just as it was taking off, midnight entered "Happy new year Ryoma" he said to himself. He wondered why it really hurt him what they did, besides the cheating that is. 'Because of the media… I never told them that my parents had divorced because of the media… my mother couldn't take it… and that's why she left… but because I was gay too…' a tear streamed down his cheek. 'And they are breaking up because they don't want to be… judged just because they have a relationship with other men…' more tears came as he thought about that. 'And also because of family duty… but they promised me to be with me forever' he then realized that at some point he had turned on his other Ipod. The song was starting…

I stand alone in the darkness
The winter of my life came so fast
Memories go back to my childhood
To days I still recall

"This is the same song I was hearing in the car…" he heard the song's first stanza. 'Heh, how true' he saw out the window, staring at Japan's lights for the last time.

Oh how happy I was then
There was no sorrow there was no pain
Walking through the green fields
Sunshine in my eyes

'The world shall never see my eyes' true feelings again, feelings would just make it harder to live' he thought as he closed the window.

I'm still there everywhere
I'm the dust in the wind
I'm the star in the northern sky
I never stayed anywhere
I'm the wind in the trees
Would you wait for me forever?

He stopped just to see the moon bathed with rainy clouds. He saw the ocean and could see the moon and the clouds in it.

I'm still there everywhere
I'm the dust in the wind
I'm the star in the northern sky
I never stayed anywhere
I'm the wind in the trees
Would you wait for me forever?

"I shall be a mirror from now on. A mirror that reflects its opposites…" he said as he finally closed the window.

End of the Flash Back

When he woke up the next day, the doorbell rang. He went to see who it was just to see his ex-lovers. "What do you want?" came the cold question.

"We…" started Syu, he stopped just as he saw Ryoma's eyes. Yesterday he couldn't see them. But now… they were emotionless, they just mirrored the other person's feelings, and made them the opposite.

"We are here to make up to you" said Gen.

"We want to spend the whole day with you" said Tezuka.

"Do as you want" came the blunt replay.

He went back to his room to get changed. Fuji couldn't tear his eyes away of him. He knew something was wrong.

At noon, in the conference….

The boys entered the conference together. They sat with Ryoma, Kevin, and their manager. The conference started, about the end of it, a Japanese reporter raised his hand. The manager let him talk.

"Are the other boys with you, Echizen-san, Tezuka Kunimitsu a great lawyer, Atobe Keigo the heir of Atobe's company, Sanada Genichiro the principle of a prestigious high school, and Fuji Syuusuke a famous photographer?" he asked.

"Yes" came as his replay.

"And are they your boyfriends?" the reporter asked again. Ryoma was about to answer, but they did before him.

"NO!" they'll shouted. Just as they said so, Ryoma stood up, in time for his manager to say the conference was over.

Ryoma walked off, to the nearest park, it had oaks, it was the same park as the night before. He knew that the others were behind him, but he didn't care, last night he had cried the last tear he would let fall. "What do you want?" he asked, turning to face them. They stared at him.

"You are coming with us you want it or not" said Atobe, as he dragged the boy to his apartment (Ryoma's apartment).

Just as they arrived they saw Ryoga seated on the couch. Syu hide Ryoma behind him. Ryoga saw them and smirked. "You haven't see my brother… have you?"

"No"

"I just wanted to say I'm glad that the New Year's thing was just an one night stand, I wouldn't want Chibi-suke to know, he has lost so many things…" his smirk transformed in a shaky smile.

"Why are you saying that?" asked Sanada.

"You see… first mom left… she couldn't bear the media, and Ryoma being gay, she didn't know about me… then there was Nanako, who was killed because some persons didn't like that oyaji went in retirement… and the last was Karupin…" he stopped, that was the worst… "He was killed too… some boys didn't like that Ryoma was gay… they killed the cat… that made Ryoma cry so much…" he stopped, his saddened face went to serious… "If you have other lovers, please leave them or leave Ryoma… he doesn't deserve to know you have been cheating on him before me and Yukimura…"

Everyone noticed when someone ran out the door, Ryoma was crying once again, and he wasn't stopping until he fainted.

Now that everything is silent
While peace kisses my soul
I want to say "Good-bye"
Because it is time
That you follow your path without me
There is so much to live for…
Don't cry my love, and love again,
I would like to see you smile again

The other boys were shocked, 'How Ryoga did know…?' but they realized they had to chase their kitten, they've done enough to him.

Honey I would never forget you
And only the wind knows
What you have been through for loving me
There are so many things I didn't tell you while alive…
That you are everything I love
And now that I'm not besides you
I'll take care of you from here

The raining day transformed itself in a thunderstorm. Ryoma was afraid of the… they had to find him. They stopped at the beach. Between some waves was a person looking at the sky, crying.

I know that guilt hunts you
And says to you "I could have do more"
There is nothing to regret
There are no demons
Down the crystal
I can only swallow all the kisses I never gave you

They somehow ran to him and grabbed him out of the water. They found shelter on a cave. They sat there. Ryoma was still looking at the sky, he was no longer crying. His eyes were empty. Life has gone far away… somewhere in the sky. Love is there as well.

Honey I would never forget you
And only the wind knows
What you have been through for loving me
There are so many things I didn't tell you while alive…
That you are everything I love
And now that I'm not besides you…

Ryoma moved to get a better sight of the sky.


I'm alive when you talk about me
And I die again when you cry
I have finally learned to enjoy
And I'm happy now

Syu stared at Ryoma. The shirt that the boy had been wearing had long sleeves. Now that they were moved because of the water he could see some scars… even blood. He rushed to him and took his arm. Ryoma flinched at the contact. Fuji took off his shirt to see the scars…

Don't cry honey
Fall in love once again
Don't forget me
I have to go now

Ryoma flinched once again. The other boys were seeing them. Soon they'll took notice of the scars, and looked for Ryoma's eyes. They were still empty…

Honey I would never forget you
And only the wind knows
What you have been through for loving me
There are so many things I didn't tell you while alive…
That you are everything I love
And now that I'm not beside you…

They'll hugged him 'We did this to you… please forgive us… we are so sorry love…' they cried all night.

From heaven I will take care of you at night
And will sing you in your dreams
And I would hunt away your fears
From Heaven I will be writing for you… waiting…
I'm not alone, since they take care of me;
The liberty and the hope

I will never forget you…

The next morning, they woke up. They searched for their little kitten, but he wasn't there. They went out the cave and found him seated on the sand starring at the sea. He noticed them and… smiled at them… 'There is still hope…'

Time Skip… (Cause the story HAS to be like this… and because I'm lazy…)

They were back to Japan. Ryoma with them. Everything has been explained. And Ryoma was a little anti social to them, but that was to be expected. Thought that night would be different. They would make up to him completely.

"Ryoma!" called Atobe.

"Hai?" he said. He was currently in his room (he wasn't about to move with them, now was he?).

"Would you come to our room?" called Syu. Ryoma hesitated. "It isn't for sex!" Ryoma just blushed. Syu was still teasing him.

"Hai" he went to their room. The four boys were in a circle, hiding something. "What is it?"

"We have a gift for you Ryoma" said Tezuka.

"Really?"

"Here" they'll said. Ryoma only knew that he was staring at some cat's eyes. His eyes widened when he saw it was exactly like Karupin.

"How…?"

"We found out that Karupin was pregnant, and that had her kittens before you… the kittens were in your room" said Tezuka.

"We took all of them" Syu continued, "We have one each, they were five"

"So you have now other five Karupins…" said Atobe.

"Even if they are not like him…" started Gen, "You have something of her"

"Thank you" Ryoma's eyes were filled with tears.

Now I know that the end comes
You knew since the beginning
Didn't want to believe it's true
You are alone again
My soul will be with you

That night Ryoma slept with them (Not like that perverts!) they were a whole once again.

Why's the clock even running
If my world isn't turning
Hear your voice in the doorway wind
You are alone again
I'm only waiting

His lovers made a silent promise to him…

'We are never hurting you again…'

'You have suffered so much…'

You tear into pieces my heart
Before you leave with no repentance
I cried to you, my tears turn into blood
I'm ready to surrender
You say that I take it too hard
And all I ask is comprehension
Bring back to you a piece of my broken heart
I'm ready to surrender

'But you certainly can't surrender; we'll help you… no matter what'

I remember the moments
Life was short for the romance
Like a rose it will fade away
I'm leaving everything

"We'll be with you forever Ryoma, no matter what…" they were slowly drifting into sleep…

No regrets, war is over
The return of a soldier
Put my hands on my bleeding heart
I'm leaving all behind
No longer waiting

"We would never hurt you again…" some yawns…

You tear into pieces my heart
Before you leave with no repentance
I cried to you, my tears turn into blood
I'm ready to surrender
You say that I take it too hard
And all I ask is comprehension
Bring back to you a piece of my broken heart
I'm ready to surrender

I've waited for so long!

"No matter what…" they finally fell asleep too. They would have a really good life… Ryoma was been hurt enough...They would protect him for ever... no matter what.

You tear into pieces my heart
Before you leave with no repentance
I cried to you, my tears turn into blood
I'm ready to surrender
You say that I take it too hard
And all I ask is comprehension
Bring back to you a piece of my broken heart
I'm ready to surrender

I've waited for so long!

"No matter what" repeated Ryoma in his sleep…


I'm crying again… damn! Wish you liked it, if you didn't like it sorry... No flames… they were occ and so what? You can bitch all you want, as you don't bitch in a review, if you want to, I tell you that you can die for all I care… now, if you are going to say constructive things say them…

Now if you don't care, I'll be crying in some random corner…

Oh, if you want to know about the other song… the one that was in the scene of the beach… it is traduced… but if you still want to know ask me…

PGMD - there are two songs in the first chap, the second chap (this) has three. The first is Forever of Stratovarius, the second song is a traduced one it is Desde mi cielo of Mago de Oz, and the third song is Bleeding Heart of Angra. Hope that helped… you asked… right?

HEY! Would you be mad at me if I told you that I had the sequel done the very same day I published it's first part? Yes… probably… just, don't shout at me…

Anyway! People I have a poll in my profile, would you please take it? I want to know what I'm better at, and I will write about that mainly….