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Sixth year. One more year to go and we're out of school. I can't say I'm too excited for that. There are days when I can't wait to get out of Hogwarts. But then I remember the responsibilities and uncertainties of adulthood and I suddenly don't want to graduate anymore.

Oh well.

We can't exactly stop the future from happening just because we're afraid of it.

Since I have concluded that thoughts are dangerous, I turned up my music and focused on re-organising my trunk. This is the third time I've re-organised my trunk today, and in between those, I've alphabetised my bookshelf, colour-coded the clothes in my closet, arranged my shoes and cleaned my room. Boredom sucks. There was a soft pop behind me and I turned around to find our house elf Juniper.

"Lady Van der Valk wants Juniper to tell Miss Clara that supper is ready." She squeaked. Do all house elves squeak when they speak? And refer to themselves in third person? Clara is curious. Clara is hungry. Clara is bored. Clara—I mean, I shook my head, trying to get rid of the third person reference.

"Thank you, Juniper, I'll be down in a mo." I smiled politely at the elf. She bowed and disappeared with a pop. I stole a quick glance at myself in the mirror, before deciding to shake my hair out of the messy bun it was in. Satisfied with my look, I bounded off to the main dining room and took a seat beside my older brother Gareth. It seems like tonight is one of those family nights. Father sat at the head of the table, with Mother on his right, Callum on his left, and Gareth across me. I can feel the looming dread as the house elves served the appetizers. Van der Valk family dinners were never fun. Mother was a preppy perfectionist. Father was strict. They had high expectations. I didn't meet them. Enough said.

"Are you excited for your sixth year, Clarabelle?" Mother asked conversationally. I grimaced at the sound of my full name. Seriously? Clarabelle? It's sounds like a cow's name. Gareth and Callum snickered.

"Yes, mother. I'm always excited for the new school year." I replied politely.

"It's such a shame that you didn't get all eleven OWLs, darling. Callum mentioned that you're really great in Defense against the Dark Arts, but you only got an E."

I scowled inwardly. The DADA teacher hated me, hence the low grade. "I don't know, either, mother." I silently willed my mother to talk to somebody else. Thankfully, she did.

"You don't know?" my father asked, his stern gaze landing on me. I consciously squared my shoulders and straightened my back.

"I'm sorry, father. I may have slacked off a bit on Defense. I did not expect them to ask a few advanced questions." I told my father, looking down at my plate.

"Look at me when you speak, young lady." He ordered. I slowly met his hard gaze. "Very good. I don't want you slacking off on your studies again. I will not tolerate a grade lower than an O, understand?"

I nodded curtly. "Yes, father, I understand." Across the table, I saw Gareth send me a sympathetic look. I looked back down on my plate and willed something to speak, just to fill the awkward silence my father created.

"I'm moving to my flat tomorrow." Callum spoke up, breaking the tense silence. Mother replied almost too enthusiastically. I tuned them out after that.

I excused myself almost immediately after the house elves cleared the dessert plate. I half ran to my room and threw myself on the bed. I stared at the ceiling and sighed.

Clara cannot wait to get to Hogwarts.


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