Disclaimer: I'm not Cassandra Clare thus own none of the characters.
Hello! Part 2 is here! Consider it Alternative Ending #1!
Previously: You, are perfect… It's all my fault… I… I am not good enough…" Alec said in a brittle voice. "I will never… Could never… be… good enough for you. Good enough to deserve you…" Magnus was staring at him at a loss for words, disbelief etched on his beautiful features "What?" he managed, finally. "I'm scared…" Alec went on, his voice low.
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"I'm scared… Of the day you'll see me for what I truly am… Of the day, when you will tell me to disappear from your sight… Of-"
"Alexander. Stop." Magnus ordered, his voice grave, gripping the boy's shoulder's to make him look at him. "Stop this… Please…" he pleaded in a softer voice filled with anguish, gently wiping away Alec's tears. "I already see you for what you truly are."
Alec's cerulean eyes widened with horror and he gasped, burying his face in his hands. "I'm sorry… I… I will… go…"
Magnus gently but firmly took hold of his wrists prying the boy's hands away from his face "Shh…" he crooned "Look at me…" Alec did, believing that this would be the last time he could gaze upon the man he loved so impossibly much. "I look at you…" Magnus said in a low voice locking eyes with Alec who stared back, a look of anguish written all over his beautiful face "And do you know what I see?"
"A failure…" The Nephilim whispered broken, tearing up again. "A monster… An abom-"
Magnus cut him off with a kiss which left the boy looking at him shocked. "No. No, and No." The Warlock said firmly. "All wrong. I see a beautiful Angel. My beautiful, kind Angel that the cruel world broke. And you know what I'm going to do?" He asked Alec who was still frozen in shock and only nodded 'no' in response. "I am going to protect you. From everything." He said, hugging him tightly, his tone determined. "Even yourself. Better said, yourself first of all. Silly, silly Nephilim…" He whispered in his ear… "Open your eyes! You are perfect! I would have to be completely stupid to let you go, never mind actually sending you away myself! The only way you can get rid of me is to ask me to leave you alone… And mean it." He added as an afterthought.
"I would never do that!" Alec shouted, finally snapping out of the shock. "But…" His energy dissipated, "But I don't understand… How can you believe that? I'm weak… useless… good for nothing…" he repeated the words constantly ringing in his head. "How could anyone… Love something like me…? Even more so… How could you… who are so perfect, even look at me…"
"Sayang…" Magnus said patiently, "If you can love a Demon, I think you will find that it's very easy for said Demon to love a pure Angel that is none of all those horrid things he's been led to believe he is."
"You are not a Demon!"
"Am I not baby? But I am… Look at me…" he said putting a hand over his face, pointing at his cat-eyes, fingers splayed, "And if you still can't see it, that only serves to prove my point further. That you are a too kind, and too pure, beautiful Angel who is only able to see the good in everything except himself. My precious blind Nephilim… The most beautiful soul lies inside you and you can't even see it…"
"No it doesn't." Alec said firmly. "It lies inside you. I can see that much even if I'm blind as you say!" He dropped his eyes to the floor, adding in a whisper "I'm sorry… I'm sorry you could even think, you are anything sort of perfect…" He hugged the Warlock tightly, burying his face in his chest, sobbing, unable to hold his tears back any longer. "I'm so sorry… For always causing you trouble… I love you… I love you so much… I'm sorry…"
"Hush…" Magnus soothed, holding him close and kissing his hair "I'm here… I'll always be here to hold you… To make everything okay… You're going to be alright… I'm never ever going to leave you… I love you…" He held him close until exhausted from crying, Alec fell asleep in his arms.
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"Alternative Ending #2 will be up tomorrow!" (I promise!)
Note: I'm sorry that part is so small, that was the original one, so it was meant to be fused with Ch.1.
Also I'm sorry that one sucks a bit… I would delete it altogether but I couldn't bring myself to do it, there were parts I liked… :/ Hope you didn't hate it too much!
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Irrelevant, But Very Relevant note!: Did you know, Malec Week is coming up! (1-7 of August) There will be various events! It will be so cool! ^_^ And If you are a writer or artist you can create something for it!