Saturday 1pm

God I hate my life so much, I know I have to do something to change it.

So she went to talk to the only two people who loved her in the whole world, her fathers. They thought she was being melodramatic yet again, but she had never told them about all the name calling, slushied at bare minimum once a day and all the various torture her classmates had given her for the last two years.

They told her they would think about what they could do and with that they sent her upstairs to her room. She really did at one point love her room, but now it felt like she had outgrown everything about herself her room, most of her clothes,and a lot of the time Lima. There were some people around that she liked, but not enough that liked her.

She knew that on the surface that she was bossy, arrogant, and a perfectionist, but all that was really just a mask, one she didn't know how to let go. She wanted to change everything about her starting now but was not sure how to go about it. It wasnt as if she had any girlfriends to help her out. Maybe she could call her quasi step sister to help her out. Her brothers' mom Alicia had just married a man out in California named Keith and he had a daughter named Veronica. She needed To call her brother Wallace to sound out the idea and see if Veronica would help her.

"Hey Sis, 'sup sup?"

"Hey, I need advice. I finally told daddies about what is going on at school. Now I don't know what to do. I don't want to quit WMHS all together but... I definitely need a break, and now that glee is over for the year I have that chance."

"So, baby girl, what are you thinking?"

"Well, I want to make a big change in myself, but I need help. All I have here are my daddy and our papa and have you seen what they buy me to wear? Do you think your mom and Keith would let me come out there for the rest of the school year? Maybe Veronica could help with my look and everything else?"

"I can ask...we did just move, so we do have the room. Won't you miss your friends? There has to be some people that will miss you."

"Well there is one guy... he told me he loved me right before we went onstage for regionals, but he is all I really have."

"Wait a minute is this that Finn guy who always kept jerking you around? You know he's just playing you right? That once something or someone that he thinks is better comes along he'll be out the door."

"Walllllllace, You do not know Finn! He really is a good guy, yes he may have made some mistakes in regards to my heart in the past, but I am confident he can overcome my doubts in the future."

"How does he feel about you coming out here for the rest of the year and summer if Moms and Keith say yes?"

"I'm sure he'll be ok with it. Its not as if we are dating right now anyway. He hasn't asked to be his girlfriend as of yet anyway. The only "boyfriends" I have ever had are Noah and that descpicable Jack..."

"Rae, my ears, you don't curse. So is the douche the one who egged you, or is it Noah? Coz I don't remember hearing anything about a Noah."

"Noah may be a jock and a bit of a neanderthal, but he was extremely gentle with me. We only dat

ed for like a week and all we did was kiss. He was a gentleman with me even though he does have a tarnished reputation of sorts. He has in the past led a very colorful life with the ladies, but he did not try to pressure me. I broke up with him, we both had feelings for other people it wasn't fair for either one of us. So, when do you think you might ask your mom? "

"Well she just got home a few minutes ago from picking up Darrell. I can go ask her now and she what she says, but she will prolly have to talk to Keith first. But he's way cool, you'll love him. V is awesome too, though its kinda weird now she is my best friend and on of my sisters. I'll go ask now and call you back in about 30, that sound good?"

"Yes, that sounds fine, being that its still rather early I think I am going to go to the mall and see if I can get a leg up on changing my style. I still dress like I am 12 and our dad is ok with that. But it is exhausting having to defend it every day. I will have have my cell on, just buzz me."

"Yeah, ok. Talk to ya in a few. Bye."

"Love you bye."

She hangs her phone up with a sigh, thinking to herself that she hopes this works. "Daddy? I'm going out for a while, there are a few things I need to pick up... I be back by 10:30 latest." She grabbed her keys and was out the door before they could say a word. She gets into her Silver Navigator and headed to the mall. She had no clue what to get, but as long as it didnt look like what she had right now she would be fine.