Of course you aren't Aang, not by a long shot.
You're moody and irritating, rash and impulsive.
You're obnoxious.
You're hurt.
You refuse to let anyone close enough to care.
You drive me crazy.
You hurt me in ways I had never been hurt before.
You took my trust and threw it away.
Yet I can't get you out of my mind.
Your smile.
Your perfectly imperfect face.
Your inexplicable ability to bring out the best, and worst, in me.
You're all wrong for me, and exactly what I need.
You can be kind, funny, loving, and graceful when you choose to be.
When you joined us I was wary.
I wouldn't be fooled twice.
When you helped me I accepted you.
You were a friend, an official part of the family.
You were my friend.
When you saved me you made it that much more difficult.
But you've always been difficult.
I knew I couldn't keep this up.
It was too hard to pretend.
But I had to.
I couldn't let anyone know.
I couldn't hurt Aang.
I'm a liar, dishonest, deceitful, untrustworthy, untruthful, unworthy.
I could never tell you how I feel.
I lie to you everyday.
I lie to everyone.
I even lie to myself.
It's the only way to protect myself from the hurt that would ultimately come.
I try to convince everyone, including my own heart, that it's not true.
I tell myself that I don't.
I tell myself I couldn't, but
Truly, truly
Truly I want you
Truly, truly
Truly I do
Truly, Truly
Truly I want you
Yeah, like I said something new. Review please! Even if it's just to say, "What the heck was that?"