My mom is out of town for the rest of the week because of her job. So this means I'm home alone til Kim or Paul gets home. Thats right the infamous Kim Snow that is dating Jared Thail is my older sister and the hot headed Paul Meraz is my older brother. They arent my full blooded brother and sister they are only half we all have different dads. Paul is 18 and doesnt find the need to hang around kim and me anymore. Kim is 17 years old and feels the need to act as my mother since ours isnt around alot while im the baby at 14 years old. But ever since Jared came around I've been shoved to the side of her life like a sack of rotten potatoes. I try to have them take notice in me by getting straight A's and being the star player in all my sports that I play. I also am one of the most popular freshman at my school but I try not to be conceited about it at all. Everyone thinks I try hard at everything because Paul and my sister Kim. They all think that since I'm the youngest I'm crazy jealous and try to live up to Paul's all-star athletics and Kim's try hard academic achievments but only if they knew the truth. I bet your wondering why i havent mentioned my father well he obviously isnt here because well he bailed when i was 4 to live in Malibu, California. He was trying to boost his music career in which he did and became a multi billion heir. Since I'm his only daughter i get it all when i turn 18. He died if your wondering it was a plane crash but I'm not going to go into detail cause well i don't remember anything that happened. The doctors say its because my brain handles tramatic events differently by shoving them out of sight and technically out of mind. But here i go again ranting to myself with depressing thoughts which is probly not good for ones mental health. *sigh* there is nothing else to do tho I mean what can i possibly do right now?. I can't drive so i won't be going anywhere. I guess i could watch some tv or walk over to uncle Sam's house to see if Kim will drop me off at the mall. I made up my mind as I put my ugg's on my feet and grabbed my jacket. Well this outta be interesting since I havent liked Sam since i was a kid.