Later that day, as I was sitting in my room checking E-mail on my laptop when I saw an E-mail that I got from my brother Max. so I decided to read it just to see what he had to say..

"Dear Jersey,

I know you're probably still mad at me, I mean knowing you, you can sure hold a grudge for a long time. But I want you to know that I'm sorry about how I left things with you and I know now that you were right. You're my little sister, I should have looked out for you more than I did, I should have been there for you when Mom and Dad weren't, and for that I'm truly sorry, but please hear me out before you delete this! Look I'm getting married next year and I really want you to come please, and you can bring anyone you want, just please come to the wedding. And I would also like for you to meet my fiancé. When you've made up your mind about the wedding, and meeting my soon to be wife, please E-mail me back. until next time J-swift.

Love, Max."

"Damn he always has a way of making me feel bad, I'll email him later." So I sat on my bed and pulled out my guitar and played some songs..

Somebody I used to know -Gotye

Now and then I think when we were together like when you said that you felt so happy you could die told myself you were right for me but felt so lonely in your company but that was love an ache I still remember you can get addicted to a certain kind of sadness like resignation to the end always the end so when we found that we could not make sense well you said that we would still be friends but I'll admit that I was glad that it was over…

But you didn't have to cut me off make out like it never happened and that we were nothing and I don't even need your love but you treat me like a stranger and that feels so rough you didn't have to stoop so low have your friends collect your records and then change your number I guess that I don't need that though now your just somebody I used to know

Now and then I think of all the times you screwed me over but had me believing it was always something I'd done and I don't want to live that way reading into every word you say you said that you could let it go and I wouldn't catch you hung up on somebody you used to know

But you didn't have to cut me off make out like it never happened and that we were nothing and I don't even need your love but you treat me like a stranger and that feels so rough

I used to know that I used to know

Somebody…

Set fire to the rain

Adele

I let it fall my heart and as it fell you rose to claim it.. it was dark and I was over until you kissed my lips and saved me my hands they were strong but my knees were far to weak to stand in your arms without falling to your feet

But there's a side to you that I never knew never knew all of the things you'd say they were never true never true and the games you'd play you would always win always win

But I set fire to the rain watched it pour as I touched your face well it burned while I cried cause I heard it screaming out your name your name

When I lay with you I could stay there close my eyes feel you here forever you and me together nothing is better cause there's a side to you that I never knew never knew all of the things you'd say they were never true never true and the game you'd play you would always win always win

But I set fire to the rain watched it pour as I touched your face well it burned while I cried cause I heard it screaming out your name your name I set fire to the rain and I threw us into the flames well it felt something died cause I knew that, that was the last time sometimes I wake by the door that heart you caught must be waiting for you even now when were already over I cant help myself from looking over at you I set fire to the rain as I touch your face well it burned while I cried cause I heard it screaming your name your name I set fire to the rain and I threw us into the flames well it felt something died cause I knew that was the last time the last time oh let it burn

Fireflies

Owl city

You would not believe your eyes If ten million fireflies Lit up the world as I fell asleep' Cause they'd fill the open air And leave teardrops everywhere You'd think me rude But I would just stand and stare I'd like to make myself believe That planet Earth turns slowly It's hard to say that I'd rather stay Awake when I'm asleep' Cause everything is never as it seems' Cause I'd get a thousand hugs From ten thousand lightning bugs As they tried to teach me how to dance A foxtrot above my head A sock hop beneath my bed A disco ball is just hanging by a thread I'd like to make myself believe That planet Earth turns slowly It's hard to say that I'd rather stay Awake when I'm asleep' Cause everything is never as it seems When I fall asleep Leave my door open just a crack(Please take me away from here)'Cause I feel like such an insomniac(Please take me away from here)( From: . )Why do I tire of counting sheep(Please take me away from here)When I'm far too tired to fall asleep To ten million fireflies I'm weird 'cause I hate goodbyes I got misty eyes as they said farewell But I'll know where several are If my dreams get real bizarre' Cause I saved a few and I keep them in a jar I'd like to make myself believe That planet Earth turns slowly It's hard to say that I'd rather stay Awake when I'm asleep' Cause everything is never as it seems When I fall asleep I'd like to make myself believe That planet Earth turns slowly It's hard to say that I'd rather stay Awake when I'm asleep' Cause everything is never as it seems When I fall asleep I'd like to make myself believe That planet earth turns slowly It's hard to say that I'd rather stay Awake when I'm asleep Because my dreams are bursting at the seams.