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"Doctor, I know what you did to me. You can talk to me now"
And there, in the middle of the night she felt him inside her head.
"I was wanting you said that"
"Thank you so very much Doctor. Thank you for letting me inside your mind" She chuckled.
"No Rose. Thank you for filling the empty space in it. I'm not lonely anymore thanks to you" He answered sincerely.
"I don't know what to say. I have so many questions, could you explain how this works?"
"It's easy actually, even more now that I know you can handle it" He smiled to himself "Okay, so first is first, any headaches or anything? Not even a bit dizzy?"
"No..I mean yeah, but It must be the travelling between parallel worlds too you know?"
"Fine, but as soon as you feel something weird let me now, that's the first rule"
"Alright" She agreed.
The Doctor explained everything to Rose, how to talk to him, to read his mind and how not to read it when she sees a door locked, and more important how to touch him inside his head.
"So now I can be with you in your head even if we are in different universes?" She said really excited.
"Yeah..." The Doctor replied a bit sad.
"Hey! Come on, no more secrets please!"
"If you never manage to come back to the TARDIS with me, just if, " The Doctor repeated noticing she was going to interrupt and complain " I would really want you to be happy with any man you find but, I'll make me a bit sad of course, and I'll be in your mind even if you don't want me to. I mean, I can low the intensity of it but it won't be gone"
"Shut it! God Doctor I'm going back, now you can help us using my voice to talk to the Torchwood's team and be all bossy you! okay? We always win remember?"
"Oh, Rose, full of hope Rose. I can't wait to have you back in my arms where you belong"
"Now we are understanding each other" She laughed so hard that Pete heard her and came to see if everything was alright.
"Rose?"
"Oh, dad, hello"
"Are you feeling okay?" He asked concerned.
"You are not going to believe this" She smiled and took him back inside the mansion to explain it all to him. Pete was happy for her but he was worried as well, in the case they didn't make it what would be of this bond? Would Rose want it anyways? Was it healthy for her, for them both? He couldn't tell, but he was more than happy for having the possibility to communicate with the alien somehow that he focused on that. This bond was Rose's way out, and the ticket to the Doctor's happiness.
"I'm really happy for you Rose, I really are. But are you aware of the dangerous this could be? Privacy is something really precious and priceless, It's almost the only thing together with freedom that humans have. And now you don't anymore" Pete remarked.
"Yeah, I know dad. But whenever I don't want the Doctor inside of my head I imagine a door, or create walls and barriers and..."
"Whoa, whoa, whoa, who told you you could do all that? Trust remember?" The Doctor said a little offended.
"I'm still human, and woman, don't forget that" She remembered him.
"Rose, what is it honey?" Pete asked seeing she had stopped and closed her eyes.
"The Doctor, he is inside my head so he figured out what our conversation was about" She smiled.
"I'm glad you are filling that space in his head and that he is happy and excited, but tell him to take it easy on you. He can't pressure you and.."
"He says he won't make me do anything I don't wan to do or go through and I trust him dad, you should to" Rose said disappointed.
"And I do Rose, I'm sorry. Tell him that" He smiled. He wanted her to be happy and he knew that was the only way for her to be so. She loved him, He loved her, and now they were a cupple, and a proper one, hand holding, hugging, kissing, everything included so he shouldn't worry should he? Rose was still his daughter so yes, he should.
Rose yawn. She was really tiered but she wanted to be with the Doctor so bad that she almost forgot. "Go to bed sweety, you need to rest"
"Good idea" She answered. But she wasn't in the mood for sleeping, though she was really tired. Now that she'd discovered what she could touch her Doctor she wouldn't waste the opportunity.
When she was alone in her bedroom she laid under the covers she called for the man in the blue box.
"Doctor"
"What? What is it? Is everything alright Rose? Headache am I right? Of course I am, I'm always right. Okay don't panick just.. Let me.."
"Doctor"
"I know just give me a minute, I'm thinking"
"I know, I'm inside your head, and believe me when I tell you that I saw things I thought I would never ever see in my whole life"
"What are you talking about? What did you see? Rose!"
"Us" She simply replied "I saw us. How you saw us, how you wanted it to be, and what we are now. Your fears, your happiness, your worries, your hopes. The long so bloody long life you've lived, the people you lost, the people you killed.." When she said that the Doctor almost had a heart attack. He was going to show her that, but not in the way she saw it. Would she leave him now? Would she ask him to close this bridge that let them be in contact? Was she capable of that? He couldn't tell. He had been happy for the last year at least he thought. "Doctor, It's okay. It was the time war wasn't it?"
"Yes it was" He answered. "You are not leaving me now are you? You can't you said..You said..But Rose, you made me a better person, more human, more like you. And we love each other yeah? Am I wrong?" He wasn't scared but angry, tired. Tired of all the struggle, all the pain, he was tired of being tired, of hating himself for having hurt all those innocent people, but for the sake of all the universe, non the less.
"Hey stop stop! Listen to me haha.. Doctor, It's okay, it is, you saved the universe a thousand times. You shouldn't feel guilty. I want to take the pain away from you and.."
"And you did! You already have Rose. Little by little you made me happy, I'm not alone anymore, I remembered what love was. I hadn't love for so long and now I met you and everything is so..wow! everything has magnified to a level I didn't even know it existed. You are my everything and I don't want to lose you ever" He paused. Rose was waiting for him to say something but he didn't untill..
"See? You see what you do to me? Now I'm all sappy and cheesy and mushy, The upcoming storm, do as he says or he'll hug you and dance with you!" He jocked.
"I don't care about what others think about you Doctor. For me you will always be the guy whose face saw me first, the guy who took me away from home in his magical machine, the one who literally saved me by kissing me and who'll be with me for the rest of my short life. You are also, Doctor, the man who is going to fill all my necessities aren't you?"
"You can bet I am" And with that he touched Rose inside her mind, in a very intimate way inside her. It burned her in the inside. At first she felt heat, then she felt a tingled running through her body from head to feet. And then a strong burning but it was magical, fantastic actually. Like when you are freezing cold in winter watching the rain in your pyjamas and you climb on bed under the covers with a cup of tea in your hands and it feels so good. Well, it was even better than that.
Rose moaned. The Doctor felt pleased with himself and the reaction he caused on her. He could feel her pleasure too, and it was so tender, so sweet, so innocent even. She wanted to returned the favor, so she tried to make herself present in his head. He closed his eyes at the moment he felt her. He sighed in delight, she was good, really good indeed. He let her continue caressing him from the very inside, he wasn't himself at that exact moment, he couldn't think rationally when she was in control of his body.
"Rose" He sighed "Is.." He laughed about what he was going to quote "Is this burning an eternal flame?" Yes, he did it.
"Oh my god you are worst than I thought" She laughed "I don't want to lose this feeling" She smiled to herself.
"You don't have to. Would you let me stay with you in your dreams?"
"Can you do that?" She asked quite surprised.
"Only if you let me Rose. I want to be the only man in your dreams. I can be with you there, untill you come back at least, please, give me a chance"
"See you in my dreams" She grinned and went to bed.
So sorry I didn't update this earlier, It's been a tough week and I don't think I'll be able to update again untill two weeks time or so. Be patient! I do want to continue just give me time :) I want to thank "itscarrierazor" for reviewing and encouraging me to continue this chapter that I had totally forgotten!
