Disclaimer: I do not own Twilight or the characters--they belong to Stephenie Meyer.

A/n: Hey thanks for reading. And just so you know, this is my second attempt writing this story. I wrote this during the summer and just now I checked and there's alot of stories like this which is creepy. I'm kind of scared that someone out there got the idea from me since two months ago I had some random girl from yahoo and fanfiction, beta my story...but she like never send me back the chapters, so I got really paranoid and discontinued it. And now this is like the recarnation of it with a new account, so if any of you feel like you've read something exactly like this before--then maybe you remember a She Wants Revenge concert and a 80's bash. lol Okay. Same story but with some changes ;]

Okay.

"We've gone too far!!! From pride to shame!!!"

Alice had decided to sleep over, to keep me company since Charlie was coming late from the firm tonight. It was 2:27am, and we were in my room singing to Were all to Blame, since we couldn't sleep. Both being too excited for school.

We came back from Florida a week ago-which I must add wasn't as fun as I expected it to be. First, being that Phil got into a serious car accident so my mother spent weeks visiting the hospital. And second was that Phil's aunt died, so they had to take care of a lot of financial things...

So during those boring and depressing days, Alice and I mostly just went to the pool and took some salsa classes...I also got my period for the FIRST time, so it was pretty intense even though my mother saw it coming. And thank god Alice was there to help me out with things. After my cycle finished--I don't know what came over me...I started feeling different about myself and I sort of had an epiphany--which was that if I start looking my best I could actually get Edward to like me. During the summer when I first realized my love for him, he never paid attention to me because I looked like a little girl. I didn't care about my hygiene nor did I care about my beauty. So if I thought that if I start being more feminine--not like a girly girl BUT feminine…then maybe Edward will start taking interest in me.

I just had to be more confident in my skin.

So once I shared this with Alice she immediately started helping me with things. She first cut my hair--giving it some layers and a very hot fringe. I even got some reddish highlights, which can't really be seen unless I'm under the sun.

But still…it looked amazing.

She even got me reading magazines, which I hardly ever touched before. But I'm glad I did now, it was really helpful--like with the flirting, styling and feeling good about myself. By the second week, Alice and I both got pampered….she even cut her hair short. And when I say short-I mean short. She got it dyed jet black and styled into this Rihanna, spikey do--which looked amazing. Literally amazing, I could only imagine what Jasper would think when he first lays eyes on that sexy pixy--cause that what she looks like now.

Some other stuff that I did, was shave my legs. Of course I cut myself a lot, but now I learned how to do it properly. And I started using Clean and Clear--which treated my small acne problem. And I'm eating much more properly, I even gained 5 pounds so now I look more curvy, compared to how skinny and puny I looked before. It all worked out, even my parents were stunned.

And I honestly never felt more beautiful than now. I finally felt like I should feel--I was going to turn 16 in a few weeks, so I needed a change anyways.

"Bella-hello??" I was interrupted from my thoughts, with Alice-waving her tiny hand in front of my face.

"What happened?" I asked

"You didn't finish, it's still your part"...she danced over to my radio on the floor. "I'm going to start it OVERRR". (Link of the song in my profile...you kind of need to listen to it while reading this part. xD)

I grinned and took my place to the other side of my room, taking a sip of my water before I started singing.

"Take everything left from me!" I started.

"All! To! Blame!" Alice added while head banging and jumping on my bed.

"How can we still succeed, taking what we don't need?" Alice started jumping around while I started to move my hips and bop my head in rhythm.. "Telling lies, alibis, selling all the hate that we breed!"

She hopped off the bed to make her way next to me and we both shouted…

"Super size our tragedy!" While jumping around like lunatics.

"You cant defy me or justify greed" Alice added with an exaggerated emotion.

"Bought in the land of the free!" I cut in while using my water bottle as a microphone.

"And we're all too blame" I said much calmly now while rocking my body back and forth.

"We're trying so hard, we're dying in vain…

We're hopelessly blissful and blind" Alice joined in, while taking my blow-dryer and holding on to the cord--pretending it was microphone as well.

"With no sacrifice!!!"

"Realize we spend our lives living in a culture of fear." We both started getting wild again while shaking our hips and running around the room.

"Stand to salute; say thanks to the man of the year!" I added while getting on top my bed.

"How did we all come to this?" I said while using my fake drums as Alice continued in the background. "You cant defy me or justify greed"

"It's greed that we just can't resist!" We both shouted…

"And we're all too blame,

We've gone too far…

From pride to shame,

we're trying so hard, we're dying in vain,

We're hopelessly blissful and blind

To all we are,

We want it all…..

Everyone wants it all with no sa-cri-fice!"

We both got even wilder now during the break--using our air guitars and harshly moving around as if were in band.

"Tell me now!" We shouted "what have we done-we don't know.

I can't allow what is being done -

to tear it down,

believe me now, we had no choice-

what with our backs

against

the

Wall!"

We then continued to sing and mosh--which was kind of ridicules--but then again what we did together was always ridiculous. I couldn't even bear to imagine what the neighbors would think when they hear this loud music in the middle of the night. But then again they should have been use to it since Alice slept over almost every other weekend and we did this karaoke party all night.

As soon as we were finished, we laid on the wooden floor, both panting and giggling.

By the time it was around 3am both Alice and I started doing a manicure. She left my nails their stubby normal selves since that's the way I was always use to. But she painted them a nice midnight blue--my favorite color. She then filed her's and applied some strange thing to soften her cuticles…and then painted them a cool cherry red.

By the time we finished, we started having long chats about Jasper, Edward and just life itself. It turned out she was just as nervous as me about starting school and seeing them. So we both started brainstorming ideas of what we would say when we see them. Like about our summers, our personal lives and goals. She promised to tell Jasper about her true feelings for him and then hopefully by the end of this week, she'll go on a date with him. And of course my most important goal was to get Edward to take interest in me. Which is going to be hard, but Alice is convinced that he'll come around.

xx

It was soon 6am and Alice was singing--annoying the hell out of me. I never understood how she could go to bed so late and then wake up so easily. It was strange.

By the time I was done brushing my teeth, Alice was already dressed up. She had taken a shower long before I woke. She looked amazing…wearing a pair of black skinny jeans with a nice fitted white v neck--which complemented her small frame. She blow-dried her hair and styled it like usual. I had to envy her for having the courage to cut her elbow length hair…I don't think I could ever do something like that.

Once as I finished with my business, I got started with my stuff. I decided to wear this blue spaghetti dress with my new pair of dunks. I have always been obsessed with Nike sneakers, and though it was kind of boyish, it was still something I would never give up.

So I decided to develop this style of mixing my boyish style with some feminine stuff. Kind of like Lily Allen--who I adore. Her signature style is nice flowy dresses with sneakers so I guess that inspired what I'm wearing today.

I added a nice beige stripe cardigan, since it was already fall and living here in Seattle--it tends to get breezy. After combing my hair, I blow dried my full bangs and had it straitened. I then only applied some eyeliner and lip gloss, since my eyelashes were already long and my skin didn't need blush. And besides I wasn't a big fan of foundation and all that other crap.

By time we were both ready, my dad had woken up and tried making us some waffles. They weren't that great but we still ate it to make him happy. It what we at least could do since he took the liberty of waking up and making us breakfast. Then afterwards we got prepared and left. Since neither of us had a car, we had to walk to the bus stop where we met up with some two kids from our school, along with a whole lot of other students that were upcoming freshmen.

Sigh. It was going to be one interesting year.

Okay I had no idea how to end it. Was it alright?