Long Road ahead {Music inspired by for this chapter; Just For Now-Imogen Heap}

Haley ran across the hall into her room. She was sure she'd heard sammy go out for his morning run at least ten minutes ago. Which meant she had around twenty minutes to get her stuff and go. She knew she would only be able to get basics. But she had no other choice, she couldn't face him not face to face. She grabbed the old-looking Gucci case from deep under Neath the dusty bed. She threw it open as it hit the bed making a small thud noise. The draws to her chest of draws were all soon open, clothes strewn along the dark oak floor. Looking at the clock she had ten minutes left. Only. She'd got enough to last her one week. One. That was all she would need. That was all she had time for. Slowly she pulled the case. Which was far too heavy for her onto the floor. Making a loud thud. Running but she was still slow from the high-heels she was wearing and the heaviness of the case she was pulling along she found her self pulling it down the stairs she came to the large double-front door. She'd made her life here. She was rich. She had a fancy house and everything else. Her hair flew out behind her as she made sure she was in time. Throwing the front door open finding herself trying to open the car door quick enough. Soon everything was in the car. Everything was packed away. And in the front seat of the car she let her self slowly back out. Was she doing the right thing? Leaving? Without giving him any real reason? Yes. Then he'd never have to suffer the real reason she was leaving. The real reason she couldn't be around him. She was pregnant. And it wasn't his.

Driving away she kept letting her free hand run through the front of her hair right down to the nape of her neck which had a small cold sweat at the back which became irritating. Just keep driving she kept telling herself. She knew she'd stop if she let it get hold of her. She was like this. She couldn't stop doing something without knowing she was going to regret the consequences. Flipping on the radio her favourite song played, imogen heap – just for now. It made her smile slightly. This song beautiful in way that it made her see some positives every time. But she only saw one main one today. Dean. That was all that mattered and every moment she drove. Meant every moment she was closer. That kept her going.

Upon reaching the outskirts of Iowa she knew she was close. She knew where dean had been. She'd called in a favour from bobby singer. He was a clever man. Always had known what Haley felt. Had always seen hers and deans connection. But bobby had told her to be careful because he could sense that the feelings for dean hadn't been neutral they were powerful and if gotten out of control could hurt a long line of family members; dean,sammy,bobby and others. She didn't want that to happen she'd told herself she wouldn't let it, but it had happened. Slowly she came to a stop she looked over the shabby hotel in which the sign flickered on and off repeatedly. This looked like somewhere dean would stay. Somewhere he could Afford. Walking to the main desk she knew how to play this. The amount of times she'd watched Sam and Dean on the hunt. She just knew how to handle situations a lot better than before. Walking up to the main desk she chewed her pink bubble gum blowing it up into a large bubble, ''a'right sir,'' she winked at him, giving him a little nod of her head, ''Hear for a mr...dean winchestea,'' she used her fake queens accent that she'd used a lot for the times she'd helped out dean and sam. The old, dirty fat bald man behind the counter flashed a smile. His teeth half gone, he looked down among so old stained files before pointed at a number, ''41 fanks sir,'' slowly but swaying her waist a lot more she made her way up the lobby stairs. When reaching the top hall she thought it would be funny to surprise dean. Leaning against the door she placed her arm on the top of the door and knocked twice. Awaiting his reply. As she watched the door open, she frowned at the sight. ''Dean...Sam.'' she finished.