Amosnee--why hello people I'm now updating so there! sadly i still don't own inuyasha but I'm saving up ( non existent bank account--$0.00)
The darkness that i so craved slipped away as i was brought back into reality. What happened to me? Why did my body feel like it was on
fire. But then i realised that the reason id felt all these things was because of him. No not just him it was my fault as well but i felt a little
better knowing that i had something that i could blame for at least some of my problems if not all of them. sighing as i struggled to get out of
bed knowing that if was pointless to blame him because nothing would come of it. I fell twice on my way to the bathroom but i paid no mind
to that,just as i paid no mind to the fact that all my limbs were on fire and that my mind screamed for me to to stop. I stumbled and fell again
but this time i was a little more lucky,i was next to the tub and as i fell i cough hold of it. Slipping into the tub i turned on the shower and the
cold water ,then,not bothering to take off my clothes i curled up in a ball,for i was scared that if i stood id fall and get injured evean more.
The water falling around me did nothing to sooth my pain. I slipped of in my own little world. I thought about every thing at once. The time id
first sinned. The first time that id ever stood up for my self only to get beat down once again,and the time id really felt true pain not the pain
id felt yesterday but emotional pain. The pain of losing my mother and father in a car accident. Id been a mess for Weeks. I had loved my
parents but i ended up hating them for leaving me,for not saying good by,and most of all id hated my self at one point because id let them
die but somehow i got over it . That was two years ago. Two agonising years alone. I was brought to reality by a crash. Probably sango,my
roommate. I reached and turned of the water and climbed out the tub and walked down stairs,my clothes making wet trails behind me. As i
got down stairs i saw sango dragging,more like straggling to drag her new TV across the living room and into her room. I laughed at this
startling sango. As she looked up i noticed her eyes flash with worry then anger and back to worry again as she looked me up and down. I
looked down at myself to to see that i looked worse than i thought i did. My arms were purple with bruises but other than that nothing else
was visible. Although i didn't look i was sure that my face was fine because id guarded it with my arms. My god kagome what happened to
you? Shower,i said obviously avoiding what she actually ment. No kagome,i mean look at your arms what happened to you? I again looked
at my arms then back at sango and raised my eyebrow at her. So, you've seen me worse so whats so different this time. Sango looked
shocked,she looked as if she'd never seen me like this and her expression was so emotional that i almost actually believed that this was her
first time seeing me with bruises. Almost. Kagome did they --yes,i cut her off trying to hurry and get of this subject but knowing her she stay
up all night worrying about me,but,then again that's why i befriended her, because she was the only one who cared for me after my parents
died and surprisingly she never pitied me,she never gave me a Chance to evean pity myself. Said that my parents death should not weaken
me no matter how close we were it should only make me stronger. Kagome! sango screamed to get my attention. Yes i said which only
seamed to anger her further. Don't you "yes" me Missy now sit down while i get you something to drink then you can tell me what happened,
she said leaving the room not giving my any chance to object. She sat down on the couch and motioned for me to sit down. All right she said
as she handed me a glass of water. well it started in second hour i started off ,and then i began to tell sango what had happened to me
Amosnee--so how do you like so far tell me if i should continue