A/N: All rights are to P.C. & Kristin Cast and Metro Station, even though I'd really like owned the book series anyways here it is…

A/N: I posting in this because i couldn't be bothered to write a new one.

I Caught Myself

Zoey's POV

Down to you
You're pushing and pulling me down to you
But I don't know what I want
Now when I caught myself
I had to stop myself
From saying something
That I should've never thought
Now when I caught myself
I had to stop myself
From saying something
That I should've never thought of you of you

I was staring round my room thinking of Kalona. Is he really that bad? Yes. Am i just saying that because my friends say it? Yes. He only across the courtyard, i could confront him. Yes, i'll do that.

You're pushing and pulling me down to you
But I don't know what I want
No, I don't know what I want
You got it you got it
Some kind of magic
Hypnotic hypnotic
You're leaving me breathless
I hate this I hate this
You're not the one I believe in
With God as my witness

I was running across the courtyard in the snow when i heard the sound of wings. Surely that should have scared me because of the Raven Mockers but it didn't. I stared blindly through the snow trying to make out the shape of man or beast person who stopped and now stud in-front of me.

"Hello Zoey" The shape said, i would now that voice anywhere.

"Hello Kalona" I replied.

"Did you want to tell me something" He said out of the blue. How the hell did he know? Can he read minds now?

Now when I caught myself
I had to stop myself
From saying something
That I should've never thought
Now when I caught myself
I had to stop myself
From saying something
That I should've never thought of you of you
You're pushing and pulling me down to you
But I don't know what I want
No, I don't know what I want

I decided to tell him.

"Um, in my dreams you said that you love me and that you would be good if i chose you, is that true?" I asked him.

He looked down at his feet, how could a immortal be nervous, i will never know. But now he was meeting my eyes his amber eyes boring into mine.

"Yes it is true" He said finally, and i knew he was telling the truth because he was meeting my eyes, either that or he was a really good actor.

Ah, hell.

Don't know what I want
But I know it's not you
Keep pushing and pulling me down
But I know in my heart it's not you

He walked up to me placing his hands on my arms, and wherever they touched it was warm. I looked up into his eyes and was shocked with the emotion i saw there, i've seen lust, anger, even hate but i've never seen honesty and love before.

"I love you Zoey, do you love me?" That question caught me off guard.

I took a deep breath and got ready to tell him.

Now when I caught myself
I had to stop myself
From saying something
That I should've never thought
Now when I caught myself
I had to stop myself

"I love you to Kalona, i just don't know if i can trust you" I said looking down.

"Will this help" He said lifting my chin up and pressing his lips mine.

It was the most amazing thing ever and when i kissed him back it turned passionate. Pure Love.

From saying something
That I should've never thought of you
I knew, I know in my heart it's not you
I knew, but now I know what I want, I want, I want
Oh no, I've should have never thought

Sorry not very good just wanted to write it