Pissed Off

Ok the votes are in. You guys voted for the baby's sex and I am gonna give it to you. Sorry for a late...late update. But here is the second chapter for ya'll that want to know Rin's story.

Sesshomaru ran his hand over my bruises. I flinched a little in pain. He seemed so mad at the demon.

The man looked over at us. "Is she all right?" The man asked. I was a little surprised he cared about me. He saw Sesshomaru nod. "Should I post pone the meeting?" He asked. I looked at Sesshomaru waiting for him to answer. He nodded once again.

The man was about to leave when Sesshomaru spoke. "When your done you and Ken are to come to Rin's private room." Sesshomaru told him.

The man nodded and then we left. I was curious as to Ken was. Is he another son Sesshomaru never told me about? Why did he keep so much from me? We entered the my room. I didn't want him in here. I felt betrayed. He hated Tenma for what she did, so why did he do it to me?

We waited about ten minutes and then two strange men entered. The first man I had met but I didn't know his name. The second one was a young adult. He was still a child but yet starting to become a man. He must be Ken. Of course Sesshomaru has yet another son that looks like him that I didn't know about. I looked at Sesshomaru and just wanted to yell at him.

"Don't start Ken." The first man said. "Last time you know that Nagie maybe littler then you she is stronger by far. I mean she did have the best teacher after all." He continued. Ken sighed and gave up whatever argument he was losing.

Ken looked at Sesshomaru and then at me. He smiled real big at me and then gave his attention to Sesshomaru. "What did you need?" He asked as he smiled more.

I couldn't help but smile back at him. Sesshomaru was about to answer Ken when the little girl from the kitchen entered. She smiled and then ran right to Sesshomaru and hugged him. I was so confused at what was going one.

Both men looked agitated. "Nagie you know that we are in a meeting right?" The first man said again. He was was really mad. I was happy to see even he could lose his cool.

Nagie as the called her turned around and stuck her tongue out. "Nobody asked you Taro!" She yelled. What did she just call him? Taro? That can't be? My son's name is Taro. But she said it. I know I heard her say it. A servant walked in.

"Forgive me my Lord. She got away from me." The servant said and she tried to take to the girl back out of the room. Nagie didn't want to leave.

She started to cry. She wanted to stay with Sesshomaru. "But I want to play with Uncle Sesshomaru." She cried more. "Please Uncle Sesshomaru? I promise to be a good girl and wait." She said as the servant started to pull her through the door.

Sesshomaru sighed and waved the servant away. Nagie ran right to Taro and he picked her up. I couldn't believe it. Could this Nagie really be Nagisa? She does look like her a lot.

"What the hell?" I asked as I turned to look at Sesshomaru. He sighed more and then sent a servant to get tea for us. "Sesshomaru answer me." I demanded of him.

I looked over at the man that had the same name as my son. "Its my fault." Ken said as he stepped toward me. I was a little shocked. "I was the one that made you sick. If I just left it to you and dad to protect me and Taro. I wouldn't have drained almost all your life energy from you." He went on to say.

I started to shake my hands and head. "What do you mean drained my life energy?" I asked. Taro looked at me.

"Your pissed aren't you?" He asked me. I looked over at him and I saw not only Sesshomaru but me as well in his face.

I sighed and then looked at Ken and I could see me in him as well. This whole time I only saw Sesshomaru in them but if I had taken the time and realized they were my babies as well. "Your damn right I'm pissed." I said Ken dropped his head. I felt bad. "I'm pissed but not at you Ken. I am pissed at your father." I looked over at Sesshomaru. He nodded as he took in what I said.

I looked back at Ken and popped his head up and smiled. "Oh thank goodness." He said. I found it funny. Taro was more like me when he spoke but his actions were like Sesshomaru's. Ken was the opposite of Taro. My actions and Sesshomaru's words. I was very proud to see my sons so strong.

"Wait how old are you two?" I asked. I knew I was going to be old. But I didn't look it. "Well?"

Ken looked down again. I was guessing he was going to make Taro answer this one. "I am sixteen and Ken is going to be fourteen." Taro answered me.

I was in shock. I was a mother to teenagers. I couldn't believe it. "WOW! Wait a minute. If you two are sixteen and fourteen. That would make Nagisa..." They nodded. "But she is so small." I was so confused.

"Dad said that my brain grew but not my body. I still grow but not by much. Dad thinks that the demon in me is taking its tole on my body." She said. She was so tiny I couldn't believe my little Nagisa was so old.

I thought more. "Wait how come I look." Ken smiled at me more.

"I was able to slow down the aging process." He told me. I nodded. I understood now. Ken was trying to protect me. I knew he was just trying to be a good son.

I turned and looked at Sesshomaru. "I am still pissed at you. I can't believe you just couldn't tell me this yesterday." I said as I crossed my arms.

Taro laughed and then he put Nagisa down. "Oh Mom if only you knew." He said. Nagisa was still the same. She always wanted to be held and so she got in my lap. I gave the explain to me look to Taro and then he decided to go on. "We weren't too sure if you would stay awake this time. The last time we tried to explain to you and you had a break down cause you thought that Tenma's love had take Ken out of your womb. Then Ken had to put you out again." Taro finished.

I was amazed. "So I didn't handle it very well. Well I guess I understand a little." I said as I hugged Nagisa as she played with my hair. "But I still wished someone was with me last night." I said as I looked at Nagisa.

Nagisa looked up. "You mean I wasn't enough to hold last night?" Nagisa asked. I smiled and hugged her more. She smiled back.

"Yes Nagisa you were plenty to hold last night." I said and then placed a kiss on her head. She giggled and then hugged me back.

That night I was still trying to accept everything. I never got to see my babies grow up. I had spent sometime with my sons and husband before bed time. Sesshomaru decided it was safe to sleep in the same bed.

I was still upset that I had to go without knowing what they had done to fill the void of no mother. Sesshomaru held me till I fell asleep. I didn't cry myself to sleep and I held Sesshomaru back and then the dreams came and I was scared. I was scared cause I felt like there was nothing more for me to do but walk around and wait till I died.

My sons no longer need their my love. Hell they lived without for fourteen years. What am I going to do now. I had no purpose in this world anymore.

I woke up covered in sweat. Sesshomaru sat up as well as I did. He saw that I was scared. He was about to ask what was wrong until I straddled him and kissed him deeply. This is what I need. This is what will fix my problem. I know it will.

I continued to kiss him deeply. He tried to part away from me, but I wouldn't have it. I was going to get what I wanted one way or another from Sesshomaru.

Here ya go! Hope this is what ya wanted. The boy won the vote, but that is ok. Next chapter I think I should make a lemon. What do you think? I mean Sesshomaru and Rin both haven't had sex in fourteen years. That must build up, right? Well give me your thoughts if you have any. Thanks for all the support once again. Hope you enjoyed it. :)