AN: Woohoo! Time for the 1st chapter! I'll try to update at least 1 time every week. And I would really appreciate reviews so you can get better content from me.

A normal day

"Roxas. About yesterday." She walked towards me with a bit of shame in her eyes. "I... I didn't think you liked me that way." She kept coming closer. Closer than usual. "And I thought you were just playing a trick to me yesterday. But then I thought about it. I realized that you were telling the truth." She was now so close that I could smell her wonderful shampoo. "I love you too Roxas." She bent over me and I could now feel her breath.

"ROXAS!" I suddenly woke up with my brother's face above me. "You're going to miss the bus!" he said with an evil smile on his face. I pushed my brother out of my room. "Hey! Don't touch-" *Slam* "I'm going to tell mom!" he yelled while he ran away.

I looked at my phone to see what time it was. "Oh fuck! It's 7:13!" I only had 15 minutes to eat breakfast, get dressed and brush my teeth. I had done it before, I can do it again. I took some yoghurt in a glass and drank it while getting dressed. Then I ran to the bathroom and brushed my teeth. "Bye mom!" I yelled while putting on my shoes. "Bye honey!" I slammed the door and ran down the stairs and towards the bus stop. I came there just in time.

"Hi Roxas" I turned around to see my best friend, Axel. A red-haired tall guy who does nothing on his spare time than play video games. But, he has always been there for me. And I actually think he likes me. And I mean liiiiiiikes me. He always looks at me in the I-want-you-in-my-bed-tonight way.

"Hi Axel" My voice sounded surprisingly sad.

"What's wrong?" he asked with his dark voice.

"Nothing" I couldn't talk to him about my love life. It would just feel wrong and uncomfortable.

"Oh. Ok."

We could see our mentor, Merlin, walk towards the classroom while carrying his bag as always. "Time for English!" he shouted and everybody ran to the classroom like they were being chased by a lion.

"Today we'll start working on some grammar." Everybody sighed. "Yes, yes I know. Nobody likes grammar. Not even me! But we still have to do it." Everybody still didn't want to work with it, but they still agreed to it of course.

"Oh god! That was so boring!" Olette (my extremely smart friend) said after the lesson. Me, Olette, Hayner and Pence are usually together. Olette is the smart one, Hayner the leader and bossy one and Pence the wise and fluffy one. And I. I'm just me.

"Wow. Is that really you talking Olette?" Pence said with a smile on his face.

"It's grammar! Nothing is more boring than grammar!" she answered with a frowning face.

"Exactly!" I screamed maybe a bit too high. I turned back to my open locker. "So, what do we have now?"

"Math." they all answered at the same time.

11:30. End of chemistry and time for lunch. We walked to the canteen, but I didn't feel like eating anything. My appetite just disappeared. Gone. All I took was a glass of milk. I could feel my belly starting to rumble, but I just ignored it. I can survive this. I've done it before.

"Hey Roxas" Olette whispered to me.

"Hm?"

"Axel's looking at you again."

"And that surprises you?" Hayner said.

I elbowed him in the stomach and you could see it hurt. "Shut up." I said with a cold voice.

I like Axel. But I don't like him in that romantic way that he does. It just feels wrong imagine being together with him. Hugging him. Kissing him. I shook my head. No. That's gross.

I then started thinking about yesterday. About Namine (the girl I confessed to). About my life. About how I don't want to live any more. I just don't understand why nobody likes me. Everybody just wants those douche bags who treats their partner like their some kind of toy you play with for a while, to later just throw away.

I don't get people.

"Mom! I'm home" No answer. I took of my jacket and went searching for mom. Of course she's not home. She's in the city. She always spends all of her money and saves nothing for me. The only one who gives me money is my grandfather. If I want a game, he buys it. If I want some clothes, he buys it. If I just want money, he gives it to me. Plus, he is the wisest man I have ever known.

I walked into my room and stayed there the rest of the evening. After a couple of hours mom came home. "Knock knock" she said with her soft voice.

"Yes?"

"Have you eaten anything?"

"Yes." I lied. I hadn't eaten anything but breakfast. The problem was that my appetite still didn't come back. I didn't feel like eating. Actually, I didn't feel like doing anything except using my phone. Instagram is my life now a days. First thing when I wake up and the last thing before I go to sleep. I got a new follower. Yay I guess.

The time just kept running and before I knew it, it was 01:30. I wasn't even tired. I put on some music and just lay there thinking. Again.

Would anyone miss me? Does somebody even care for me?

Meanwhile in another house, a red-haired boy hoped to be dear to his love interest.