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Lovelots,

Daime Guiral

My Broken Angel

Prologue: Meeting my Demon

He was woken by the warm light rays of the Sun washing across his face, caressing his skin. Magnus slowly opened up his eyes as his consciousness came in. He was greeted by the sight of a white ceiling and he felt a light weight leaning on his side, a hand resting in his chest. He titled his head to the side and stared at the young man who was sleeping soundly against him. Images of last night came through him and his hang over hit him. He moved his shoulders and rested his hand on his forehead in an attempt to ease the headache he felt, but to no avail. The man beside him began to stir and afterwards, he opened his eyes. When he saw Magnus a smile formed in his lips and he began rubbing his hands on Magnus' chest.

Magnus flinched at his actions and when he leaned up to kiss him he tilted his head to avoid his kiss. The man frowned and backed up against him.

"What's wrong? You enjoyed it last night. Hell that was even the best night I ever had in my life!" The man whined at him but it only made Magnus irritated. His tiny voice resounded in his head and it hurt like hell.

"Quit whining! You know this is just a one night stand. Now, leave!" He yelled at him that made the man to stare at him in shock. He quickly got his pants and shirt that he wore last night and putted it on. Before Magnus could utter another word he quickly slammed the door shut and stormed out of his loft.

Magnus sighed when an eerie silence emerged in the room. He was going through this same, endless cycle once again. He was a famous fashion designer now and had made his stardom in the line of fashion and clothing. That fame made him rich, made him slept with countless men and women in show business, both famous actor and actresses. In fact, the media was always fascinated about his sex life, of who will be his next victim. They were anticipating who will be his next fling. He had to admit, him being a bisexual and having countless dates and flings had helped his stardom to shine. But deep inside, he knew he wasn't complete. He went to the mirror and stared at his reflection.

He was like a zombie. Living in this world alive and vigorous, but deep inside him he was long dead. The soulless, expressionless reflection of his eyes confirmed it. He knew he should endure this endless loneliness he felt. This was his atonement of the greatest sin he committed 3 years ago.

He went to the kitchen and grabbed a tablet of Advil to ease the throbbing of his head. After a few minutes the medicine finally kicked in and he went back to his room to clean up the mess and took a shower.

After 30 minutes of showering he went to his closet and grabbed his perfect outfit for the day. He was wearing a purple V-neck shirt covered with a white vest. He folded the sleeves of his vest up to his elbows. He wore a black washed skinny jeans. He faced to the mirror once again and did his makeup. 30 minutes later his phone rang and he quickly pressed the answer button without glancing of who was the caller.

"You're reaching the High Warlock of Brooklyn. To what do I owe the pleasure?"

"Seriously, Mags. Do you really need to have a grand introduction over the phone?" Magnus' lips twitched in a smile at the familiar voice he heard from the other line. It was his best friend and his manager.

"You know me Rags. I need to please them with all of my charm or else they wouldn't be all over me."

Ragnor scoffed at him on the other line. "Huh! Always so boastful. Anyway, I wanted to tell you something, but I'm not sure of how you'll react with it." Magnus raised his eyebrows as his curiosity loomed in. He and Ragnor usually talked over everything. So he couldn't understand why Ragnor was being so caught up about this.

"Rags, whatever it is you need to tell me. You know I won't judge you, no matter how kinky it is. If you had sex with Raphael in the public, it's fine with me."

"I'm not! It's not— Oh fuck it!" Ragnor mumbled and Magnus knew that his best friend was blushing beet red because of embarrassment. Magnus chuckled as his teasing statement was confirmed with Ragnor's answer. Ragnor rarely stuttered and he only did it when Raphael made him do a kinky scene.

"Uhh. Anyway, this call isn't about me. It's all about you Magnus. I hope you'll be serious now."

"Okay, okay. What is it? Shoot."

The only replied he received from the other line was a heavy sigh, but then the next words Ragnor uttered made his whole world stop.

"He's back." Magnus' eyes widened and he felt his shoulders started to tremble.

"Ragnor, you mean-"Magnus forced himself for the words to come out but he ended up choking. He felt like his breathing was suddenly knocked out of him.

"Yes. Magnus, Alexander Lightwood is back. I saw him with Jace in the hallway. It seems Jace's manager decided to move him here."

"Alec- - my Alec!-"He repeated his name in his mind like a mantra. A swirl of emotions erupted in him as tears continuously fell from his eyes. Ragnor was the only one who knew about the incident three years ago. He honestly thought Ragnor would abandon and disown him after hearing out his sin, but no. Ragnor helped him realized something and was helping him to make this right again.

But hearing his name again made his heart beat like crazy. He felt his body was on fire and was revitalized with so much energy. Only Alec could do these things to him. Only Alec could make him feel alive in this world.

"Where is he? Is he still in the entertainment building?"

"Yes, but you must know—"He didn't hear what Ragnor was saying anymore as he ended the call and stormed out of his loft. He quickly started the engine of his car breaking the speed limits to rush into the building. Fortunately, his apartment was near to the building so he was able to come in less than an hour.

"Where is Jace Herondale located?" Magnus quickly asked in the receptionist' area. He was gasping for breath as he tried to calm his breath.

"He's in the third floor sir, in the—"The moment the receptionist told their location he quickly went to the stairs and rushed through the third floor. He didn't bother going to the elevator knowing there were people waiting for it and that would delay his time on meeting his blue-eyed angel once again. By the time he reached the third floor he was panting and gasping for air but then his world stopped when he saw a glimpse of his blue eyed angel.

The hallway was filled with media and press while on the middle there stood Jace Herondale. The whole hallway was filled with screams and squeals and thousands of flashes of camera. He could tell that the interview was coming to end when the media slowly began to dissolve. When the media finally dispersed Alec called Jace and he turned to him. He was talking lightly to Jace, but what their topic all about, he didn't know at all. He could see his angel with his brilliant blue eyes that stood up against his pale skin. He was laughing timidly as blushes filled his face. He was so adorable that he couldn't help but love him. How long was he longing for his brilliant face and angelic smile to see again? How long was he longing to have his angel by his side? But when Alec suddenly lit up his head, his blue eyes locked with his golden green one.

And Magnus was hurt by the sudden change he witnessed across his angel's face. His blue eyes widened and the brilliance of his blue eyes was instantly gone. It transformed into dark blue that it was almost pitch black, he could see and feel the turmoil building up inside him. He suddenly hugged himself and unconsciously scratched his shoulders so hard it drew blood. He was trembling like crazy.

Magnus' heart was stabbed by knives a million times as he saw his blue eyed angel trembling in fear. He was so defenseless, hopeless and fragile seeing him like this. And what made it worse was that he knew exactly the reason why his angel was trembling in fear.

"Alec, Alec what's wrong? Are you having a panic attack again?" Jace said as he wrapped his arms around him in an attempt to comfort his best friend. Alec was still trembling in fear as he raised his fingers and pointed his direction. The next words his angel uttered killed him.

"Plea—Please! Please take me aw—away from that mo-monster!" Jace looked up where his hand was pointing and a wave of rage flashed through him. He fisted his hands hard as he was fighting the urge to punch Magnus' face. He really wanted to punch the hell out of Magnus but he knew Alec being in calm was his priority. Alec needed him now more than ever. He hugged and blocked Alec's sight from his tormentor. Because of fear Alec couldn't recognize anyone anymore, all he thought was he needed to find a way to get out of here. He was struggling against Jace's grip but he only held him tighter.

"Please! Please! I don't want to face my own demon! Please!" Alec cried in agony as tears fell from his eyes. A minute later Alec passed out and collapsed on the floor.

"Alec, Alec!" Jace tried to wake him up but to no avail. He carried Alec in his shoulders and lifted him up in a bridal style. Just then, Jace's girlfriend, Clary came in and stared at them in shock.

"Jace! What happened to Alec!"

"That bastard had the nerve to grace us with his oh so lovely presence." Jace spat back as he glared at him. Magnus flinched at the words he uttered, and it hurt even more that Alec couldn't bear to be in the same building with him to the point he passed out of consciousness. Clary widened his eyes when he saw him.

"Let's go, we need to take care of Alec." He said as he took the step towards the elevator without looking back. Clary stood in his position for a while and looked at Magnus with sadness and apologetic look in his eyes before Jace called her again. This time, they went to the elevator and stared at one another before the elevator door closed. The last time he saw was the wrecked face of his angel.

Tears started to flow in his eyes and he felt as if his energy was suddenly drained from the commotion a while ago. He ended up kneeling in the floor as he punched it, and caused the blood to seep from his hands.

"Fuck! This is your fault! Damn it! Damn! Damn! Damn!" He muttered to himself as he continued punching the floor. The floor was filled with his blood just then Ragnor caught his hand and hugged him back.

"I was supposed to tell you not to meet him yet. He was obviously devastated because of the incident Magnus." Ragnor said as he soothed his back. But Magnus' attention wasn't on him. Scenes from the past filled his mind, the memories he was trying to bury a long time ago.

"I love you Magnus! You are my life! I praised you! And I will follow you wherever you will go! I will always be here for you!"

"Don't cry Magnus. You know I'll always support you right?"

"Even if the world was crashing down, I will never leave you."

"I love you eternally, Magnus Bane."

Once upon a time, there was a blue-eyed angel who adored me. When the world was against me, he was the only one who stood with me. He loved me with all of his might. I was his life. He praised and supported me for my happiness, even if it means him being in endless pain and agony. He loved me so much that he will follow me even in the deepest pits of hell.

But, I took him for granted. I left him hanging. I abandoned the love and adoration he had for me. I was too blind to see the reality that he was the only one I needed in this world. The only one who kept me sane. The only one I needed to be alive. Most of all, the only one I truly love.

But when I realized it, it was too late. Damn too late.

"Demon. Monster." Those words pierced through my heart sharply. It hurt me to see Alec like this, miserable because of me.

I shattered him into pieces. I broke him. I destroyed the love he had for me. And now, I wanted him back. God knows how much I wanted to make it up to him.

But how, how can I do it?

How can I heal my broken angel?

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Lovelots,

Daime Guiral