My Version Of Mockingjay
Chapter 2
Hello again I might not update for a while because you know i gotta live a life away from the computer sometimes and socialize with my besties! I am soo sorry that my chapters are so short on Microsoft word the story looks longer.
2 weeks later
Peeta's POV
I can't believe I choked her, I mean I love her why would I want to kill her?! No why am I saying I love her, she killed my family and friends! No Katniss didn't do that! She saved me in the games, well that's what the doctors told me. But how could I trust the doctors, what if they're tricking me so I can trust Katniss then she kills me too?! I must kill Katniss Everdeen. No what am I saying! I end up breaking into tears, I'm just so confused! Do I love her, can I trust her or will she kill me if I get too close? Does she really love me like the doctors said? Or does she want to kill me?
I notice Katniss peeking through the door and once she catches my eye she turns and runs. "That's right stupid girl run, run! Once I get free from my chains I will kill your family and see how you like it, then I will kill you!" I scream out at her. How could I say such a thing to the girl I love, what if she does love me she did look really hurt when I screamed at her. I end up crying again. Why am I crying over her, I mean she killed my family and destroyed my home! No she didn't do that the Capitol did, they killed my family and destroyed my home. I wish I could kiss her once more and comfort when she has her dreaded nightmares.
About 5 minutes later I hear Katniss's voice asking if she could see me. Why would she wanna see me after I yelled at her? She walks in my compartment and sees the wonder in my eyes.
"What?" Katniss asks.
"You're not particularly pretty are you," I tell her.
Katniss shakes her head and mutters something about me and how I loved her so.
"Do you still love me Peeta?" Katniss asks with desperation in her voice.
"I don't know, something I do and sometimes I don't," I respond. One second I feel happy and then I feel confused. "Katniss you killed my family, how could I love you," I say. "YOU MUTT YOU DID KILL MY FAMILY, I HATE YOU! I NEVER LOVED YOU AND I NEVER WILL!" I scream at Katniss.
Katniss looks at me with so much 'pain' in her eyes I might actually think she was sad and hurt from my sudden scream. I try to escape my chains to get it over with already but the chains won't budge. Katniss runs out of the room before I could actually do harm. I almost got her if she were still her and I tugged one more time she would be dead by now, and I would've hated myself for it. Maybe I do love her?
I really don't know what I'm writing so please review and tell me ever since I learned of The Hunger Games I was obsessed with it, and I annoyed my besties a lot! So please thank me for staying up till 6:24 in the morning to write these stories. I am currently eating candy canes to stay awake!
