E.P.O.V
(Edward)
When Bella died I stopped living. Several times I tried going to the Volturi but Alice always stopped me. Carlisle told me that he already lost Bella and didn't want to lose me to. The funeral given for Bella will always be etched into my mind.
FLASHBACK
We all walked into the church silently and sat down. Then the priest started talking. Carlisle went up and explained to everybody that Bella was trying to walk in heels for Alice and tripped and fell down the stairs. Carlisle said he did everything he could to save her (which was actually true) and that we all miss her very much. Then Charlie came up and started talking about how he didn't get enough time with his little girl. Then it was my turn. I walked up slowly not able to hide how upset I really am. I told them how Bella and I fell in love and that we were already planning for the future. Everyone was in tears when I was done. At the reception luckily none of us had to make our day worse by throwing food back up.
END OF FLASHBACK
Now we are in New York and I never move except for when my siblings make me hunt.
A.P.O.V
(Alice)
I feel so stupid. I wasn't paying attention and because of that I lost my sister. I should have realized that someone as clumsy as Bella would find some way to hurt herself. If only my visions were quicker, then I would have been able to stop Jasper. I didn't talk to Jasper for the entire next day until I realized that this is all of our faults. We were all a little thirsty when Bella's blood spilled and Jasper tried to control all of our blood lust as well as his own. I don't know what to do. I have this strange feeling that Bella is still alive. But I no longer get visions of her so I know it can't be true. It makes me feel even worse that our cover story makes it sound like it is my fault Bella died. So many people glared at me while we were still in Forks. Even for a Cullen it was pretty hard to ignore. Especially because I see what they are going to do before it even happens as well as things they plan on doing but change their minds. I wish Bella was here. I really want my sister back.
J.P.O.V
(Jasper)
This is all my fault. Bella was killed because of me. Even Alice wouldn't talk to me for a little bit. I know Edward will never forgive me and I don't expect him to. I wouldn't forgive anyone who hurt my Alice. This is why I don't forgive myself. Our family isn't holding together anymore, without Bella. Edward doesn't hunt unless we force him, Alice no longer shops, Carlisle spends all of his time at the hospital, Emmett doesn't wrestle with bears anymore, Esme isn't remodeling houses, I don't mess with emotions, and Rosalie… Rosalie is taking this really hard because she never gave Bella a chance.
FLASHBACK
The day after Bella died was a quiet night. Everyone was mad at me because of what I did. Suddenly I felt a wave of depression coming from someone unexpected. Rosalie. I sped to her since Emmett wasn't here. "I know I am probably the last person you want to see, but are you ok?"
"Jasper I don't blame you." I start to protest but she cuts me off. "No I am not okay. I know I was a terrible person to Bella. I just wanted to make sure she was good for my brother. She was. I knew that and I was going to tell her yesterday. However I never got the chance. She died thinking that I hated her. And well I hate myself for that."
"Rosalie that is exactly how I feel. I stayed away from Bella out of respect for her as well as Alice and Edward. I stayed away so I wouldn't hurt her. But it didn't do any good, I killed her anyways. I never had the chance to get to know her and I hate that. I don't know what is worse: killing your brothers mated, or trying so hard not to do something but end up doing it anyways."
END OF FLASHBACK
Everything I told Rosalie was true; I don't know Bella enough to say that I care about her. But she is important to our family there for I want her back.
E.P.O.V
(Emmett)
Know that Bella is gone everything has changed. This family is no longer bored with human life but happy together. I can't pull pranks anymore because when I do I think of how Bella would probably trip over something and have to go to the hospital. Every time anyone thinks her name Edward either sobs or tries to rip our heads off. When I used to hunt I would stay out for hours just playing with my food. Now I just suck the blood, hide the corpse, and mop all the way home. Carlisle is letting us stay at home instead of school this time around so we can grief. He should know better. We will never be the same coven again.
C.P.O.V
(Carlisle)
I know Esme is worried about me but this is how I grief. I throw myself into my work so I don't think about Be… NO DON'T THINK ABOUT HER. She was my daughter and I failed her, I'm a bloody doctor for god's sake. I should have been able to help her. When I have to "sleep" to keep up the charade, I am actually in my home office reviewing patient files trying to find some way I can help them unlike I did with B... NO FOCUS ON THIS FILE. Okay Beatrice Swans. GOD CAN THEY POSSIBLY HAVE A NAME CLOSER TO BELLA SWAN. I heard a faint sob coming from upstairs. Dang it, sorry Edward. I thought. I try to keep my mind off of her as best as I can but it is rather difficult. At the moment I am really starting to hate the fact that vampires can think many things at once… Bella wanted to be one of us… COME ON. I just wish she was still alive and that I was actually a good doctor.
R.P.O.V
(Rosalie)
I really wish Bella was still alive. I know I was a bitch to her but I don't want some slut or whore jumping in on my brother like those to awful girls at Forks. What were their names? Oh right Lauren Mallory and Jessica Stanley. They practically dated half the boys at that school. But everyone boy thought they were "hot" so no one cared. Now I see that if Bella was anyway like that then Edward would not stay with her. I thought he only wanted to be with her because he couldn't read her mind but I was too shallow to see the true connection there. Edward was shocked when I told him why I was so mean to her. I gave stupid reasons to keep him out of my head. I am not that shallow to be mad that Edward payed attention to a human and not me. I would do anything to turn back the clock and be nice to Bella. Then she wouldn't have been scared of me.
E.P.O.V
(Esme)
I miss my little girl so much. I wish I had more time to get to know her. I never got to meet her mom and step dad. And though I met Charlie I never really got to talk to him. Bella was the sweetest girl I ever knew. She was so clumsy it was like she only learned how to walk a few weeks ago let alone 17 years. Her parent's story is so tragic. Lovers should stay together forever. That is one reason I don't like Tanya's clan. Those succubus's' always drive Alice, Edward, and Jasper absolutely crazy. What is worse? Tanya is trying to seduce Edward after he just lost his mate! How inconsiderate can you be? If Bella were here she would put Tanya in her place.
T.P.O.V
(Tanya)
I will get Edward to fall in love with me. Then I will leave him in the dust like all my other lovers. Next stop New York. (insert evil laugh here).