Ch.2 The Rejection

Disclaimer: I don't own the song Behind these hazel eyes and I know I changed the color of the eyes.

Sarah'sPOV

On my drive home I realized how much pain in my heart it was when he wasn't with me. It was like he was my other whole and with him not by my side I was only half the person I once was.

I parked my black SUV in the driveway behind the other four cars: Alice's Porsche, Rosalie's convertible, Dad's Volvo, and Carlisle's mustang.

As soon as I stepped out of the car Bella and Edward were right in front of me.

I didn't know what was going on but I kind of figured it was because Seth's scent was all over me so I started laughing like when you get caught and said,

"Um, hello, is something wrong." I said in fake innocent.

Bella was the first one to talk and she said in a tone that I had never heard before and it kind of freaked me out.

"Why do you smell like werewolf?" She practically snarled.

'So that's what he is' I thought to myself.

"I don't know what you're talking about, I don't know any werewolves." I said which was half truth.

I didn't really know them, I mean I just met them.

"Don't lie to us?" Edward snarled a little more intimidating than mom.

"I don't want to talk about it, I'm leaving." I said and turned towards my car once again.

Right when I got the door open a hand as fast as lightning shot out and slammed it.

I turned around and said,

"I'm practically an adult you can't do this to me. My life is none of your business."

"You aren't to ever see them again." Edward said.

"Watch me." I said near tears.

"You won't be allowed back here if you do."

"Fine I'll just leave."

That's when dad did something he'd never done before.

He slapped me across the face.

Some of the tears spilled over as I yelled.

"I hate you both, stay out of my life."

And with that I got in my car and drove.

Looking back I saw mom in dad's embrace dry sobbing.

I felt bad for a second then it went away.

I knew I had to find Seth.

But when I got into town I stopped at the park, knowing I couldn't go to him.

He was a werewolf and I belonged to vampire family.

If we were together it could start a blood feud.

The question was was it worth it. I looked out the window and saw him and knew it was worth it.

The only problem was he willing to do the same.

Seth'sPOV

I was now home and was just stepping into the house when I saw Sam and the others.

He didn't look to happy.

I instantly went on the defense.

"What happened." I said in a defensive tone.

He looked at me startled and then he glared at me.

He started to speak.

"The others told me about the girl."

I was confused and instantly protective of her.

"Yes, she my imprint."

"Well to bad then."

"What is that suppose to mean?"

"What didn't your little girlfriend tell you?"

"Tell me what?" I said really confused.

"She a half-vampire. Both of her parents are vampires and so is the rest of her family."

I stiffened.

'How can that be?'

"You lie." I growled out in a half whisper.

"Why don't you go ask her."

"I will." I said and turned around to leave.

I got all the way to the park before I stopped.

I got out of my car and went to sit on the porch.

I thought to myself.

'How can I just ask her if she's a half-vampire. What if I did and she's not, she would think I was crazy. But what if she is...' I cut that thought off because I didn't want to think about it.

I grew up learning to hate them. If she's one I can't be with her no matter what.

I looked up from where I was sitting and noticed her car there and inside she was there.

I got up and walked over to her and knocked on the window.

She was looking straight at me and rolled the window down.

When I looked into her eyes I knew that it was true. She was a half-vampire and I was in love with her. How stupid of me.

My eyes turned cold and I tensed.

I growled out.

"Your part vampire, bloodsucker."

I could see the pain in her eyes and almost regretted it.

The pain instantly turned to hatred.

"Well you're a werewolf, mutt."

'I can't believe I thought I loved you. You're nothing but a cold hearted parasite.' I thought.

"Whatever happened us earlier needs to be forgotten, because it meant nothing and it will never mean anything."

"Already forgotten." She said and without another word spoken she sped out of there.

My heart sunk she was out of my life and it was my fault because I couldn't accept her.

I shook my head and thought,

'I will move on and find someone else.'

Sarah'sPOV

When he said that it felt like my heart had been stabbed over and over.

He didn't love me enough to stay with me.

He wanted me gone and he said he never felt anything for me.

At least I knew that was a lie, because when we kissed I knew he felt what I had felt.

But know he didn't want anything to do with me so I would grant his wish.

I would never speak to him again and move on with someone else.

I pulled up to the house and got out.

This time my parents weren't there.

'Good' I thought, 'Now I won't have to deal with their 'I told you'

Instead of walking inside I jumped up to my window and went through it.

I immediately went to my bed and sat down trying to decide if I should sing my song out for my misery.

Then I started to sing:

Seems like just yesterday
You were a part of me
I used to stand so tall
I used to be so strong
Your arms around me tight
Everything, it felt so right
Unbreakable, like nothin' could go wrong
Now I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hanging on

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these golden eyes

I told you everything
Opened up and let you in
You made me feel alright
For once in my life
Now all that's left of me
Is what I pretend to be
So together, but so broken up inside
'Cause I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hangin' on

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these golden eyes

Swallow me then spit me out
For hating you, I blame myself
Seeing you it kills me now
No, I don't cry on the outside
Anymore...

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these golden eyes

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these golden eyes

After the song was over I cried myself to sleep.

Seth'sPOV

After Sarah left I went out into the woods and changed into my wolf form.

A giant black wolf with some gray. I howled out my agony and started sprinting towards her home.

Right when I got near her house I heard the most sad song and I knew that it was her.

Seems like just yesterday
You were a part of me
I used to stand so tall
I used to be so strong
Your arms around me tight
Everything, it felt so right
Unbreakable, like nothin' could go wrong
Now I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hanging on

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these golden eyes

I told you everything
Opened up and let you in
You made me feel alright
For once in my life
Now all that's left of me
Is what I pretend to be
So together, but so broken up inside
'Cause I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hangin' on

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these golden eyes

Swallow me then spit me out
For hating you, I blame myself
Seeing you it kills me now
No, I don't cry on the outside
Anymore...

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these golden eyes

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these golden eyes

I listened to her heartfelt song and knew that I had caused her pain, but I also knew that even though we loved each other there was no way for us to be together.

I ran home and went inside the others had been able to hear my thoughts and they knew it was a hard time for me, but they wouldn't ever really know how much it hurt to let her go.

"It was for the best." Sam said.

"I'm sorry." Esme said.

I knew that Esme and the others were sorry.

Especially Jake considering what happened to him.

I kind of find it ironic that the one he loved, Bella, was my imprints mom.

On second thought that's pretty disturbing.

I nodded to them and then went to my room.

I didn't think I would get any sleep, but when my head hit the pillow I was out like a light.

Sarah'sPOV

It was morning and I knew that I would have to face him at school.

That did not mean I would have to acknowledge him.

I still did not want to face my parents, especially Edward, but I knew now would be better than later.

I quickly got ready for school and went downstairs and found my parents on the living room couch.

I walked in and said,

"You were right about them. I promise never to see them again."

Edward nodded and Bella said,

"I know right now it hurts dear, but soon you'll find someone better than him. And when you do you'll know."

Mom always knew what it was really about.

"Thanks mom, I hope that's true." I said and gave her a hug.

I still hadn't forgiven Edward yet.

I turned to leave when he spoke up,

"Sarah, I'm sorry for what I did yesterday. I just wanted you to be safe and I knew that they would cause you pain."

I turned to him with a small smile and said,

"Thanks for trying to protect me." I gave him a quick hug and said,

"Well I'd better get to school. See you when I get back."

They nodded and I headed off, already dreading the day ahead.