Here is the next chapter. I hope you guys enjoy it. And please let me know what you think.
And I don't own the boys...
~Chapter Two~
The next morning I woke to the smell of bacon and coffee. I smiled to myself as I got out of bed. I made a pit stop to the bathroom before heading down stairs.
Entering the kitchen I found Kendall at the stove trying to flip the bacon in the pan with out splashing himself. I bit my lip to keep from laughing and alerting him that I was watching. He was so cute. Watching him put a bigger smile on my face.
"Shit that hurts." He put the fork down and went to the sink to wet the dishcloth.
"That's why you always should wear a shirt while cooking especially bacon."
He turned and looked at me, I just smiled at him.
"I was gonna bring the food up to you." He pouted.
"The smell of bacon and coffee woke me up." I walked over to him. "Thank you to the thought."
"How about a good morning kiss." He grinned at me.
I stepped closer to him and kissed the red spot on his chest where the bacon grease had gotten him.
"Not what I meant."
"Oh well what did you mean?"
"This." He cupped my face and bent to kiss me.
I wrapped my arms around his neck and deepened the kiss. He pulled away and smiled at me. I stepped back from him so I could make myself a cup of coffee.
For some really strange reason I was really uneasy about how comfortable I was around Kendall. There was just something about him that spoke to me and made me feel safe. I wasn't sure if I like this feeling or not. It wasn't like me to just let someone into my life without a fight, but with Kendall it was like we've been friends since we were young.
I wanted to push him away, but at the same time I wanted to pull him in closer and never let him go. God I was so confused on what I wanted. I'd never admit it out loud but part of me still loved Logan. That part didn't care about what he had done to me or that he just tossed me aside. I still wanted him and that scared the shit out of me, not just because it was crazy, but also because I didn't want to lose Kendall either.
Fuck I was in so much trouble. I knew it would be for the best of everyone if I walked away now, but damnit, I can't.
"What are you thinking about so deeply?"
I looked up to see Kendall standing in front of me.
"A lot of different things." I looked at him over the rim of my coffee cup.
"Okay then." He just left it there, he didn't push for me to share. If it had been Logan, he would have.
"So do you need any help?"
"You can do the French toast if you want too." I set my cup down and then went about getting everything I needed to make the French toast.
As I whipped up the eggs, cinnamon and sugar I tried to ignore the fact that Kendall was just staring at me. But it was kinda really hard.
"You can't ignore me, can you?" Kendall wrapped his arms around my waist and pulled me into his chest.
I looked back at him and smiled.
"You know it's okay to admit it." He laughed.
"Why, you already know I can't ignore you."
"Love you." He kissed the top of my nose and let me go.
"Love you too, you crazy man."
"So besides your appointment, what else do you have going on today?"
"More packing really." I looked at him. "Why, is there something you wanna do?"
"No, not really." He shrugged.
"You okay?"
"Yeah I'm fine."
"Okay."
Just like he didn't push me, I wasn't going to push him to tell me what was bothering him. He'd tell me when he was ready.
"So what would you like to do besides packing?" I went back to the French toast.
"Well you could show me around. Show me where you grew up and all that jazz."
"If that's what you want to do, then we can do that. I can show you where I had my first kiss."
"With Logan?" He raised an eyebrow at me.
"Nope, it was with Jenny Black."
"You're telling me your first kiss was with a girl."
''Yes that is what I am telling you."
"And how did this happen?"
"I'm sure you can put your boy brain to work and figure it out." I winked at him.
"Come on, just tell me. I can always ask Logan."
"You could, but he would have no idea what you're talking about. I never told him."
"I thought you told him everything."
"Not everything." I shrugged. "I'm sure he didn't tell me everything he did in high school."
"Don't be mad but I don't see how you guys were ever friends. I just don't get it."
"Don't worry your not the only one." I laughed. "We were an odd pair that's for sure."
"How did you guys become friends anyways?"
"We were kinda forced into the friendship." I put the first pieces of toast in the pan. "His mom used to baby sit me while Grandpa was at work."
"Ahhh I see."
"Yup." I grinned at him.
"I'm hungry, hurry up woman and finish my breakfast."
"Kendall, have I ever showed you my knife collection?"
"No." He raised an eyebrow at me.
"Call me woman again and I will introduce you to it."
"Yes Ma'am." I could tell he was trying really hard not to laugh.
I just shook my head and went about finishing breakfast, because truthfully I was pretty hungry too. Once I had my back to Kendall I let the smile show on my face.
After breakfast I left Kendall to do the dishes and clean up the kitchen while I went upstairs to take a shower. I needed a little time away from him so I could think and clear my head.
I was pretty sure I was the only one if us that thought that this was going to fast. But I had no idea how to slow it down without hurting either of us.
It wasn't that I didn't love him, because I truly did. It just all happened so fast. I went from kinda understanding love, to being head over heels for someone I've only know such a short while.
I just stood under the spray of the water and let it wash away all my worries. It felt so good to let the stress melt away. F hadn't realized how much I had been carrying around since I came home when I found out Grandpa was sick. Just having Kendall here made losing my Grandpa that much easier,
I screamed when I felt someone warp their arms around my waist. Which made Kendall laugh. I pulled away from him and turned so I could glare at him. He just grinned at me. So I slapped his chest.
"What the hell are you doing?"
"I thought I'd help wash your back." He shrugged.
"You're so lucky you're cute." I wrapped my arms around his neck.
"And just how cute am I?"
"Cute enough." I brought his head down so I could kiss him.
He pulled away smiling.
"I love you." He leaned his forehead on mine.
"Love you too." I moved back until my back was touching the shower wall. "Show me how much you love me. "
No more words were exchanged. I grasped his hand and pulled him closer to me, he bent his head and kissed me.
He dropped his hand to my leg and lifted it up so my foot was resting on the side of the tub. I leaned my head back and let Kendall's hands work their magic on my body.
This should be a sign for me that I was so comfortable with Kendall that I just let him take control. I never let anyone take control, but this was so exciting.
"God, please Kendall stop teasing me." I clawed at his shoulders. "Please."
"You beg so pretty." He lifted both my legs and wrapped my legs around his waist as he slid into me.
I groaned and slammed my head back against the shower wall.
"Look at me." He growled at me.
I opened my eyes and looked at him. I cupped the back of his neck and brought him in for a kiss.
I ripped my mouth away as my orgasm crashed over me. Kendall stopped moving so I could catch my breath. The look on his face told me this was only the first of many orgasms to come.
"Did you wash your hair and what not?" I just nodded. "Good."
He let my legs down and then reached behind to shut off the water.
"What are you doing?"
He just smiled and stepped out of the shower. I just watched as he wrapped a towel around his hips. I really didn't want the view gone, he looked amazing naked.
"Come here."He held a towel open for me to step into.
I stepped out of the bath and into the towel. Kendall wrapped it around me and then gridded another one so he could dry my hair.
This was new and kinda weird for me. I was so not used to anyone taking care of me like this. But then again, I have never been as intimate with anyone before as I have been with Kendall. Not even Logan.
"You in there?"He tapped my forehead bringing me out of my thoughts.
"Yeah, sorry."
"Okay what did I do wrong?"He sighed and stepped away from me.
"Nothing I promise." I took his hand in mine. "I have just never had a lover take care of me like this. I really like it."
"Really?" He sounded really skeptical.
"Really. Your the only person I have tried to have a real relationship with. Everyone else I only saw a few times. And then some I just used to destress." I shrugged. "No one has made me feel like you do."
"Why me?"
"Because I saw how you treated your Mom and I knew you would respect me."
"Why not Logan?"
"Even though I loved him, I also hated him. Plus there is to much history between us."
"Okay no talking about him or any past lovers while we are naked."
"Agreed."I wrapped my arms around his neck. "Though I will point out you brought him up, not me."
He rolled his eyes before he bent down to kiss me.
The rest of the morning was spent exploring each other and finding the little things that pushed us over the edge. I learned Kendall had quite a few hidden talents that I never then he had. Like he has a really, really wicked tongue.
"God I don't think I can walk." I rolled my head up so I could look at Kendall.
"I will take that as a complement." He had a huge smile on his face. "But as much as I would love to stay here in bed with you, we have an appointment to keep."
"If I wasn't pregnant before I sure am now." I laughed and sat up.
"I never noticed this tattoo before." Kendall traced the spiral tattoo on my shoulder. "When did you get it?"
"I've always had it. I just added onto it when Grandpa died." I looked at him over my shoulder. "Each date is the days they passed."
"It's beautiful."
"Thank you."
"I wish I was as strong as you are."
I slid out of bed and walked over to my closet.
"I'm not that strong, I just keep everything bottled up."
"Your a lot stronger than you believe." He hugged me from behind. "With everything you've been through, your still standing. When most people would have given up by now." I turned and looked at him, trying not to roll my eyes. "We both know it's true."
"I need to get dressed if we are going to be on. time."
"I love you Riley."
"I love you too." I walked over to my closet so I could get dressed. And maybe partly to get away from Kendall.
Don't get me wrong I loved him, I just didn't know how to deal with all the emotions he makes me feel.
We didn't say much the whole way to the doctor's office,
I parked the truck and just stared at the building. I didn't Want to go in there, and I didn't want to stay out here either.
"You can't stay out here an day, ya know."
"Bite me." I shut the truck off and got out.
I didn't care if he followed me or not. He was making me feel ten times more nervous then I already am. I felt so sick to my stomach.
By the time Kendall found me I was already checked in and sitting down to wait.
"Hi." He took my hand into his.
"Hey." I looked at him.
"You okay?"
I just nodded my head and squeezed his hand.
"I do love you."
"I love you too." I leaned my head on his shoulder.
"No matter what happens, it will be okay. I promise."
"Okay."
"I don't mean to bother you." A young girl asked. "But are you Kendal from BTR?"
"Can you keep a secret?" Kendall leaned towards her. She nodded her head. "Yes I am."
"I knew it." She grinned at him. "My sister thought I was making it up."
"Well now we can't have that, can we?" She Shoot her head no. "Well then what are we gonna do?"
"Sarah, I told you to leave them alone."
The little girl Sarah turned and looked at her sister.
"But Jessie it is him."
"I'm sorry about my sister."
"It's not a problem." Kendall smiled at her. "I love meeting my fans."
"Sissy can you take my picture with him?"
"Sure,I mean if Kendall doesn't mind."
"No, not at all."
"Can I sit on your lap?" Sarah gave him her best puppy dog eyes.
"Of course you can." He sat back so she could sit on his knee.
"If you want I'll take the picture, So you Can be in the picture with your sister."
"You don't mind?"
"Not at all." I smiled at her.
"Thank you." She smiled and handed me her phone.
I took it from her and stood up. She sat in the chair I had just vacated.
"Alright smile everyone." All three smiled at me. "Now say cheese."
"Cheese." They said together and I snapped the picture.
"Thank you, both of you." Jessie stood and took her phone back from me. "This means a lot to the both of us."
" It's not a problem at all. Like I said I love meeting my fans."
"That's why you're my favorite." Sarah grinned at Kendall.
"Why thank you."
"Well you are welcome." She giggled.
"Okay let's leave them alone now. You'll see Kendall again at the show."
"Okay sissy." She took her sister's hand. "Bye Kendall."
"Bye Sarah. Be good for your sister."
Kendall waved as they Walked away.
"Thank you for being so cool about that."
"Hey no worries. I know what your fans mean to you."
"How did I get so lucky to land you?"
"I wonder the same thing everyday."
He picked up my hand and kissed it.
"I love you so much." I laced our fingers together. "More than you will ever know."
"Riley Carter." The nurse called.
"I will be here waiting." He squeezed my hand.
"I want you to come back with me."
"Really?"
"Yes, really." I pulled him out of his seat. "Come on the doctor is waiting."
We walked hand in hand over to the nurse. She smiled at us as she led us to the room.
"Go ahead and go on in, the doctor will be with you shortly."
"Thank you." I nodded to her and walked into the room. Kendall shut the door behind him.
"You don't have to be so nervous." Kendall sat in the chair next to the exam table.
I just rolled my eyes and sat on the exam table.
"Talk to me Woman." He touched my knee. "You know you can tell me anything."
"I know. But there's nothing to tell."
"Okay, I know when not to push, but I hope you know you can tell me anything."
"I know." I squeezed his hand. "And I love you for that."
"Love you more." He smiled and took his hand off my knee.
"So how are we going to tell Logan?"
"We will cross that bridge when we come to it. No need to open that can of worms before we know for sure."
"I don't know if I can." I whispered.
"You can do anything." He smiled at me.
I smiled at him as the door opened and Dr. Stromberg walked in.
"Good to see you again Riley, it's been awhile."
"Yes it has been. How's the family?"
"Doing good, Steve and Lindsay are getting ready to graduate high school."
"God, already?" I shook my head. "I remember when they started school."
"Yeah, just like it was yesterday." He smiled at me. "So how have you been?"
"Well besides being shot a few times, I'm good."
"Shot?" He raised an eyebrow at me.
"Yeah, it's kinda a job requirement when you're a Marine." I shrugged.
"If you say so, so what brings you in today?"
"I think I might be pregnant."
"And you've taken a pregnancy test?"
"Yes, and it said I was."
"They are hardly wrong, but if you would like we can do a urine and or blood test." He wrote something in my chart. "You know the drill. It's not like we haven't done this before."
I didn't bother looking at Kendall, I already knew the shock that would be on his face. God if I would have thought Dr. Stromberg would bring that up, I would have warned him. Damn I'm in trouble.