Amy was hurt. She always felt that somewhere in Sonic's heart that there would be someone else he dearly loved. It had been in her head since the time they started dating and she just had to get it out. Somehow, Someway. All of that night she was reading. Reading all the love notes and poems her boyfriend had gave her, then the jealously became more and more boiled as she remembered the ones from his ex's. He had kept them in a box, keeping them as if he was treasuring them. It made her angry yet upset. She knew he loved her but it was too much for her to handle. She couldn't help but remembering all the times that his ex-girlfriend's treated him and it made her sick with anger. He deserved someone who didn't treat him poorly. Someone who would show how much he really meant to them. This made Amy think more and more of her own past. She too was no angel- even though he always called her 'his angel' – 'his darling baby girl'. She could never hold it in too much. She wasn't such a bad person as she thought but she knew that she only had one love at first sight. And that was Sonic.
But that's the thing with life. She had told him so many times that it was true love at first sight but he never could agree. He only began to think his feelings through…after he broke up with his previous. Which was always in Amy's mind. He could never say to her…'Hey Ames…it was love at first sight when I met you' because it wasn't. He was too much in love falling for his girlfriend before her. Sally. They would fight over this, many time but it would always leave Amy in tears and Sonic angry.
Hugging her pillow tightly, the sweet pink female sniffed wiping her tears from her eyes and closing her eyes deeply. Remembering the time when they first met. All the girls would drool over him…even the one that was so 'into' him at the time. Rouge. She would not stop hugging him, trying to kiss him, and even blessing him with her flirty texts and yet Sonic only agreed and went along with it. If that's love…then there must have been something wrong. It hurt poor Amy. Thinking of the times that they would flirt with each other in front of her. Even the fat rat known as Becky would get involved…she would tell Amy to back off and to stay away. It was like she knew something she didn't. But Amy wasn't going to stand up, she knew she would never get a chance with her hero. Her loved one. Because he was too interested in his others…
"I don't need him! He was a waste of my life…I shouldn't of chased after him, tried my hardest to get him…because he already loved someone and I ruined it" she snapped, sitting up from her bed. The anger over crossed her mind as she tiptoed down the stairs…waiting silently. She had her phone in her hand, looking down at his words. 'Goodnight'. "They would be the last words he says to me" she whispered, feeling her tears come to her again. She opened the draw, looking down at the sharp silver knifes that were pressed gently in their positions. Gripping her phone, she texts him her last words before taking her knife.
'Goodbye, I'm sorry I wrecked it…for you…for us'