BPOV

Cold lips brushed the back of my neck. I let out a whimper, pressing myself against the cold, solid body behind me. Much to my amazement, I felt a pair of cold hands trailing down my stomach. They stopped when they reached the bottom of my shirt, tugging it up gently.

He's actually touching me, not pushing me away.'

Before my shirt hit the floor, I pulled against him again. I let out a loud moan as I felt his cool tongue glide over my ear.

I rocked myself against his growing arousal, earning a low growl from behind me.. My heart skipped a beat. He wants me! I felt his sharp teeth against my neck, whimpering as he nipped and licked his way down. His hands grazed my nipples through my bra. They instantly hardened at the cool sensation.

I couldn't take it anymore. I reached behind me, tugging on his jeans. "Please...I need you....please..." Oh Edward. please don't push me away.... I begged in my mind as I continued to rock my hips against him.

Suddenly he spun me around. My eyes widened and I instantly froze. "Anything for you Darlin'." He said with that sexy southern drawl. "JASPER?!?!?"

I jerked forward, shaking my head wildly. "Calm down, love. I'm here." Realization began setting in. I had fallen asleep one the love seat with Edward. He pulled me closer against his chest. I looked up, suprised by what I saw. Edward starred down at me, his eyes were black. He leaned his head back and inhaled deeply. A wicked grin appeared on his face.

"Dreaming of me I see." He reached down and stroked my cheek gently. His fingers felt like ice on my heated skin. "I....well...ughhh..." I bit my lip before attacking his lips with mine. I ran my tounge against his bottom lip, trying to deepen the kiss. He pulled back slightly with an amused look on his face. I buried my face in his chest, letting out a frustrated sigh. Edward apparently mistook my frustration for embarrassment. He leaned against the love seat, letting out a small chuckle. "No need to be ashamed Bella."

I don't know what did it but I was suddenly hit with a burst of anger. I sat up, looking him directly in the eyes, which where slowly turning back to amber.

"You're right Edward. No need to be ashamed. At least in my dreams I can find a vampire that wants me."

I shrank back at my last statement. Edward didn't seem to catch the underlying meaning in what I had said. He stood us up and started the usual lecture.

"Bella, How many times must I explain this to you? I do want you. I just don't..."

I threw my hand up, cutting him off. "Yes Edward, I know. You just don't trust yourself not to loose control with me. How long do you expect things to go on like this? You can't imagine a life without me yet you are determined not to change me. How can I live a long happy life with you if you'll never be able to touch me?! Incase you haven't noticed, I have needs. How many times will you reject me Edward? You're always so worried about hurting me. Can't you see how much it hurts me when you push me away?!"

Tears were now streaming down my face.

"Bella, love. Must you be so stubborn? When will you realize I am doing what's best for you?" He reached up to wipe a tear from my face but I jerked back.

"I'm not a child and you are not my father Edward Cullen! I can decided what's best for me!" I wrapped my arms around myself.

Edward's clenched his fists at his sides. He opened his mouth, but suddenly ripped his eyes away from mine, looking past me. Before I had time to turn around, I felt the waves of calmness wash over me. Jasper..

Suddenly I didn't have the energy to argue with Edward and more. I sighed and turned towards Jasper. I tried to give him my best fake smile. Like that's going to fool him..

Jasper stood in the door way, glancing between the two of us. He cleared his throat, though he really didn't need to. "Edward, its getting late. Perhaps it would be best to return Bella to Chief Swan. Then you could join me for a hunt?"

Edward was silent for a moment. His features softened. "A hunt sounds great Jasper." He returned his gaze to me, I could see the pain in his eyes

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"Bella?" I glanced down as he extended his arm. Sighing, I took his hand. He gave it a slight squeeze. He pulled me against him and gently kissed away the remnants of a tear. "I'm sorry love. Please forgive me." I nodded. He released me from his grip. I picked up my jacket from the back of the loveseat and started towards the door. I stopped a few feet from Jasper and slowly looked up at him. He gave me a sweet smile. I don't know what came over me but I threw myself into his arms. "Thank you." I whispered. His arms wrapped around me and he returned the embrace. "Anything for you darlin'." I shuddered at his words. A low hiss came from Edward. I couldn't help but feel sad as Jasper released me from his cool embrace. Edward took a step forward, draping his arm over my shoulder. "Like you said Jasper. Its getting late and I should return Bella to her father." With that we shot outside with vampire speed.

The ride home was excruciatingly silent. Edward gripped the steering wheel tightly. I could tell by the look on his face that he was having some kind of internal conflict. He turned the car off after pulling in behind Charlie's cruiser. Even though I felt as if I couldn't get out of the car fast enough, I made no attempt to move. Minutes seemed to drag like hours. I couldn't take the silence anymore.

"Edward, I...Oh!" I jumped as Edward disappeared from the driver's set and appeared kneeling next to me. I looked into his golden eyes, seeing that the anger had faded and was replaced love and concern. His fingers grazed my cheek before he reached down and took my hand. I got out of the car and was pulled into a tight embrace. "Bella, I love you. I know you feel as if I am being over protective but you really must try to look at it from my perspective, love. You're so fragile, there are so many things that could take you from me. I can't control everything but I do everything in my power to keep you safe. I can't imagine what I would do if something were to happen to you."

well, its worth a shot...

I looked up at him, trying to make the best puppy dog eyes I could. "But Edward, if you changed me, you wouldn't have to worry about any of that. There would be no worrying, no boundaries...just Edward and Bella for eternity."

As if on cue, the front door opened and Charlie stepped out. "Hey Bells. Have fun today kido?"

I groaned into Edward's chest. The god's must truly be against me. I turned to Charlie and smiled. "Yeah, dad. I'll be in in a sec. I just want to say good night to Edward." Charlie looked at Edward and nodded. "Edward." Edward flashed Charlie a dazzling smile. "Chief Swan." He took my hand in his and lifted it to his mouth, placing a small kiss against it. "Goodnight, love. I'll see you in the morning." I nodded and made my way into the house.

Charlie settled back down into the recliner. I walked into the kitchen grabbing a pack of crackers and a coke. I took Charlie a cold beer before heading to my room.

I sat down on my bed and ran my finger's through my hair. I looked up at the closed window, relieved that I would be spending the night alone. I really needed some time to get my head straight.

I leaned back and allowed my thoughts to drift to Jasper. I pulled the collar of my shirt to my nose, smiling as I recognized the faint scent - leather with a hint of sweetness. He smelled wonderful.... I realized I was laying in bed smelling my shirt. I sighed and flopped over on my side.

God Bella, Stalk much?

My thoughts were interrupting by the vibrating of my phone. I picked it up and saw that Alice had sent me a text. You. Me. Shopping. Monday. XOXO~A

Good...I wanted to have a little chat with my best friend and this will give me the perfect opportunity.

I set the phone down, changed into an oversized tee shirt and climbed back into bed.

This is wrong. I love Edward. I'm willing to spend eternity with him. He is my everything and I am his reason for existing....So why can't I stop thinking about Jasper?

I rolled to my other side and let out a frustrated sigh, wondering how I'd ever get to sleep.

Suddenly I was felt an over whelming urge to close my eyes. I let out a big yawn, barely able to keep my eyes open. I rolled over one more time. As I did, I could have sworn that I saw something move outside of my window. Too tired to feel any concern, I closed my eyes and fell into a deep, peaceful sleep.

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