Hi everybody, so today was a pretty stressful day and because of that I tried to write a little bit today and this drabble came to life.
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So a few clarifications:
This will be a NaruSaku eventually.
No Happy Endings any time soon.
No bashing, just basic human stupidity.
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And to all of you that complaint about my grammar:
My first language is not English, for that fact it wasn´t even the second language I learned, It´s not perfect but I try, you want to correct my grammar? That´s Perfect, the only way I can improve is knowing how to. But if you only want to complaint about every little thing, without offering any kind of guidance. . .Well then I suggest you go read and review "MY IMMORTAL" for that.
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And to all of you who like this little craziness of mine. . . Thank You :)
Disclaimer: I own nothing; this thesaurus is borrowed, on loan, rented . . .
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Chapter 2: She chose a yard to burn, but the ground remembers her.
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What is love?
Is it to give of yourself until there´s nothing left?
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She should feel happy, delighted . . . she feels empty, her dream came true, she´s marrying the prince, after years and years of chasing of training herself to the ground day after day, all of that just for a chance to get him back. "To show him that she wasn´t that weak little girl anymore"
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And He didn´t cared.
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It´s her fault really, because she didn´t showed herself as the Strongest Woman in Konoha or the Best Medic-Nin only Second to the Hokage herself "But not for long" . . . No, the minute he walked up to her She forgot all about that and she was 12 again, hugging him and asking him not to leave her again. And she hated herself for it. What made it all the worse is that He didn´t cared. Not one bit.
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His expression didn´t changed, He showed absolutely nothing. No surprise, no nervousness, no awkwardness. All he offered was a few pats on the back and a muttered "Don´t cry Sakura." This of course only made her cry even more, but because he´s here, he is real. And she is happy, really happy.
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Love is limited to one person only?
Can love run dry?
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And so, she is here now. Looking herself in the mirror; Painted pure white from head to toe, her mother helps her with the white kimono, Ino is putting the final touches to the headpiece "Breathe, breathe, you can do this Sakura." The mocking laughter from a part of herself she thought was long dead is ignored in favor of listening to what her mother is whispering "It´s okay Sakura, it gets better, you´ll lear-"and she can´t hear the last part, because suddenly the headpiece is placed on her head and like a dream it all happens so fast. The next thing she notices is that the Sake is in her hands and she can hear Sasuke reading the words of commitment.
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"It´s Okay, you can do this. Sasuke needs you," This is her mantra. Because Sasuke needs HER and she doesn´t think of sun-kissed yellow and expressive blue. Because every time she does, the shiro-muku weights on her like a sentence. "Naruto is fine, he´s probably cheering with everyone else." But she doesn´t look at the guests, She´s very thankful for the Veil right now.
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The Priest is indicating them to the Sake, this is it. If she drinks the sake she´ll finally achieve her dream, the happy ending, being Uchiha Sakura. . . But the Sake is bitter and heavy in her stomach, but everyone is happy and cheering. So she smiles, "Sakura, what´s wrong?" Sasuke asks her softly "Why are you crying?" And it's when the truth hits her like a boulder, She loves Naruto. . . but she loves Sasuke too. And Sasuke needs her right now, "It´s just that I´m so happy right now, this are happy tears." And because she loves Sasuke, She won´t tell him the truth.
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Because Naruto is strong. And Sasuke needs her right now.
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More to come soon.