Fix You

i know i said i would be updating next week, but I finished this chapter last night when i couldn't sleep. please leave your thoughts.

characters belong to Stephanie Meyer.

Chapter two

Rosalie sat quietly looking at her reflection in the mirror, her eyes had turned into a golden brown with only a few flecks of red thanks to her animal diet the new born blood red was fading, she let out a heavy sigh picking up her hairbrush and slowly and softly brushing the left side of her hair

'may I?'

She glanced in the mirror noticing Esme standing at her door way, she smiled and stopped brushing

'of course'

Esme smiled warmly and made her way across the room taking the hair brush and started brushing the young vampires long blonde locks, it had been two months since their chat in the woods and Rosalie had made small progress, she did apologise for her out burst to Edward but still remained at a distance from him, she did on occasion talk to Carlisle while Esme was nearby, she had grown close to Esme

'you seem lost in your thoughts Dear.. Anything on your mind?'

Rosalie lifted her eyes in the mirror to meet Esme's

'oh I was just wondering about umm...'

She looked away quickly with what Esme thought was a embarrassed look on her face

'... I nevermind, it isn't something I wish to share'

Esme smiled placing the brush down on the desk

'Well please know I'm hear if you ever wish to share'

Rosalie simply nodded

'do you wish to join me in a hunt when Carlisle and Edward return?'

Rosalie stood and smiled

'I would like that, I shall change to something more decent, I'm still a messy eater'

'I will wait downstairs'

Rosalie stayed upstairs until she heard the men return, as she left her room she crossed Edwards path in the hallway

'I trust your hunt went well?'

Edward raised an eyebrow , slightly taken back at Rosalie's attempt to communicate

'very well thank you Rosalie, I understand Esme and yourself are hunting this evening?'

She simply nodded while not really making eye contact Edward knew she felt uncomfortable

'we did spot some Elk to the north'

'thank you for the tip, enjoy your evening'

'you too Rosalie'

With that she quickly made her way downstairs, she stopped suddenly spotting Carlisle and Esme in a lovers embrace, she tilted her head to the side watching them in ore, wondering if one day she would meet someone to love and trust the way Esme had, she knew she was far from trusting any male but the fact that she wanted it one day made her feel that she was on the right path. She waited until they had finished their kiss before making her presence known

'Rosalie dear, are you ready?'

Esme asked as Carlisle turned around rubbing the small of Esme's back

'I am, Edward informed me that you spotted Elk to the north?'

Carlisle looked shocked momentarily at the fact the two had exchanged a conversation

'yes we did, a large amount of Elk, we also picked up the scent of bear to the east, we went with the fight rather than the chase'

The three of them smiled then feel into silence, Esme choose this moment to talk

'ok dear, let's hunt!'

She kissed carlisle then said her goodbyes following Rosalie into the forest.

The two Ladies ran through the forest at vampire speed, dodging trees and fallen branches with ease and grace, their senses lead the way as they travelled North in search for the Elk Edward mentioned, Rosalie stopped suddenly and signalled to Esme who simply nodded as the scent of Elk filled their nostrils, they moved silently through the quiet forest stalking their prey, glancing quickly at each other, eyes black with Hunger they charged forward at the same time alerting the Elk of their presence, Esme leaped into the air landing on top of a large Elk, dragging it down to the ground and quickly snapping it's neck before sinking her teeth in and reveling in the bitter sweet taste of the animals blood as it filled her mouth cooling the venom that sat in the back of her throat, once she drained the animal she glanced to her left spotting Rosalie's body clinging to her preys body drinking greedily, once finished Rosalie stood tossing the dead animal to the side, her mouth and chin dripping with blood and her clothes stained red, Rosalie growled has her animalistic nature had taken over, she sniffed the air catching the scent of blood, blood that smelled so sweet, venom instantly pooled in the back of her throat, she growled and charged forward through the forest letting her senses guild her to her next meal, Esme watched then panic filled every ounce of her being as the scent of the blood hit her nostrils.. Human blood

'Rosalie NO!'

She charged forward chasing Rosalie, running with all the might, Rosalie was fast, faster than Esme since she still had her newborn speed, Esme called to her as she ran

'Rosalie don't let the scent blind you! You will regret this! STOP!'

Rosalie heard Esme's words but was torn between her lust for blood, her instincts and her human nature that she held onto with all her being, she vowed never to take another humans life and human blood would never touch her lips, realisation hit her and she stopped running and fell to ground holding her breath, once Esme reached her she wrapped her arms around the young vampires body and stroked her hair

'well done Rosalie'

Rosalie spoke but it came out a whisper

'I want it so bad Esme, to taste their blood, it's calling to me'

Rosalie began to shake in Esme's arms

'you are strong Rosalie, fight it, remember what you promised yourself, don't give in to weakness'

As the human scent faded Rosalie began to relax

'thank you'

Esme smiled and relaxed her hold on her sitting beside her

'no need to thank me Rosalie, you did it all by yourself'

Rosalie shook her head and chuckled

'I wouldn't have been able to stop if it wasn't for you.. I was filled with excitement and.. Lust Esme, I.. I'm so ashamed of myself, I'm a monster'

'oh Rosalie you are far from a monster dear, its perfectly natural to be turned on while hunting the inner animal takes over, never be ashamed of your body'

Rosalie flinched and moved away standing up, with her back to Esme

'I am ashamed Esme.. I was so vain and self centred as a human, I liked the way everyone looked at me with envy and lust, I felt powerful.. But after that night, I am ashamed of my body. Who could possibly want me now... I'm damaged!'

Pain and sorrow filled Esme

'Rosalie you are not damaged, never blame yourself for what they did to you, they were the monsters not you!'

Rosalie turned facing Esme

'I don't want to feel this way anymore, I don't want to be afraid, I want to meet someone to love and be loved back, I want to.. I'm scared Esme.. What if I am damaged and i won't be able to..'

Rosalie didn't need to say that she was thinking, Esme knew what she was afraid of, Esme signed

'oh Rosalie, when you meet the right person, someone you love and trust it will feel right and you will be.. Able to. It will take a long time to gain their trust but believe me you aren't damaged'

Rosalie looked into Esme's eyes with determination and fear it seemed

'Esme.. Will you help me?.. prove to me that I'm not broken'

Esme's eyes widened as she froze. Thoughts reeling around her head, did she mean what she thinks she means? Prove to her? How?

'I trust you Esme, your the only one I trust, please'

Esme did promise that she would help Rosalie in any way she can to heal, but could she do what she was being asked of now?

Esme took slow steps towards Rosalie and reached out moving her hair from her face and cupped her chin in her hands

'ok.. I will do this, but you need to promise me that if at any moment you aren't comfortable you will tell me and I will stop'

Rosalie nodded her head

'I promise'

Slowly Esme leaned in keeping her eyes locked on to the blondes and presses her lips softly against hers..

The next chapter will involve Esme pleasuring Rosalie, this is not a Esme X Rosalie love story, I just think that Esme is the only person Rosalie trusts in the world and she wants to change and heal and be happy, and she wants to know that she can feel pleasure from sex not only pain.

Please review and leave me your thoughts, ideas welcomed.

Also I want to write more one shots, if anyone has any requests , let me know ;-)